I Was Today Years Old When I Learned That When You Type "otp: True" In AO3 Search Results It Filters

I was today years old when I learned that when you type "otp: true" in AO3 search results it filters out fics with additional ships, leaving only the fics where your otp is the main ship

Given his history with sentimental storage of outer wear, I fully expect Dean to store that jacket with hand print intact somewhere deep in his closet or Baby’s trunk.  Maybe distantly hoping that one day he could take it out and present it, too.

thinking about dean not even realizing cas left a handprint on his jacket until later. maybe he went into the bathroom of that abandoned bar to compose himself for a second, saw it in the mirror and he broke down all over again, curled up against the tile wall, not even caring about how gross the floor was. And he eventually pulled it together and stood to splash some water on his face, eyes not leaving the handprint in his reflection. And maybe before he left, he hestiantly ghosted his hand own hand over the one on his shoulder. But he soon found himself tightly squeezing the stained fabric, unable to resist before forcing himself to face Sam and Jack again, with bloody, busted knuckles, leaving a broken mirror behind.

Or maybe he didn't even realize until they all went back to the bunker, and he caught his reflection out of the corner of his eye when he walked into his room. And he ripped the jacket off and tossed it to the floor as far away from him as possible, but the handprint was still visible. And slowly his feet dragged him over to it and he sunk down to his knees, picked it up with shaking hands and shoved his face into the fabric. And he stayed there until he had no more tears to cry, so he went to find a drink, but not before he carefully folded his jacket and placed it on his desk, handprint visible.

Suptober Day 22 - Rain, Rain

it’s raining tears :,)

Small sketch page of some of my marvel blorbos ;; Couldn't fit all of them in it nor had the time but hey I got the itch scratched kinda

Since the first your eyes found mine

It was all at once I knew

It’s been you, it’s always been you

It’s always been you

X

  I didn’t give them a proper kiss in June so they’re stealing a moment now 💚💙

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