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time for a throwback on the most liked posts on my account ~
whatever you do , dont think about . . ( hydro edition )
dont think about having sweets with furina , playfully rolling your eyes at her antics .
dont think about holding neuvillette as you stared at the rain outside the window , watching it calm down .
dont think about cheering for nilou the loudest , as she fails to contain her smile as she continues to twirl .
dont think about tartaglia returning home to you with a scar on his cheek , declining your offer to patch him up as he embraces you .
more utc !
dont think about going into battle with yelan , meeting her confident gaze as the attacks begin .
dont think about coming home being exhausted after a long day , your bodys energy returning as you hear barbara singing in the other room .
dont think about how candace refuses to let you give up on yourself , softly feeding you words of encouragement .
dont think about staring at yourself in the mirror as ayato helps you put on the new necklace he bought for you , complimenting how the gems match your eyes .
dont think about mona bashfully apologizing to you while eating the dinner you bought for her .
dont think about taking walks with kokomi , being the fresh air she needs after the stress of leading the resistance .
dont think about buying books with xingqiu , the both of you picking out books that remind you of the other .
and dont let me catch you thinking about how they complete you .
© enamation 2024
just had a random thought , i hope no one has done it . .
so lemurians can see and differentiate over 300 million colors , right ?
imagine going makeup shopping with rafayel .
looking at all the different foundations and having him pick your exact shade ! or atleast whatever said store has thats the absolute closest to your shade .
and imagine buying multiple lipstick shades . . not only testing them out by applying each and kissing all over his face , but kissing his lips to see which one looks the best on both of you when you kiss .
ahhh ! ! ! im such a rafayel girlie i love him .
© enamation 2024
imagine feeling the scales on your dragon lover . . .
running your fingers across them, their luster being highlighted by the light of the room, not only smooth , but apparently sensitive .
your soft chuckle interrupting the silence when you hear your lover grunt and feel him shiver , as he sends a half - embarrassed half - deadpan look your way .
even better , imagine having a dragon lover ~ . .
➤ neuvillette , zhongli , dan heng il , malleus , jiyan (?) , your faves . .
sorry , i dont play wuthering waves . .
© enamation 2024
thank you SO SO MUCH for 300 notes ! ! im so happy ~ !
character(s) ✩ rui kamishiro
type ✰ headcannons
warning(s) ✰ none !
a/n ✰ im sorry im doing so many headcannons ! ! school is really taking my time . .
requester ✰ @starfilledsky2810
though rui loves physical touch , hes slightly startled by it as he doesnt receive much of it .
so the sight of you so excited to see you hug him , and your eyes becoming stars when he reciprocates , it made him melt .
he doesnt mind that you cling onto him at all ! !
. . unless youre at school
rui doesnt mind small acts , but he would prefer if the clinging was in private , and he was relieved you were chill about it !
we all also know its not rui without some teasing . .
he does , infact , like to sneak up on you by wrappimg his arms around your torso
and if youre shorter , picking you up and spinning you !
if youre taller , whispering a happy greeting in your ear .
it makes you flush and giggle , and he knows his mission is completed !
he likes to act like a monkey bar too !
stretching out his arm and you hanging off of it . .
. . until you fall -
he laughs for a solid minute before scooping you up and pecking your pout away .
oh ! and . . because of your love for giving and receiving is so prominent , it reflects on him too ~
before he dated you , he was quite awkward but welcome with any physical touch offered . .
. . but once he got with you , and gets used to it ?
expect hugs everywhere ! ! !
at either one of you ' s houses . .
on dates . .
while he peppers kisses on your face . .
on sleepovers and rainy days . .
and especially during comfort .
you bring him a peace of mind .
to him , you are peace .
and he wouldnt have it ANY other way ♡ .
