The Cat Waits Clawlessly

The cat waits clawlessly

It barks like a dog and is loyal like one too

But the cat has no fangs

Fruitlessly forever fighting

To think it was you

This blob of a cat casts a big shadow, no land unknown

Stay away from the large cat as it warms you

You may love it but it doesn't love you

It's heartless as a facade

Momma never wanted a son

I've tried so hard but I'm not the son she wanted

Isn't it funny how life turns out like that?

I wasn't meant to be born a boy

Yet I feel as though I should be blessed

I've got looks that can kill

And a body that doesn't get fat

And yet,

And yet it doesn't feel like it's my body

Am I beautiful or is he beautiful?

Could I have been better?

I've failed on a fundamental level

But when you're at rock bottom

There's only one way left to go

Maybe one day though.

Do you want to go star gazing with me?

There's not much to see

The stars aren't that bright

But we can see them together

We can shine bright with them together

Maybe it's lofty

But that's never stopped me

Feelings flow like the river to the ocean

My brain squishes and squirms

The glass beckons for another call

Silently the deadly thoughts seep in

Soon under pressure from within

Will planed dates fail?

Or will new silver arise?

I can not beckon to compromise

Calling cell shaded glass forgotten from within

Why does it all have to be so grim

Stupendous, the solid boar takes its toll

Grasping and groaning

Gripping to thoughts that never were

Feelings that never came

Drink from the body in the shadow of depth

Hostile because it's all you got left

Squirm pathetically on the mountain top

Paths shed unto the light

Make these wish o so bright

With the cats calling

Find it all for naught

For it is what you fight for to make it rot.

Silently the willow walks through the tears

Isolating all around her that is near

I fear that she doesn't know what's real

she sleeps on the weak

those who they pray

seething and slithering

I can't forget her face

how it glows through the glace

Thunderstorm breaths in my hair

Its nurturing heals my wear

Springing on new horizons

Sleeping on silent thoughts

So thoroughly I may have found you

For you found me crystal-ly

Seeing your merciful hips on the headlights

Maybe I didn't have to try and fight it

But it felt good not to care