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hi! can i get a meleoron, rammot, and leol with a socially anxious/selectively mute reader? im not sure if you write male reader, but if you do, male reader please! if you don't, gn is find :) ty!!

Yes, I absolutely write male readers! Also, sorry this took so frickin long!

Warnings: Social anxiety/Selectively mute/Light cursing

-Meleoron would understand your social anxiety the best out of all three.

-You will likely end up fighting over who has to talk to employees at stores when y'all need assistance.

-"I asked last time and I ordered the pizza on the phone last night, it's your turn!"

-But he is so weak for his boyfriend, he'll still end up doing most of the talking despite his own social anxiety.

-He absolutely cannot bear watching you become so anxious in social situations.

-And if you or he are just straight up panicking, he can always hold your hand and use God's Accomplice to get you both out of there.

-It's a tad inconvenient for you sometimes if he's doing the talking and just suddenly goes invisible and leaves you and a confused employee just standing there.

-That only happened a couple of times before you got fairly pissed at him.

-And when you are selectively mute he just talks a lot more to you.

-He'll go on funny tangents that last a good while or he'll think of something for y'all to do that doesn't require talking, like watching movies or playing video games.

-If you are nonverbal because your social anxiety has gotten too bad he'll get you out of there.

-He uses God's Accomplice and will carry you out of there if he needs.

-He'd do what he could to help with your anxiety and make an effort not to rush you talking again until you're ready.

-Leol doesn't have any social anxieties so he finds himself unable to relate.

-It's also because of this that he at first doesn't think your social anxiety is real social anxiety.

-He just thought you were shy and after an instance of him tossing you into a very anxiety inducing social situation realized that he really fucked up.

-As soon as he realized how bad it was he quickly dealt with the situation and got you out of there.

-He's believed you ever since and is a lot more considerate of what may or may not induce your anxiety.

-He definitely goes and educates himself a bit on the topic.

-He let's you know about social stuff or events plenty in advance and checks in with you at events a lot.

-He won't draw any attention to your anxiety if you want to leave a party or something, he just makes up an excuse of him having stuff to do, feeling tired, or just says that y'all are heading out for the night.

-When you're selectively mute he takes a second to realize, get's confused as to why you didn't answer him, then when he realizes he's fine with it.

-You two may listen to a lot of music together when that happens and lots of cuddling cause it can help with any anxiety and you don't need to talk.

-If it's because of anxiety tries to fix whatever might be the source of it though he knows that's not always possible so he'll support you how he can.

-Despite him looking scary he's actually very comforting when he needs to be.

-Oh lord have mercy.

-This man is not very understanding of anxiety and he can frankly be kind of a dick.

-He might laugh when you tell him about your social anxiety.

-But strangely enough when he sees you getting badly anxious while talking to someone, he doesn't laugh at you, he gets pissed at the other person.

-He ends up just getting more protective of you and enjoys feeling like he's saving you from your anxiety.

-He's toxic not gonna lie.

-He might throw you into some situations that would cause your anxiety to flare just so he can fix it and get you out of there.

-He eventually really fucks up when you damn near have a panic attack from one of these situations he's thrown you into.

-He stops doing that once he sees how badly your anxiety will mess with you.

-He feels awful and his bunny ears will be drooping for days.

-He gives you a bunch of presents to try and make up for doing that.

-He makes a better effort to actually see how you're doing emotionally.

-As for when you are selectively mute, the first time it happens he's not great at handling it.

-He keeps trying to ask why you aren't talking and for obvious reasons isn't getting an answer unless you write it down.

-He'll badger you for a while to talk, but it's not exactly mean the way he does it, just annoying.

-He will deadass sit by you for like an hour and just go, "Hey. Talk. Hey. Hey." Completely monotone.

-He does eventually learn not to do that and stops being a massive dick.

-He isn't quite sure what to do though so he just tries to get happy reactions from you by giving you things or showing you something funny or saying something you'd like.

-He does worry for you when you're nonverbal especially if it's for a long period of time.

Very random but I think Gon would have voted for The Sniffer in the Minecraft mob vote this year! It's a big plant dinosaur and is very adorable. You cannot convince me otherwise!

Do you still post?