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐉𝐄𝐂𝐓 : 𝐕𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒 𝐃𝐀𝐘 !
a/n ♡ hey ! ! i know im late , forgive me ! the pjsk girls will be done separately , just to see who the public likes more . . . first post of 2024 , masterlist otw !
your valentine , tsukasa , who asks you to be his valentine by proclaiming his love on one knee , a bouquet of your favorite flower outstretched to you .
your valentine , tsukasa , who hold his arm out for you to take as he walks you over to a small clearing , a picnic waiting for you two .
your valentine , tsukasa , who tells you the stars pale in comparison to your beauty .
your valentine , tsukasa , who you share a lovely kiss with , the stars being your witness .
your valentine , rui , who gets you alone , presenting you a box of chocolates as he whispers ' will you be my valentine? ' into your ear.
your valentine , rui , who prints a picture of himself out , inserting a heart lollipop and hands it to you .
your valentine , rui , who you spend a fun day with at phoenix wonderland , eating soda candy and pretzels .
your valentine , rui , who you couldnt imagine spending your day with anyone else .
your valentine , akito , who texts you to meet him at WEEKEND GARAGE .
your valentine , akito , who greets you with a small smile and watches as you admire the valentines day decorations .
your valentine , akito , who tells you to order anything you want . ( dont be fooled , he did infact talk to Ken , and its on the house for today ♡ )
your valentine , akito , who you share laughs with , as he reluctantly takes silly photos and videos for your social media .
your valentine , toya , who invites you over to his place , telling you to dress fancy , but casual at the same time .
your valentine , toya , who is playing a song on the piano as you walk in , gesturing for you to come closer .
your valentine , toya , who has cleared out his living room , lit some candles , and brought all your and his favorite foods to enjoy .
your valentine , toya , who thanks an later for her help .
your valentines , who just want you to know how much they love you ♡ .
𝐀 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐃 𝐂𝐇𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐌𝐀𝐒 !
character(s) ♡ vivid bad squad
type ♡ special post !
warning(s) ♡ none
a/n ♡ from 51 votes , vbs was chosen ! ! i dont know if theyre ooc or not , so my apologies if so ~ ! a very merry christmas from me to you , happy holidays ✰ xoxo , ena
vivid bad squad . . . ビビバス
Opening your eyes in the Sekai , you were met with mugs filled with hot cocoa and marshmallows , candy canes , chocolate covered pretzel sticks , and the smell of christmas spirit ~ !
" Okay, okay. My turn to open my Secret Santa gift! " An said , hastily grabbing her present as Kohane giggled and Toya smiled , with Akito zooming in on her face with a camera .
As she unboxed her gift , she held up a gigantic mug , examining it with owlish eyes , turning it around to see her name imprinted on it .
" Ooh~! This is actually really cool-! Who got me this? "
Kohane began to giggle as An beamed at her .
" That'd have to be me. I was a little unsure of what to get for you, so I'm glad you like it! " Kohane replied, softly clapping her hands .
Akito soon reached for the circular shaped present with his name on it , looking up at everyone .
" Alright, I'll go next. This better not be something stupid. "
The second he began to unwrap his gift , everyone was waiting in anticipation for what it could be .
Akito's eyebrows raised before he smiled , raising up the different types of cheesecake on a platter .
" Hey, not bad! Not disappointed one bit. "
An began to giggle , making a fist pump .
" You can never go wrong in giving him cheesecake. Its an assured positive reaction. " She shrugged as Akito playfilly rolled his eyes .
Kohane gave a close-eyed smile , gesturing toward the 2 presents sitting on the table .
" You go ahead Toya! " " Oh, thank you. "
Toya picked up his present and brought it in his lap , shaking it and feeling something slightly heavy inside , quickly glancing at his bandmates .
" Dont shake it silly! It might give away whats inside~! "
Toya smiled , shaking his head before silently unwrapping his gift , bringing out a book with bookmarks to highlight page numbers .
" Thats the book you've been mentioning you wanted to read, right? You always ask me what I think about certain pages and lines, so I highlighted my favorite parts. Whats the word-.. annotating, was it? I did that. "
Toya nodded , smiling gratefully . " You're right. I have been wanting to read this. This is-.. really kind, Akito. Thank you. The annotations are a nice touch. I appreciate it. "
Akito smiled and nodded in acknowledgement as Kohane piped up .
