21, I write poetry as an outlet, if you understand then tell me what it means cuz I'd like to know too
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Several years, several months
All passed, all coming
The present rushes to the ocean
The start runs from the river
The finale settles in the forest
So you decided to come back
Rushing and turning
Was it worth it?
Or did you ever leave?
Im a 16 lover and a 1 point gun
Got a head full of lead and I don't want fun
Feeling like a million dollars but I ain't got one
Fools pride hangs sharp as a stone
Write my name and remember me softly
I'm leaving swiftly, don't need you with me
See you in the other life, in another time
Maybe then we'll be better off on our own
Crystalization of what could've been
Stagnant the heart stays beating
Maybe if I was better I could've learned
Been someone else
A star, a bird
The city lights cascade down on me
It's ember burning me, fueling me
Your lips are stationary without satisfaction
The fragrance still as the day we met.
Momma never wanted a son
I've tried so hard but I'm not the son she wanted
Isn't it funny how life turns out like that?
I wasn't meant to be born a boy
Yet I feel as though I should be blessed
I've got looks that can kill
And a body that doesn't get fat
And yet,
And yet it doesn't feel like it's my body
Am I beautiful or is he beautiful?
Could I have been better?
I've failed on a fundamental level
But when you're at rock bottom
There's only one way left to go
Maybe one day though.
Do you want to go star gazing with me?
There's not much to see
The stars aren't that bright
But we can see them together
We can shine bright with them together
Maybe it's lofty
But that's never stopped me
The broken highways, the severed thoughts
Shooting stars and fortifying tarot cards
Stupidly it comes to a close
Maybe sliding away was for the better
Trash bags slice to decide it all
Slicing, and cutting, I fall down
Slowly like it was all meant to sink in
I slowly fall hoping that maybe grace catches me
Stubborn I get back up
Raising my fists, ready for more
The sun may set once more
But it will always rise for the morning
Stars collide in their open stars
Spacing out to the now unknown
Flowers bloom on the open moon
But I shouldn't die so soon
Slowly the shoulders collapse on the highway
Driving down to know what is right
For people expect the cogs in the system
To strike out a match and make another out the ashes
Feelings flow like the river to the ocean
My brain squishes and squirms
The glass beckons for another call
Silently the deadly thoughts seep in
Soon under pressure from within
Will planed dates fail?
Or will new silver arise?
I can not beckon to compromise
Calling cell shaded glass forgotten from within
Why does it all have to be so grim
Stupendous, the solid boar takes its toll
Grasping and groaning
Gripping to thoughts that never were
Feelings that never came
Drink from the body in the shadow of depth
Hostile because it's all you got left
Squirm pathetically on the mountain top
Paths shed unto the light
Make these wish o so bright
With the cats calling
Find it all for naught
For it is what you fight for to make it rot.
Silently the willow walks through the tears
Isolating all around her that is near
I fear that she doesn't know what's real
she sleeps on the weak
those who they pray
seething and slithering
I can't forget her face
how it glows through the glace
You traded in your hearts for gold
Playing victim to the broken mirror
Never changing, never learning
Always living in fear of how they see you
Taking what they want from you
Dive in the crowd and let them cannibalize you
Suffer for all to see
Laugh it off like it was meant to be
Accept who you are and who you are not
One in a million, one in the same.
Thunderstorm breaths in my hair
Its nurturing heals my wear
Springing on new horizons
Sleeping on silent thoughts
So thoroughly I may have found you
For you found me crystal-ly
Seeing your merciful hips on the headlights
Maybe I didn't have to try and fight it
But it felt good not to care
A foxtrot in a fox holes frolick
Feeling like I could tell it all
Falling for the tricks again
Cycles repeat, cynics lie
Maybe I should try to buy your freedom
Stuck in symbolism
Trapped in tyranny
Fighting for what I feel
My eyes are blind and my senses kneel
Specializing sovereignty
Strictly suppressed under regulations of the numb
Starting to doubt depressed daily dues
Maybe I can't fit in your shoes
The cat waits clawlessly
It barks like a dog and is loyal like one too
But the cat has no fangs
Fruitlessly forever fighting
To think it was you
This blob of a cat casts a big shadow, no land unknown
Stay away from the large cat as it warms you
You may love it but it doesn't love you
It's heartless as a facade
Tarot cards and flower pods skimming through the sea
Slashing away at what the heart can't see
I wonder will they dream of me?
Following footsteps of the fauna
Liberating the Luna stares
Judging with its eyes of darts
The pain of a snake's venom pierces my back
The darts were poisoned
And dare I say, I've lost my track
Soon the thunder will come to wash the rain from the skies
Parting the seas for the planet to feel
I sold you my soul, now will you sell me mine?
Sunflower speaks in solitude
Slithering the silver tounge shall suffice
Still standing streaking down the stars
Sniveling in a conniving way
Convinced cauliflower canned in the cut
Rosemary splitting among the crowd
The heart weeps for what it can't hear
The mind beats for fear of what it holds dear
Shall I spell it out for you loud and clear?
Finding it hard to justify the death in color
Can't even begin to fly the death in color
Trapped in a glass box in a glass room
A beetle in a house is just a candle with a tune
And if you play that tune
You might just play yourself
Don't even know where I'm going anymore
Trapped in the box floating down the sea
There might be a breathing hole if I try
Floating away, I'm going now
Will you catch me?
It's a wonder
A wonder we made it this far
A wonder we took it this far
A wonder beyond the lines
Beyond anything
Broken pieces and shattered glass stain the floor
Wandering and wondering why the passages fly by
Goodbye to the soft and cruel
The delicate and the wounded
The times we made are there to stay
But I have gone colder now
Embracing a life that was never meant to be
For here I go in the wild
Like a desert without sand
A soldier without orders, without borders.
look up on the mirror and I see everything I wanted and could be and my failures all at once
The mirror shows me the cycle I'm trapped in
It tells me how I haven't changed
How I'm the problem
How, what, why, where, and most importantly when
I do not judge or doubt the mirror for it only speaks in truths
I beckon to the mirror
Its shattered glass calls to me
Cracked and rusty it looks perfect for me
I victimize myself for it
I’m trapped in it
The cycle never ends
The Mirror never stops
I’m the mirror on the wall
Hung above the bathroom stall
Theres damage in my head
A glass shard sticking out
It wiggles it worms
It pulsates
It surges me to joy
It beats me to bane
Still I try
I try and try and try
The shard is unforgiving uncaring and unequal
It's unresponsive