Yes, but I've unfortunately been very busy so I don't get as much time to write as I'd like. I'll probably try and answer some asks soon.

Hey, hey! I was the anon who requested the "ask Cheetu to be your pretend boyfriend" headcannon. I LOVED it! You're an amazing, talented writer!👍 Thanks a bunch!😊 Keep up the good work!

Thank you so much! I'm glad you enjoyed it!

This wasn't requested, I just really wanted to write a comfort thing cause I was feeling down and wanted some love from Hanzo.

Trigger Warnings: angst/crying/comfort/self harm but no blood (scratching/nails digging in skin)

3 hours had gone by. For all of them you'd been tangled in the blankets, curled up on your bed. Tears would periodically stream down your face as your thoughts would go from wandering to spiraling, leaving your cheeks cold where the tears would dry. You felt so scared, angry, worthless, disgusting. You tried so hard not to cry. You hated how you looked when you cried. Hair a mess now, pillow stained by your eyes, you just knew you looked like a wreck. Why did you have to look that way. Why couldn't you be like those people that cried beautifully. Hair neat, a pretty trickle of tears on their cheeks.

Why couldn't you do anything right? It was as though any time you tried life would come and destroy it. And oh how you tried. But dis you? Was it really enough? Or were you only saying it to make excuses like they'd said. You were just lazy. Didn't matter if you worked on it morning til midnight each day. Didn't matter the extra effort you gave. Didn't matter how far you'd come. You're not allowed to stop and look at how far you've come. You're not allowed time for yourself. Always someone needing something. Always someone with something to say.

Critiques, insults, throwing your work back in your face with a sarcastic email to fix it. No it didn't matter you redid it 3 times, each time trying so hard to do better. Kissing ass for it be accepted finally. Only for a pile more of work to be thrown at you.

It didn't matter your new record of perfect. One slip up no matter how small would be the death of you. You hated how they so casually threw your work back in your face. Not caring what it did to your mind. Not caring how it destroyed you. Not caring that you felt like you were drowning, wave after wave crashing over your head with no time to breath.

Most of all you were scared. Not only that everyone would be right. That you'd fail like you'd always done before. But that the one good thing. The one light in you life. The one person you had would leave too. Just thinking about him leaving sent your mind spiralling, your heart throbbing, and a new wave of tears down your face. You dug your nails into your arms, holding yourself in a grip as comforting as knives.

What if you weren't good enough for him? What if he was just putting up with you. Waa planning to leave you? Hated you? Your hand trembled as you bit your fist. Your other hand scratching up and down without stop on your arm. Red lines streaked across your skin, arm burning.

Another larger hand gently grabbed your wrist, pulling it away. You felt the bed sink as Hanzo laid beside you. His other arm going around your waist as he let go of your wrist and tenderly ran his fingers across the raised lines on your arm. His fingers slid from the inner of your lower arm, to your wrist, before interlocking your fingers.

He felt so warm, his chest against your back. You hadn't realized how cold the room was until you were sinking into the warmth of his chest. Your distraught hiccuping and erratic breathing slowed, balancing out again when you felt his slow, deep breaths. You felt more grounded suddenly. And so tired as you came down from chemical drop in your brain. You leaned more against his chest, your breathing finally starting to match his. You could finally swallow the lump that had been in your throat for the past couple hours.

You squeezed his hand, pulling it your intertwined hands closer to your chest as a sort of hug. It made your heart flutter. You felt your self drifting off as he hugged your waist. Before falling asleep you heard Hanzo's voice, soft, warm and reassuring.

"They aren't here. It's just us. You're safe."

Yo have you herd the news, there’s been actually proof that hunter x hunter may be coming back and it looks legit 😄🥳🥰

Yes! I did hear and I'm very excited! Not gonna get my hopes up that it'll be any time soon since creating manga is time consuming as hell, but hopefully it'll come out before the time I'm 50😂

I'm hoping to see more of Hanzo, if he dies istg I will throw my drink at the nearest person. He's my favorite character and I don't wanna see Hanzo my husbando die.😅

While I love the manga and we get to see more of the characters, I would still like to see the succession arc in anime format since it just looks so nice and I want to hear Hanzo's voice more😂