× eddie as in not-limonov but still quirky and angry at the government × young, not sweet, fuck i'm nineteen × ancom radfem × lesbian × theatre kid who can't sing × chaotic academia bastard × i have opinions & i make people cry × current obsessions: WESTERNS, the magnus archives, horror films, hannibal, killing eve, black holes, 1930s russian avant-garde poetry, jack stauber's micropop, mitski × i am a proud language geek ask me to flirt with you in french or italian × gender critical × "in my ribcage two birds fight. one wants to be alone, the other wants to be free" ×
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OH FUCK OH SHIT
OH FUCK OH SHIT
spoiler alert for tma s4 ending
so i'm listening to the magnus archives for the first time, right?
so i get to 160 - the eye opens
AND I FUCKING PHYSICALLY SCREAM AT THE END LIKE WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO JON YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT COWS EARLIER AND NOW YOU'VE MADE THE SKY SENTIENT??? FUCK THIS PODCAST IT'S AMAZING AND ABSOLUTELY FUCKING TERRIFYING LIKE I COULD TALK ABOUT IT FOR HOURS HOW IT WAS HIS MANIPULATED CHOICE AND NOW WHAT
ALSO I FUCKING LOVE THE VAST AND THE FACT THAT EVERYTHING MELTS TOGETHER IN THE END, ALL THE HORROR IS OUT THERE AND WE'RE ALL SCARED AND THERE'S ABSOLUTELY NOTHING WE CAN DO ABOUT IT, LOVE IS USELESS, GOD WILL HAVE TO BEG OUR FORGIVENESS IF HE TOO ISN'T AFRAID OR HAS CEASED TO EXIST, AND WE'RE ALL SO, SO SCARED, THE SKY IS LOOKING AT US
oh and also now the sentence "hello, jon" triggers my fight or flight response
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