Look Who Is Trending On Twitter ( Damm Chapter 109 Really Broke All Of Us Huh ).

Look who is trending on twitter ( damm chapter 109 really broke all of us huh ).

An anime has never pissed me off to the point where I felt the need to redraw something yeT HERE WE ARE

WARNING: BSD MANGA 109 SPOILER

So if you see part 1 the the you know that this is a continue for mine bsd manga reaction so yeah this is a separate post now I think I gonna link this in part 1 idk how to get this post link I think you need to go on Google then get it and add in if you know how to link a post together comment if you want and thank for the help

I kinda know how to do it now here part 1

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WARNING: BSD MANGA CHAP 109 SPOILER I just done a post about how bones did skkk so dirty have some sleep and then wake up to the new that c

Ok back to the reaction

Warning again bsd manga spoiler (there are some people who don't like to be spoiled so I just gonna put the waring twice)

I must say the design of the one order is quite cool and scary that made me think it is use to be a person cause that how fukuchi sword was made right?!! And the three eyes do you think it mean something (not me ignoring the literally end of the word)

I must say asagiri is very good with cliffhanger do you guy think that bram are just gonna fall with sword cause he having nothing to hold him right now and the table is very heavy this method is just like getting rid of the bad tooth but this is just get the sword out of bram (if it work does that mean that chuuya gonna see dazai dead body and akutagawa seeing atsushi disablement figure gosh the angst potential)

DOES ATSUSHI'S HEALING INCLUDE HEALING TRAUMA - INDUCED IMBALANCES IN THE BRAIN ? IF SO, THEN WHY ISN'T THAT HAPPENING ?

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Depression, anxiety, stress - these manifest due to changed levels of neurotransmitters in the brain (high dopamine and very low serotonin). Extreme trauma also damages brain function and decision - making abilities. Severe PTSD causes career and relationships - threatening negative reactions AND destroys the ability to feel positive emotions, resulting in chronic depression.

Atsushi can heal his body indefinitely. But all the PTSD and trauma from his job that is bound to age a person's brain, can he reverse that too? If he can, do his emotional issues persist because he wants to hold onto his trauma, as others have pointed out? But why does he do that ? Does he hold onto his traumatic memories so that in the future he can recognise warning signs of abuse and danger like the ones he faced at the orphanage ? Maybe he thinks that by forgetting these depressing incidents he'll lower his guard. Or, as others have said, his past abuse is his motivation to prove the Headmaster wrong by choosing to live even through pain. So he thinks he'll lose the will to live through suffering if he forgets his past. Maybe he compares every bad occurrence to his childhood, and tries to feel grateful that at least he's not sequestered away from opportunities anymore. At least he is free to experience various posdibilities for the future now.

Through chapter 65, we know Yosano cannot heal psychological trauma. But memories and negativity have a physical existence in the brain, as neural links, affected brain regions and neurotransmitters. Then why can't she heal that ? Did her soldier patients accumulate depression even after repeated healing, because they got to know about the horrible effects of their situation through information? Or if her ability can heal trauma but can't erase memories associated with it, did the soldiers again and again realise that their situation was hopeless, even if they used their past memories to avoid repeating their past fatal mistakes ?

Does Atsushi hold onto trauma for the aforementioned possible reasons, OR because his ability can't erase factual memories associated with his trauma, but can only erase the hopelessness and depression the memories cause ? In the second case, so when he's in a dire enough situation, will his factual brain put two and two together and tell him he's gotten into horrid shit ?

Since Atsushi isn't healing his trauma, will he end up depressed without hope like Yosano's soldiers? He's facing so many completely new dangers back to back. Or will he not end up that badly, since people like Naomi, Tanizaki, Kyouka, Kenji, Lucy, Kunikida genuinely care for him and do their best to protect him? It all depends on how devastating the threats that the ADA deals with become.

I want to see Yosano be more protective of Atsushi, by realising that his fate could become disturbily similar to that of her soldiers if things go wrong, eapecially simce he is so idealistic and impressionable.

