Can't I Just Get Lost In An Old Royal Huge Castle Surrounded By Tall Walls And Engraved With Ancient

Can't I just get lost in an old royal huge castle surrounded by tall walls and engraved with ancient writing, poetries and paintings. Where the old dead king restore his life and fall for my beauty. Then make me his queen, both of us in the royal castle dancing in the moonlight appreciating each other. The queen wearing her long dark ball gown and the king in his royal suit. Promising each other to live again like ever.

I CAN FEEL YOU.

I can feel you when you pull me into embrace;

It feels like your body is crafted for me to perfectly fit in;

I can feel you when the dreary face of yours hides into my chest;

It feels like your insipid face glows up to sense my skin;

I can feel you when your large long fingers intertwines with me;

It feels a sudden warmth after an epoch of coldness;

I can feel you when you put your head on my shoulder;

Its feels like your hair is bathed with honey and so do I;

I can feel you everytime you touches me;

Your skin creates a discrete sensation in my body;

That feels like to be with you everytime and everywhere.

~K♡

BRUISES & SCARS

Through the years, I have been hiding myself;

Hiding my scars, bruises and marks which I got over the years of my existence;

But little if I know that someone after years will come and take my hands;

Take my hands and see my naked self all presentable;

But a sudden part of my heart still ache when I think how they will react to see those bruises and scars;

will they feel disgusted to see my scars and my childhood bruises;

And never want to immerse inside me;

Or will they caress my scars and kisses my bruises;

And lean to my ear and tell me "your bruises are old, but your soul is still young. You're beautiful. I love you";

Then optimism takes over me and I contentedly accepts the reality.

Tips to feel dark academia aesthetic:

[  ] Close your door, switch off the lights and open the wide windows

[  ] Paint your nails black and open the dark long hair.

[  ] Play Achillies Come Down at the background.

[  ] And adore the beauty of moon surrounded my clouds.

I don't know who I actually am! Like some days I feel like no one is there as kind, loving, caring and supportive as me. And the very other day I feel like I'm the meanest, rude, sad and broke person ever existed in this planet. Why?

Spending sunset with each other is cool but Would you like to witness the sunrise with me. Early in morning, me and you holding each other's hand walking through the green grass field, with the floral fragnance, bird chirping and the fresh smell of the earth. Sitting beside each other watching the sun to again rise and shine like yesterday. It gives a hope that we will be like this today and tomorrow.