" Oh! So this means Toya got my gift! Lets see-.. oh! It feels warm. "
Kohane smiled , picking up her present and unwrapping it , a familiar aroma radiating off of it .
" This smells like-.. "
She opens her box to reveal newly made peach buns .
" I love peach buns! I cant wait to savor these~! Thank you so much, Toya! " " Im glad you can enjoy them. "
The rest of the night were full of games , shouting christmas songs , and lots , lots , and lots of christmas joy .
" merry christmas to all ~ . . and to all , a good night . "
and how convenient ! !
ahaha !
𝐇𝐄𝐘 , 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐀𝐓 𝐌𝐘 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐄 ❢
character(s) ♡ tsukasa tenma , rui kamishiro , toya aoyagi , akito shinonome
type ♡ mini imagines ( ? )
warning(s) ♡ none !
a/n ♡ thank you for requesting ✰ this post is quite long because of the individual sections , i hope thats okay ! i did also add a little bit of the thoughts you had on each character ^^ , your childhood friend is referred to as 'X'
requester ♡ @6-zao-xing-9
tenma tsukasa . . . 天馬司
X and you used to be very close when you were younger , but growing distant when you grew older . While you and Tsukasa had gotten closer recently , X had pulled you aside and demanded you stay away from him . But when he invited you to a sleepover , you just couldnt refuse him .
After a sunday full of laughter and playful banter , sweets and play - fighting , you had to go to school the next day , and you had forgotten some of your belongings at the Tenma household .
Finding you in the hallways at lunch , Tsukasa smiled at you , holding out your bag to you .
" Hey, you forgot your stuff at my place. I was thinking of dropping it off at your house, but a world future star just cannot miss practice. "
He smiled again as you giggled , taking your bag from his hands . As you walk back in the lunchroom , X's table was staring at you , with X glaring daggers into you as you simply waved and walked off to your own table .
kamishiro rui . . . 神代類
Rui knew about X's existence , since he had noticed how they would glare at you when you're with him .
The morning after you had stayed at his house , you had forgotten the shirt you had worn to sleep .
So at school , but before morning classes , you were eating a small snack and on your phone before Rui had walked in , making eye contact with X to make sure they were watching before turning his attention back to you .
" Hm? Why am I here? You forgot your shirt at my house, and I'm simply here to return it. "
He watched as your flushed a slight red due to classmates glancing at you two with curious eyes , and X fuming with anger .
Before leaving , Rui bent down to whisper in your ear .
" This.. friend of yours. Needs to stop being so negative about us. "
He gave you and X one last sly smile before leaving .
shinonome akito . . . 東雲彰人
You had originally visited at the Shinonome household because you were partners with Akito , building a 3D project for [ your choice ] .
But because the project had taken so much longer than you both had hoped for , Akito suggested you just stay over . Once your parents had agreed , your ' project time ' turned into a sleepover .
In a rush because you had a lot to do that school morning , you had forgotten one of your bags at Akito's house .
After school , Akito had to go see a teacher and couldnt walk home with you , so he gave you your bag at the school exit once the bell had rang .
" Over here! Here, you left this in my room last night. "
You flushed lightly at the gesture , taking the bag and thanking him before you turned around to a lot of stares thrown your way , specifically X's stare .
You decided to wave him goodbye and rush out of the school before anyone could question you .
aoyagi toya . . . 青柳冬弥
You and Toya were close friends , visiting WEEKEND GARAGE every friday , and hanging out over the weekend .
You and the rest of Vivid Bad Squad decided to have a sleepover at Toya's house , playing Uno and watching An and Akito fight .
Amidst all the fun , you had forgotten an item or two at his house . And as the good friend he is , made sure to return it to you as soon as he could .
During passing period inbetween classes , Toya had come up to you at your locker and tapped your shoulder, stretching out the hand holding your bag .
" You forgot this at my house yesterday. Hm? What's wrong? Why are you looking at me like that? "
He noticed your reddened and embarrassed cheeks , but wasnt able to pinpoint why before he realized people were looking over at the both of you before letting out a whispered " oh . "
X was furious , not only because they had told you to stay away from Toya , but to be at his house had just left them stunned .
this might just be me , but i think X finally got the memo .
𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐑𝐄 𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐄 . .
character(s) ♡ akito shinonome
type ♡ headcannons
warning(s) ♡ none
a/n ♡ . . so ! heyyy . . . its erm . been a while ! im so sorry ! ! ive been on tumblr , but unable to bring myself to write . . i have so much to do and publish ! please , accept this . i hope your days have been better , dearest anonoculi ! thank you everyone for still blowing my inbox up , i love to see all the likes and reblogs ✰
shinonome akito . . . 東雲彰人
akito doesnt properly know how to comfort people .
but of course , for you , he will always try .
at first , he stares at you with widened eyes , slighty on edge when he sees you in your distressed mood .
then , whispering an " i hope this is okay . " he quietly sits down next to you , and gently pushes your head into his chest , resting his head on yours .
as he rubs your back up and down , he awkwardly mutters " you can tell me about your day later . for now , just - . . stay here with me . "
depending on if you're crying or not , akito will rock you back and forth , scared of hurting you any more .
soon after , he will make you something small , like a sandwich , and a glass of orange juice to atleast put something in your belly .
he shrugs it off with a smile when you thank him , telling you how its the bare minimum .
" ..and whenever you need some solace in the future, I hope you'll go looking for me. "
hey everyone . . erm . . quick reminder ALL members of the pjsk cast ( including the vocaloids minus meiko, kaito, and luka ) are minors ! ! - and in this moment , specifically akito - meaning there should be no smut of them , because that is something we like to call illegal . . you know . . because of writing . . rated r content of . . a minor . . ( a soph ? ) in high school . .
yes , it matters even though hes a fictional character .
yes , this is , infact , targeted . .
scratching my head . .
boyfriend tsukasa , who makes sure you meet the ' daily affection quota '
boyfriend tsukasa , who strikes a special pose whenever he declares his love for you
boyfriend tsukasa , who fights you to delete the video of him screaming at a centipede
boyfriend tsukasa , who indirectly sings to you at his concerts
boyfriend tsukasa , who loves to have musical watching dates at his house
boyfriend tsukasa , who falls asleep on you , his hair tickling your neck
boyfriend tsukasa , who listens and watches with a fond smile when you do absolutely anything
boyfriend tsukasa , who is proud to have you fill his co - star position ✯
resetting my ' ena not posting ' timer . . please accept this as i finish reqs !
𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐘 𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐒 . . . ❢
character(s) ♡ tsukasa tenma , rui kamishiro
type ♡ headcannons + mini fics
warning(s) ♡ mention of past bullying ( tsukasa ) , rui calling reader ' pretty '
a/n ♡ sorry for the delay ! people really like these two ! ! my posts about them have been going crazy in notes on my end , aha ! !
tenma tsukasa . . . 天馬司
you began to wear eye contacts because of how you were teased and bullied in the past for your heterochromia .
it caused you to feel incredibly insecure , staring at your other eye in the mirror and shaking your head .
but at the moment , you were at home , removing your contacts , until you hear someone climbing the stairs .
➷
You had completely forgotten you had invited Tsukasa over to study , and your mother had let him in .
You panicked , hearing him yelling your name , calling for you , and you had just taken your contact out .
Tsukasa saw the light in your bathroom on , heard movement , and noticed the door slightly ajar , pushing the door open cautiously .
" [Name]? You in here? Ah- there you are! "
He entered fully , freezing up as he saw your [e/c] eye .
You couldnt do anything but stand there , staring at him , feeling yourself about to cry as you turned your back toward him .
Tsukasa had observed the bathroom, noticing the contact laying in its case .
He slowly placed his hand on your shoulder , turning you around gently , making sure he was anything but loud .
" You wore colored contacts to hide it, hm? "
He cupped your face , his voice now a whisper . .
" Pretty little colors. Your eyes. "
He watched as your eyes widen , expecting him to insult them . But instead of a question , the quiet and hopeful words you muttered were :
" ..you mean it-? "
And he beamed at you in response , nodding .
