Don't Have Access To My Tablet Rn So Traditional It Is. Ty For The Request!

Don't have access to my tablet rn so traditional it is. Ty for the request!

Hello! May I request a drawing of four but with a turnip hair style please? I’ve seen others do it, but I would love to see it in your style!

sometimes, life picks favourites. lol ty for the request!

quotes i plan to use in my book with patroklos and achilleas "when grieving his lost love, Achilleas cut his long hair into an uneven cut, for his lover" "If my heel were not my weakest point, you would be mine" Patroklos appears in Achilleas' eyes, and as the poisoned arrow takes effect on his body he says "Come find me, I will look for you". "You're like nature personified, The sun-drenched hair, the sharp angles, and soft, earthy tones. It's perfect." "-And like paper weighing me down he rested his hand on my arm" "We never had to say I love you, we already knew and it would be a dull statement" My mother would say to me "My dear boy I am so very sorry for your loss, I am sorry you lost your world" "I would rather die being yours than live being theirs"

these will be in my book im writing just wanted to share this here

Reminder if you don't get vaccinated because you have trypanophobia you are not a bad person. Medical exemptions from shots should include people who have a panic disorder that causes the intense "fear" (for lack of a better word, because we know we won't die or be hurt logically and are still panicked anyway) of needles. You deserve herd immunity. The distress of being vaccinated is reason enough to not be vaccinated, and people who don't have medical conditions, trypanophobia, or any other valid reason to not be vaccinated should be protecting you by getting the little pokes they can handle.

[This user has trypanophobia.]

Tw: Needles, trauma talk(?), intense trypanophobia talk, panic attack(?), other stuff I probs forgot, suicide talk (minor)

Feel free to ignore if u r not interested this is just me venting and seeking other opinions-

I cannot stress enough how absolutely terrified I am of needles, like to the point were I start hyperventilating, crying and having a near panic attack. I am not sugar coating this.

Anything that has to do with needles instantly makes me feel pain in my arms, neck and thighs (phantom pain maybe?) I cannot tell you how many times I've cried in the course of a single day even thinking Abt needles.

I have to get a shot in 2-3 weeks. Guess what, I've cried four times ever since I was told that. Usually I have this mentality where everything's gonna happen eventually just get over it, but when it comes to this subject I'd rather kill myself than face whatever needles are thrown at me.

I was talking to my friend (it's only one friend for those who are confused) when I mentioned needles because I had just gotten the news, my friend who gets like multiple shots a month because of allergies during spring and summer was like "oh ya that's right" they were used to it.

When I told them I was scared they said it didn't even hurt and that I would be fine, trying to comfort me. Well you see, form my experiences and memories, needles have hurt like a fucking bitch. And I would do anything in my strength to stay as far away as possible from those fuckers if I could.

Now I told them as much and they recommended maybe talking to someone, but you see, I'm a prideful creature who doesn't like people see me cry and will do absolutely everything to make sure people don't see me do so.

So now I'm out here on tumblr asking u all if anyone has had similar experiences and has any ideas of how to beat the fear because I am in desperate need of some help over here.

Keep in mind despite being the confident friend I am shy in nature and talking to people and risk wasting their time makes me want to throw myself in a ditch. Also, I am absolutely inconsolable for like three hours before the shot and inconsolable during it to the point were people have had to delay the shot taking because of it. And hour after the shot, I am no longer crying, but I will most certainly start laughing like a fucking maniac and cry as well.

People always tell me that "it didn't even hurt that much" "see your fine" yes, yes it did fucking hurt, no, no I am not fucking fine. I will absolutely snap at anyone who says otherwise because what the fuck, I would rather cut myself than re-experience that shit.

Also know that I tense up without wanting to during the shots or blood taking and once lost consciousness when having my blood taken. Getting shots have given me both headaches for days and my whole body feels colder, I always end up looking half dead or half asleep. My body is either still as a statue or shaking like a lead in the wind right after.

Ok so maybe I do have problems-