I Am Traumatized - Tumblr Posts
OH FUCK OH SHIT
spoiler alert for tma s4 ending
so i'm listening to the magnus archives for the first time, right?
so i get to 160 - the eye opens
AND I FUCKING PHYSICALLY SCREAM AT THE END LIKE WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO JON YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT COWS EARLIER AND NOW YOU'VE MADE THE SKY SENTIENT??? FUCK THIS PODCAST IT'S AMAZING AND ABSOLUTELY FUCKING TERRIFYING LIKE I COULD TALK ABOUT IT FOR HOURS HOW IT WAS HIS MANIPULATED CHOICE AND NOW WHAT
ALSO I FUCKING LOVE THE VAST AND THE FACT THAT EVERYTHING MELTS TOGETHER IN THE END, ALL THE HORROR IS OUT THERE AND WE'RE ALL SCARED AND THERE'S ABSOLUTELY NOTHING WE CAN DO ABOUT IT, LOVE IS USELESS, GOD WILL HAVE TO BEG OUR FORGIVENESS IF HE TOO ISN'T AFRAID OR HAS CEASED TO EXIST, AND WE'RE ALL SO, SO SCARED, THE SKY IS LOOKING AT US
oh and also now the sentence "hello, jon" triggers my fight or flight response
introducing: a video that traumatized me when i was little <3
...what did i just watch😃😃babe did you need to traumatize me as well?? cause you very much reached your goal <33 now i have to sleep with this in my head😆
I searched up whump on tumblr and I am having fun. Most of the ideas are just downright amazing. Though am I now confused whether I should make this one character a caretaker or whumper. Then I realised ‘Kia that is a stupid question how did you forget your own story’s plot. Edgar was supposed to be a caretaker in the beginning of the story and then reveal his inner whumper self in the end of it’
Oh and the wip is about pedophilia
Ignore this i am high on water (I tried swallowing with water cause I can’t eat food that gives blood to save myself.)
I keep rereading V2C12 and this one thought keeps running through my head... “Paper what was going on through your mind when you decided to give Caprico one of the most depressing and horrifying backstories ever why would you do that to him Paper he’s just an antisocial sweetheart leave him alone he doesn’t need all the pain-”
I WILL SHOW HIM AN UNLIMITED AMOUNT OF AFFECTION AND NOBODY IS STOPPING ME.
Quick,You now live your icon's life,HOW SCREWED ARE YOU?