" World future stars don't lie to their co - stars. "
He said , as he pulled you close , embracing you and never letting go .
" Dont be afraid to show your true self. How will the world learn to love you if you dont learn to love yourself? "
kamishiro rui . . . 神代類
rui had asked about your hair before , your bangs delibrately covering a certain side of your face .
but you had seemed uncomfortable when anyone asked , so he put it off .
but one night , when you were sleeping over at his house , you were laying down , and he had caught a glimpse of the hidden [e/c] eye .
he just couldnt help but ask . .
➷
While you and Rui were about to go to sleep after lots of fun and playful scolding , he was changing as you flopped on his bed , sighing with your eyes closed .
He soon finished , chuckling at you before turning the lights off and joining you .
You had turned on your side to face him , your hair falling against the bed , revealing your [e/c] eye , and you watched as Rui's widened , hastily covering it .
" Im sorry, please dont - "
" Wait, [name] no, dont cover it-! You look so pretty. "
" Pretty? You dont find it weird? "
Your question was met with another chuckle from Rui , before he looked at you fondly , tucking the hair behind your ear .
" Why would I find you and your pretty little colors weird? "
You could feel your face heat up as you stared at him , studying his features while his thumb brushed against your cheek .
You were about to talk before he leaned forward , softly kissing each eyelid .
" I understand if you want to hide from the world, but let me be the place where you dont have to hide a thing. "
boyfriend rui , who sweatdrops at you everytime you tell him he looks like a mad scientist when he works
boyfriend rui , whose sweet whispers are the last thing you hear before dozing off
boyfriend rui , who always has the best hugs, engulfing your frame as the heat radiates off him
boyfriend rui , who makes cheesy jokes that are so cringey you giggle - which was the reason he said it , but you dont need to know that
boyfriend rui , who has mental battles with himself in whether he should hug you or not when you look upset , only for you to encircle your arms around him first
boyfriend rui , who loves you very much .
hoping this can gain me a little more traction . . ✰
alright everyone !
my inbox is really full ! !
ive got ALOT of stuff to write now , so im closing requests ! !
they wont be open until all the reqs are done , and i write a req everyday , so ill try to do two a day .
maybe ill post one for that day , and schedule to post the other for the next day since there are so so many . .
thank you for the overwhelming support and notes ! ! i appreciate it sm ! ! ♡ ♡
until the mailbox opens again ,
thanks so much ,
ena ♡
𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐋𝐄𝐓 𝐌𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 . . ❢
character(s) ♡ rui yashio
type ♡ headcannons
warning(s) ♡ not really a warning , but rui hurts readers feelings at one point , so EXTREMELY slight angst ! definitely possibly ooc ? its been SO LONG since ive played bandori . . please lmk if you want it rewritten ♡
a/n ♡AHHH ! ! finally ! a bandori requester ! hello ! ! lets see what i remember about morfonica + rui's personality . .♡ ♡ i dont really like how this turned out , but i gave it my best shot , try to imagine some parts . .
requester ♡ @asherenjoysart
yashio rui . . . 八潮瑠唯
Rui , who not only has multiple student council activities , but also doesnt understand the concept of ' hanging out ' , really did shock everyone when she confirmed she was in a relationship .
you were so bubbly and physically touchy . . it was such a complete contrast of two people .
people would always see you holding onto her arm or staying so awfully close to her .
but you did notice Rui didnt reciprocate in public . .
it did upset you sometimes , since you always wanted to be with her and cling onto her , but Rui is strictly against pda .
as much as shes learned to love you and get used to demanding to always be with her , it irks her occasionally .
to be seperated because of class / stuco for some time and your mood immediately shifting negatively because of not being able to be by her side . .
. . she just had to tell you straight - up .
