Crystalization Of What Could've Been

Crystalization of what could've been

Stagnant the heart stays beating

Maybe if I was better I could've learned

Been someone else

A star, a bird

The city lights cascade down on me

It's ember burning me, fueling me

Your lips are stationary without satisfaction

The fragrance still as the day we met.

The cat waits clawlessly

It barks like a dog and is loyal like one too

But the cat has no fangs

Fruitlessly forever fighting

To think it was you

This blob of a cat casts a big shadow, no land unknown

Stay away from the large cat as it warms you

You may love it but it doesn't love you

It's heartless as a facade

Several years, several months

All passed, all coming

The present rushes to the ocean

The start runs from the river

The finale settles in the forest

So you decided to come back

Rushing and turning

Was it worth it?

Or did you ever leave?

Feelings flow like the river to the ocean

My brain squishes and squirms

The glass beckons for another call

Silently the deadly thoughts seep in

Soon under pressure from within

Will planed dates fail?

Or will new silver arise?

I can not beckon to compromise

Calling cell shaded glass forgotten from within

Why does it all have to be so grim

Stupendous, the solid boar takes its toll

Grasping and groaning

Gripping to thoughts that never were

Feelings that never came

Drink from the body in the shadow of depth

Hostile because it's all you got left

Squirm pathetically on the mountain top

Paths shed unto the light

Make these wish o so bright

With the cats calling

Find it all for naught

For it is what you fight for to make it rot.

Sunflower speaks in solitude

Slithering the silver tounge shall suffice

Still standing streaking down the stars

Sniveling in a conniving way

Convinced cauliflower canned in the cut

Rosemary splitting among the crowd

The heart weeps for what it can't hear

The mind beats for fear of what it holds dear

Shall I spell it out for you loud and clear?

Thunderstorm breaths in my hair

Its nurturing heals my wear

Springing on new horizons

Sleeping on silent thoughts

So thoroughly I may have found you

For you found me crystal-ly

Seeing your merciful hips on the headlights

Maybe I didn't have to try and fight it

But it felt good not to care