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Character (s) Tsukasa Tenma , Emu Otori
character (s) ♡ tsukasa tenma , emu otori
type ♡ headcannons
warnings ♡ sh , relapsing , blade mention , implies of su!c!dal thoughts , directly states that tsukasa has known about this beforehand
a/n ♡ intended lowercase . can be read / interpreted as platonic, romanic, however you'd like !! i hope all of you are safe and doing well !! if you ever have these thoughts , if youre comfortable , reach out to someone ❀ i hope this was okay !
tsukasa tenma . . . 天馬司
this wasnt the first time tsukasa has seen your scars .
though hes loud , he can tell when the people close to him are hurt .
but recently , the days have gotten so much harder for you , and though you regretted it , you ended up breaking your sh-free streak .
you felt horrible watching the blade pierce your skin , but the sound of the door opening behind you did nothing to ease you .
" [name]? where did you go? "
you hastily tried to cover your arm , but your position and horrified expression had given you away quickly .
tsukasa stared at you for a moment with a disappointed expression .
he wasnt disappointed in you , but disappointed you felt you needed to do this to yourself .
he said nothing as he left the room for a moment , walking back in with a first aid kit as he kneeled down to your level .
he uncovered your hand / sleeve ( or whatever you used to attempt to hide the marks )
he whispered apologies as he heard your quiet hisses in response to the alcohol wipes as he cleaned your scars .
as he continued and finished bandaging you up , he grabbed a pack of markers on the dresser , he drew small stars , along with smiley faces and flowers .
when he was done , he smiled up at you softly .
" whenever you think about disappearing , or feel the need to do this again , ill be here to help you through it . "
emu otori . . . 鳳えむ
recently , emu had felt . . off .
not about herself , though .
she felt off about you .
she could feel your smiles werent genuine anymore .
though she was nervous , she eventually had to confront you about it , only dismissing her with an ' im fine ' .
but during practice, she had caught a glimpse of your arm under your long sleeves when you moved your hand to perform a move .
after practice , she pulled you aside asap .
" [name]-..! so.. uhm. during practice, i saw something on your arm right about here. "
she tapped on your wrist , and your heart fell to your stomach as emu's eyes were locked on you .
" please.. i dont know what compelled you to do this but.. let me help you! "
she became determined , walking with you home as she gave you a small lecture , asking you to come to her whenever you feel the need to do this again as she placed pink bandaids over each scar .
she rested her cheek on your wrist for a moment , smiling at you before grabbing your hands and making you say wandahoi , not stopping until she saw you smile and giggle .
she pampered you for the rest of the day with smiles and ice cream .
" wandahoi ! dont worry , [name] . im not going anywhere anytime soon ! im here for you . "
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𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐘 𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐒 . . . ❢
character(s) ♡ tsukasa tenma , rui kamishiro
type ♡ headcannons + mini fics
warning(s) ♡ mention of past bullying ( tsukasa ) , rui calling reader ' pretty '
a/n ♡ sorry for the delay ! people really like these two ! ! my posts about them have been going crazy in notes on my end , aha ! !
tenma tsukasa . . . 天馬司
you began to wear eye contacts because of how you were teased and bullied in the past for your heterochromia .
it caused you to feel incredibly insecure , staring at your other eye in the mirror and shaking your head .
but at the moment , you were at home , removing your contacts , until you hear someone climbing the stairs .
➷
You had completely forgotten you had invited Tsukasa over to study , and your mother had let him in .
You panicked , hearing him yelling your name , calling for you , and you had just taken your contact out .
Tsukasa saw the light in your bathroom on , heard movement , and noticed the door slightly ajar , pushing the door open cautiously .
" [Name]? You in here? Ah- there you are! "
He entered fully , freezing up as he saw your [e/c] eye .
You couldnt do anything but stand there , staring at him , feeling yourself about to cry as you turned your back toward him .
Tsukasa had observed the bathroom, noticing the contact laying in its case .
He slowly placed his hand on your shoulder , turning you around gently , making sure he was anything but loud .
" You wore colored contacts to hide it, hm? "
He cupped your face , his voice now a whisper . .
" Pretty little colors. Your eyes. "
He watched as your eyes widen , expecting him to insult them . But instead of a question , the quiet and hopeful words you muttered were :
" ..you mean it-? "
And he beamed at you in response , nodding .
" World future stars don't lie to their co - stars. "
He said , as he pulled you close , embracing you and never letting go .
" Dont be afraid to show your true self. How will the world learn to love you if you dont learn to love yourself? "
kamishiro rui . . . 神代類
rui had asked about your hair before , your bangs delibrately covering a certain side of your face .
but you had seemed uncomfortable when anyone asked , so he put it off .
but one night , when you were sleeping over at his house , you were laying down , and he had caught a glimpse of the hidden [e/c] eye .
he just couldnt help but ask . .
➷
While you and Rui were about to go to sleep after lots of fun and playful scolding , he was changing as you flopped on his bed , sighing with your eyes closed .
He soon finished , chuckling at you before turning the lights off and joining you .
You had turned on your side to face him , your hair falling against the bed , revealing your [e/c] eye , and you watched as Rui's widened , hastily covering it .