" [Name], listen to me. We are both people with lives and respomsibilities, and we must fulfill those responsibilities when that time comes. If you cannot handle being away from me for even just a few minutes, we have alot to talk about. "
she watched your heart shatter , but she knew it had to be done , and you backed off on her slightly , ignoring the itch to cling onto her .
but as ive said , shes learned to love you .
so not only does she apologize , she allows for you to cling onto her like a koala once you are away from the public eyes .
but once school is back on , you need to back off .
so , in conclusion ✰ it did take some time not only for Rui to realize she did indeed love you and the polar opposites you are . sometimes it clashes , but you both always make it work . . . ❢
hi everyone ✰
i got some questions so ill just answer them here ! !
Q1:
i do all of the above ! ! recently ive just not had alot of time to write full oneshots because of school , home life , and choir .
if you request one , it might take a little longer to post than headcannons , since i mostly do headcannons in one take .
if youd like one , be specific ♡ if not , the most id do besides headcannons might be a little blurb of the scenario . .
Q2:
i do , actually ! !
my current pinned is a placeholder , since tumblr wouldnt work with me when i sat down to make it .
an example of one ive done would be this post right here ←
but it is to some extent .
i wont write about su!c!de or death .
i understand some people do request that , but that is out of my comfort zone for me personally to write .
the most i can personally do is comfort after a failed attempt , but thats still iffy for me .
so , tldr , yes i do write slightly su!c!dal content , but i wont do any detailed stuff about it .
thank you for asking ! ! ❀
♡ @ishowerinlemonade
hi everyone ! !
ive gotten alot of traction and requests lately ! !
id like to thank you for enjoying my work ♡
oh , oh ! !
thank you SO MUCH for 100 followers ! ! ✰
ill be making an event asap ! !
i wont close requests yet , so go ahead and req as you please , but since ive gotten so many , ill be writing these fics before anymore incoming reqs in this order , which are :
( these will be highlighted and linked when theyve been written and posted ✰ )
Rui Yashio w/ super clingy reader .
Tsukasa + Rui ( separately ) w/ reader who hss heterchromia .
Akito comforting his s/o after a bad day .
MSA INSPIRED SCENARIO - PJSK boys handing you back your items after spending a night at their house + jealous childhood friend .
PJSK boys feeding reader but retracting their utensil when theyre about to take a bite .
Toya x F!Reader , teaching him how to cook .
character(s) ♡ tsukasa tenma
type ♡ headcannons
warning(s) ♡ none at all !
a/n ♡ hi anon ! ! thank you for checking my blog out , i hope this is to your liking !
( please see alt message on the right kasa icon for credits ♡ )
though tsukasa likes to be the center of attention , sometimes he just has to sit back and observe . .
. . one of these times being when you mindlessly doodle .
he likes to watch you scribble little jellyfish on the side of your assignment as the teacher speaks . .
to draw facial features on your palm , and those skeleton bones on the back of your hand . .
he likes to watch you play around with eyeliner ( if you use it ) . .
he really likes to observe you !
and so . .
he is your easel .
he loves to watch you get silent as you doodle , not so focused that you tune him out , and use highlighters on the little garden you drew on his forearm -
or how you write his own name on his palm in orange with pink highlights .
he likes to give you matching ones !
as i just said , when you write his name on his palm , he replicates it with your name on your palm , but in black gel pen , it says . .
" better known as . . ✮ tsukasa's co - star ✮ "
and so , as previously stated . .
though tsukasa likes to be the center of attention , sometimes he just has to sit back and observe . .
. . to watch you in your small element -
and to treasure each and every doodle you conjure .
character(s) ✩ rui kamishiro
type ✰ headcannons
warning(s) ✰ none !
a/n ✰ im sorry im doing so many headcannons ! ! school is really taking my time . .
requester ✰ @starfilledsky2810
though rui loves physical touch , hes slightly startled by it as he doesnt receive much of it .
so the sight of you so excited to see you hug him , and your eyes becoming stars when he reciprocates , it made him melt .
he doesnt mind that you cling onto him at all ! !
