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boygenius, The Gorge 2023

WONT U KISS ME ON THE MOUTH AND LOVE ME LIKE A SAILOR

it's like you ripped the thoughts from my head

I wanna smoke a cigarette. I wanna cut. I wanna kill myself. I wanna starve. Everything I want rn is self destruction.

ok so I am very stressed and sad atm and there are so many maladaptive coping mechanisms I reaaaaly would like to use but now that I am an adult (as opposed to being a teenager) they just seem like embarrassing??? and 100% objectively that is a good thing because SH or taking too many of my meds or punching the wall so much I break my hand are all very bad ideas and anything that makes me not do them is a good thing BUTTTT I really want to. again, ik wanting to do these things is stupid and its a very good thing that I am not going to, but ughhh I wish I was just a teen who didn't have any self preservation instincts and didn't care if I lived or died and could just do something dumb and at least feel better for a few minutes

"so... are you bi or lesbian?" girl thats a great question i'll answer you when i know. stay on the line

LITERALLY!

I wish we had gotten a Boygenius Hot Ones. Can you imagine?

Concept: A gender reveal party but AFTER the kid is born.

Like when the kid is 6 or 12 or 18 or 24. When the kid has decided what their gender is or isn’t.

See also, "We're in a drought; conserve water!" Meanwhile, bottled water companies and golf courses for rich folk empty the aquifers.

ppl on here get sooo mad when someone says you should be a little bit grateful for lgbt allies like sorry but i have homophobic overbearing parents & im used to people thinking gays are freaks and “groomers” so the concept of “cishet people who are willing to ally themselves with the lgbt liberation movement” is something i dont think ill ever take for granted. but thats just me i guess idk. yeah its praising the bare minimum but receiving the bare minimum allyship is a blessing when im used to deeply entrenched homophobia. i’d rather shit talk the people who actually want me dead instead of the cishets showing up at pride to day drink with drag queens. what does ridiculing them do except ruin the vibe :|

My favorite moments from Chappell Roan's interview with Trixie Mattel for Paper Magazine (June 2024)

They don't want a scientist who makes educated guesses. They want someone who sounds authoritative to confirm the assumptions that they already have.

So I came out to my brother and it's so silly because I was sooooo nervous even though he is literally like the most supportive person and does not have even a sliver of homophobia or toxic masculinity in him. I know its mostly just because I have a lot of anxiety but I literally wanted to throw up beforehand and then it went to well. Like he was just so chill and then was like "well then I guess I can wish you happy pride" which was just like ahhhh I love you.

Anyways, I am just really proud of myself even though its not that big of a deal. but yeah :)