Youre Facing A Lot Right Now, And Its Okay To Feel Like Its All Too Much. Life Can Be Unbelievably Overwhelming

☄️You’re facing a lot right now, and it’s okay to feel like it’s all too much. Life can be unbelievably overwhelming and painful, and it’s understandable that you’re struggling. You matter, and even when life feels heavy, your existence holds immense value. You’re not defined by the tough times; you’re defined by the courage you keep showing in facing them. Keep moving forward, even if it’s just one small step at a time. Even if you have to take a moment to pause. Even if you fall backwards. I believe and care about you☄️

I am soo close to crying rn thank you ;-; <3 honestly it's been a tough school start and I shouldn't be complaining, others have it worse but still thank you for your kind words, tysmmmmm you're such a kind person <33

I'm sitting here with my male colleague, while he is devouring a huge meat plate I sit here with an apple.

I am bigger than him.

I hate myself.

Anyways, that's enough hate against myself today, I lost 2 kgs!!! I will be skinny and dainty and petite if I keep up like that!!!!

official petition for @blueberrylovv w her think color series and @honey-diet w their themed diets series to collab bc if they do edblr will explode

can't fucking stand the people who genuinely think that getting our accounts taken down is good for us.

1. it's incredibly easy to make a new account and add back your mutuals

2. the anger after our accounts get taken down only makes us burrow deeper into our disorder

3. most of us are genuinely too poor to seek help. there is no such thing as free therapy or free treatment.

4. in order to recover you have to WANT to recover. eating disorders ARE ADDICTIONS.

5. most of us are not pro. and we look down upon the people that are.

6. we didnt ask to have a fucked up relationship with food- in fact most of us LOVE food.

7. this is the only community space we have, it helps us feel less alone in an extremely isolating disorder.

8. it is not up to your dictation wether or not someone should or shouldn't have a platform to talk about a disorder that you have most likely never struggled with.

9. if you think criticizing, shaming, and trying to eradicate saftey for people with the disorders with the highest mortality rate of any mental illness is okay- you better burn in hell

thanks for coming to my ted talk.

my plans for the rest of the week <3

so today I fucked up a little but that's alright, I always come back (action movie ahh sentence lmao)

tomorrow: OMAD (I have to go to a restaurant but I'll opt for low cal :3)

thursday: learning a shit ton to be better at school, yoga class in the evening, 2 meals, 500 max

friday: I go to school + work = good distraction for fasting for as long as I can

saturday: I'll work 10 hours but I can't forget to workout so OMAD

sunday: 800 cals max!!