. . unless youre at school
rui doesnt mind small acts , but he would prefer if the clinging was in private , and he was relieved you were chill about it !
we all also know its not rui without some teasing . .
he does , infact , like to sneak up on you by wrappimg his arms around your torso
and if youre shorter , picking you up and spinning you !
if youre taller , whispering a happy greeting in your ear .
it makes you flush and giggle , and he knows his mission is completed !
he likes to act like a monkey bar too !
stretching out his arm and you hanging off of it . .
. . until you fall -
he laughs for a solid minute before scooping you up and pecking your pout away .
oh ! and . . because of your love for giving and receiving is so prominent , it reflects on him too ~
before he dated you , he was quite awkward but welcome with any physical touch offered . .
. . but once he got with you , and gets used to it ?
expect hugs everywhere ! ! !
at either one of you ' s houses . .
on dates . .
while he peppers kisses on your face . .
on sleepovers and rainy days . .
and especially during comfort .
you bring him a peace of mind .
to him , you are peace .
and he wouldnt have it ANY other way ♡ .
boyfriend rui , who sweatdrops at you everytime you tell him he looks like a mad scientist when he works
boyfriend rui , whose sweet whispers are the last thing you hear before dozing off
boyfriend rui , who always has the best hugs, engulfing your frame as the heat radiates off him
boyfriend rui , who makes cheesy jokes that are so cringey you giggle - which was the reason he said it , but you dont need to know that
boyfriend rui , who has mental battles with himself in whether he should hug you or not when you look upset , only for you to encircle your arms around him first
boyfriend rui , who loves you very much .
hoping this can gain me a little more traction . . ✰
hey everyone ! !
just a quick reminder , all of the letters in my inbox have been written , and requests are still open ! !
id love to hear what you'd like written ♡
character (s) ♡ tsukasa tenma , emu otori
type ♡ headcannons
warnings ♡ sh , relapsing , blade mention , implies of su!c!dal thoughts , directly states that tsukasa has known about this beforehand
a/n ♡ intended lowercase . can be read / interpreted as platonic, romanic, however you'd like !! i hope all of you are safe and doing well !! if you ever have these thoughts , if youre comfortable , reach out to someone ❀ i hope this was okay !
tsukasa tenma . . . 天馬司
this wasnt the first time tsukasa has seen your scars .
though hes loud , he can tell when the people close to him are hurt .
but recently , the days have gotten so much harder for you , and though you regretted it , you ended up breaking your sh-free streak .
you felt horrible watching the blade pierce your skin , but the sound of the door opening behind you did nothing to ease you .
" [name]? where did you go? "
you hastily tried to cover your arm , but your position and horrified expression had given you away quickly .
tsukasa stared at you for a moment with a disappointed expression .
he wasnt disappointed in you , but disappointed you felt you needed to do this to yourself .
he said nothing as he left the room for a moment , walking back in with a first aid kit as he kneeled down to your level .
he uncovered your hand / sleeve ( or whatever you used to attempt to hide the marks )
he whispered apologies as he heard your quiet hisses in response to the alcohol wipes as he cleaned your scars .
as he continued and finished bandaging you up , he grabbed a pack of markers on the dresser , he drew small stars , along with smiley faces and flowers .
when he was done , he smiled up at you softly .
" whenever you think about disappearing , or feel the need to do this again , ill be here to help you through it . "
emu otori . . . 鳳えむ
recently , emu had felt . . off .
not about herself , though .
she felt off about you .
she could feel your smiles werent genuine anymore .
though she was nervous , she eventually had to confront you about it , only dismissing her with an ' im fine ' .
but during practice, she had caught a glimpse of your arm under your long sleeves when you moved your hand to perform a move .
after practice , she pulled you aside asap .
" [name]-..! so.. uhm. during practice, i saw something on your arm right about here. "
she tapped on your wrist , and your heart fell to your stomach as emu's eyes were locked on you .
" please.. i dont know what compelled you to do this but.. let me help you! "
she became determined , walking with you home as she gave you a small lecture , asking you to come to her whenever you feel the need to do this again as she placed pink bandaids over each scar .
she rested her cheek on your wrist for a moment , smiling at you before grabbing your hands and making you say wandahoi , not stopping until she saw you smile and giggle .
she pampered you for the rest of the day with smiles and ice cream .