" Im sorry, please dont - "
" Wait, [name] no, dont cover it-! You look so pretty. "
" Pretty? You dont find it weird? "
Your question was met with another chuckle from Rui , before he looked at you fondly , tucking the hair behind your ear .
" Why would I find you and your pretty little colors weird? "
You could feel your face heat up as you stared at him , studying his features while his thumb brushed against your cheek .
You were about to talk before he leaned forward , softly kissing each eyelid .
" I understand if you want to hide from the world, but let me be the place where you dont have to hide a thing. "
character(s) ♡ tsukasa tenma
type ♡ headcannons
warning(s) ♡ none at all !
a/n ♡ hi anon ! ! thank you for checking my blog out , i hope this is to your liking !
( please see alt message on the right kasa icon for credits ♡ )
though tsukasa likes to be the center of attention , sometimes he just has to sit back and observe . .
. . one of these times being when you mindlessly doodle .
he likes to watch you scribble little jellyfish on the side of your assignment as the teacher speaks . .
to draw facial features on your palm , and those skeleton bones on the back of your hand . .
he likes to watch you play around with eyeliner ( if you use it ) . .
he really likes to observe you !
and so . .
he is your easel .
he loves to watch you get silent as you doodle , not so focused that you tune him out , and use highlighters on the little garden you drew on his forearm -
or how you write his own name on his palm in orange with pink highlights .
he likes to give you matching ones !
as i just said , when you write his name on his palm , he replicates it with your name on your palm , but in black gel pen , it says . .
" better known as . . ✮ tsukasa's co - star ✮ "
and so , as previously stated . .
though tsukasa likes to be the center of attention , sometimes he just has to sit back and observe . .
. . to watch you in your small element -
and to treasure each and every doodle you conjure .
boyfriend rui , who sweatdrops at you everytime you tell him he looks like a mad scientist when he works
boyfriend rui , whose sweet whispers are the last thing you hear before dozing off
boyfriend rui , who always has the best hugs, engulfing your frame as the heat radiates off him
boyfriend rui , who makes cheesy jokes that are so cringey you giggle - which was the reason he said it , but you dont need to know that
boyfriend rui , who has mental battles with himself in whether he should hug you or not when you look upset , only for you to encircle your arms around him first
boyfriend rui , who loves you very much .
hoping this can gain me a little more traction . . ✰
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐉𝐄𝐂𝐓 : 𝐕𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒 𝐃𝐀𝐘 !
a/n ♡ hey ! ! i know im late , forgive me ! the pjsk girls will be done separately , just to see who the public likes more . . . first post of 2024 , masterlist otw !
your valentine , tsukasa , who asks you to be his valentine by proclaiming his love on one knee , a bouquet of your favorite flower outstretched to you .
your valentine , tsukasa , who hold his arm out for you to take as he walks you over to a small clearing , a picnic waiting for you two .
your valentine , tsukasa , who tells you the stars pale in comparison to your beauty .
your valentine , tsukasa , who you share a lovely kiss with , the stars being your witness .
your valentine , rui , who gets you alone , presenting you a box of chocolates as he whispers ' will you be my valentine? ' into your ear.
your valentine , rui , who prints a picture of himself out , inserting a heart lollipop and hands it to you .
your valentine , rui , who you spend a fun day with at phoenix wonderland , eating soda candy and pretzels .
your valentine , rui , who you couldnt imagine spending your day with anyone else .
your valentine , akito , who texts you to meet him at WEEKEND GARAGE .
your valentine , akito , who greets you with a small smile and watches as you admire the valentines day decorations .
your valentine , akito , who tells you to order anything you want . ( dont be fooled , he did infact talk to Ken , and its on the house for today ♡ )
your valentine , akito , who you share laughs with , as he reluctantly takes silly photos and videos for your social media .
your valentine , toya , who invites you over to his place , telling you to dress fancy , but casual at the same time .
your valentine , toya , who is playing a song on the piano as you walk in , gesturing for you to come closer .
your valentine , toya , who has cleared out his living room , lit some candles , and brought all your and his favorite foods to enjoy .
your valentine , toya , who thanks an later for her help .
your valentines , who just want you to know how much they love you ♡ .
𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐑𝐄 𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐄 . .
character(s) ♡ akito shinonome
type ♡ headcannons
warning(s) ♡ none
a/n ♡ . . so ! heyyy . . . its erm . been a while ! im so sorry ! ! ive been on tumblr , but unable to bring myself to write . . i have so much to do and publish ! please , accept this . i hope your days have been better , dearest anonoculi ! thank you everyone for still blowing my inbox up , i love to see all the likes and reblogs ✰
shinonome akito . . . 東雲彰人
akito doesnt properly know how to comfort people .
but of course , for you , he will always try .
at first , he stares at you with widened eyes , slighty on edge when he sees you in your distressed mood .
then , whispering an " i hope this is okay . " he quietly sits down next to you , and gently pushes your head into his chest , resting his head on yours .
as he rubs your back up and down , he awkwardly mutters " you can tell me about your day later . for now , just - . . stay here with me . "
depending on if you're crying or not , akito will rock you back and forth , scared of hurting you any more .
soon after , he will make you something small , like a sandwich , and a glass of orange juice to atleast put something in your belly .
he shrugs it off with a smile when you thank him , telling you how its the bare minimum .
" ..and whenever you need some solace in the future, I hope you'll go looking for me. "