" wandahoi ! dont worry , [name] . im not going anywhere anytime soon ! im here for you . "
◜¡! enamation ✰◞ . . エナメーション
ᰔᩚ a poet , a writer , and ( hopefully ) soon to be your safe - space ~
➺ please refer to me as ena !
➺ writing blog that writes for project sekai , bandori , love and deepspace , honkai star rail , and genshin impact !
➺ requests ? open
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bang dream / bandori [tba]
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love and deepspace [tba]
hello, niigo x shy best friend? reader is often misunderstood because of her emotionless face and 'aloof' personality, which people often sees her as arrogant or cold, but in reality, she's just a shy and awkward little bean who's social skills are the size of a peanut. —similar to a hikikomori but not to extend.
thank you !! —sorry for my english...
character (s) ♡ nightcord at 25:00 x gn!reader
type ♡ headcannons , fluff , very minor angst .
warnings ♡ people gossip slightly about reader , intended lowercase
a/n ♡ hi anon !! dont worry , you worded this perfectly fine !! im doing headcannons since there was no specification , i hope thats alright ❢ this is mostly focused on kanade , unintentional i swear ! !
nightcord at 25 : 00 . . . 25時、ナイトコードで
when kanade was out looking for new cds , she heard a few strangers gossipping to eachother .
she didnt pay it much mind until she heard one of them go " that person over there ! i heard theyre incredibly arrogant . . but honestly , with that expression on their face . . i cant even tell ! " as they pointed at you .
she couldnt explain it , but she wanted to see if those words were true .
so when she noticed you grab a certain cd , she started a conversation !
" is that the cd youre planning on getting ? ive heard alot about that artist . " " oh . . uh - "
she did her best to navigate through small talk with you before asking if you had nightcord , and adding you as she waved a goodbye .
she chatted with you for a little more online before asking if you wanted to meet her friends , and you panicked a little .
after kanade introduced you to everyone online , you had panicked again and eventually stopped chatting in that conversation .
but it wasnt long before you met them in person .
it was hard for you to start a conversation , so kanade had helped , and luckily the group was patient with you .
with kanade , she enjoys hearing your feedback to her music . after shes done , she has you listen to the song first before she sends it to the other members for lyrics and art .
" alright . done . what do you think , [name] ? " (k sent a file.)
" well . . uh . . this melody is really nice , but instead of the beats right here , you could add . . "
with mafuyu , it tends to be quiet silence . you cant tell whether is peaceful silence or not , but neither of you really talk .
with ena , she tries to get you to talk more by having you choose the photos she uploads !
" [name] , what do you think about these ? which ones do you think look best and which should i post ? oh , oh ! whats a caption i can add as well ? " " hmm . . lets see . . "
you were honestly really grateful .
with mizuki , similar to ena , they try to push you to talk , but this time with outfits .
" oh ! we should get matching outfits ! lets go look for some ! how about these ? " " these are cute . . but . . "
they take their time, making sure youre comfortable with everything .
in conclusion , niigo makes sure you are always comfortable , and wont ever push you to do anything ♡
holy ! !
200 notes ! !
thank you so much for the love on the 'whatever you do , dont think about' posts ♡ ! !
ive gotten the recent asks , and theyre in the works, promise ! !
whatever you do, dont think about . . .
dont think about how mafuyus cold hand contrasts to your warm ones during hand holding ✰
dont think about how kanade curls up into a ball next to you when she sleeps ✰
dont think about how ena has a whole journal filled with drawings of you ✰
dont think about how mizuki captures your happy face in polaroids when you two are out ✰
dont think about how kohanes giggles fill the silence as you both walk hand-in-hand to weekend garage ✧
dont think about how an remembers your usual order, so when you walk in all you need to do is relax ✧
dont think about how akito greets you in the morning with messy ginger hair and a few small pecks to your forehead ✧
dont think about how toya plays the piano as you and him sing duets that only the other will hear ✧
and most definitely dont think about how much you make their hearts swell ♡ .
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