(DON'T DARE TO PLAGIARISE OR REPOST MY ORIGINAL POST)

(Note - I edited outdated info after reading Yosano's backstory)

24/05/2010

06:54:23

TRANSCRIPT START

[NAKAJIMA ATSUSHI]

Okay, I started the recording. What do think we’re expecting from – 

[DAZAI OSAMU]

Well, this certainly isn’t something you see everyday.

[NAKAJIMA ATSUSHI]

Oh my god… what is this?

[DAZAI OSAMU]

Bodies, Atsushi-kun. Really, really dead bodies.

A murder scene like this comes once a blue moon.

[NAKAJIMA ATSUSHI]

… 

Have you ever seen anything like this before, Mr. Dazai?

[DAZAI OSAMU]

No time for that Atsushi-kun! Get that camera out, you know what to do. 

[NAKAJIMA ATSUSHI]

Hh... Okay, deep breaths. Through the mouth.

*click* *whirr*

*click* *whirr*

*click* *whirr*

[Dep. MINOURA]

Oi! What are you two doing?

[NAKAJIMA ATSUSHI]

Ah! He-hello, we were ju-just –

[DAZAI OSAMU]

Deputy Inspector! Hello, do you remember us? We’re from *rustle* the Armed Detective Agency, you commissioned us for this investigation? 

[Dep. MINOURA]

The ADA.. That’s right, you’re that freak from the river. We specifically requested Edogawa, not you. 

[DAZAI OSAMU]

Ranpo-san would have loved to join you here today, but he was obligated to other arrangements and asked me and my associate, Nakajima Atsushi, to go in his stead. But I assure you can trust me with this case. You are looking at the second greatest detective at the agency, after all.

[Dep. MINOURA]

Hmph, very well. Demonstrate your deductive ability. You, kid. Get back to work. 

[NAKAJIMA ATSUSHI]

Ah, right!

[DAZAI OSAMU]

Of course.

*click* *whirr*

*click* *whirr*

*click* *whirr*

07:23:14

[DAZAI OSAMU]

It seems the victims were impaled quite rapidly. The material they were hung from is a blend of polyester and… *sniffs* wool. It’s in long strips, seemingly torn from a longer sheet. It’s the kind of textile you’d find on a winter coat. It’s far too warm for this sort of cloth. 

[Dep. MINOURA]

How do you figure? 

[DAZAI OSAMU]

Oh my coat is made of the same material. 

*click* *whirr*

Anyways, the way these bodies have been sliced looks like they were cut by the fabric itself. On some of these dismembered parts, there are traces fibers along the serrated edge. 

…

This is the work of something inhuman. 

*click* *whirr*

[Dep. MINOURA]

That’s impossible.

[DAZAI OSAMU]

Is it? 

[Dep. MINOURA]

*grumble* Edogawa would have at least given us something that was grounded in reality to work with. 

…

The effort is appreciated, Dazai. Tell your photographer to give us his copies and get the hell out of here. 

[DAZAI OSAMU]

Sure thing, Inspector-san!

*click* *whirr*

*click* *whirr*

*click* *whirr*

Hey Atsushi-ku– AH

*click*

[NAKAJIMA ATSUSHI]

Oops, sorry Mr. Dazai!

*whirr*

[DAZAI OSAMU]

Right in the eyes! I’m blinded! I’m blind!

[NAKAJIMA ATSUSHI]

Really sorry! I was really occupied with these photos, I didn’t see you! Really– ah. What’s with the scary look?

[DAZAI OSAMU]

*hiss* next time pay more attention to your surroundings protege-kun. Careful where you point that flash. Whatever. We’re gonna blow this joint. 

[NAKAJIMA ATSUSHI]

So soon? 

Thank goodness.

[DAZAI OSAMU]

Yeah. We’ve done as much investigating as we could for now. 

[NAKAJIMA ATSUSHI]

Do you have any ideas as to who caused this Mr. Dazai? This crime scene is… more elaborate…  than anything that I can imagine. 

[DAZAI OSAMU]

I just might… Atsushi-kun I’ll be leaving you here. I want to do some further sleuthing.

[NAKAJIMA ATSUSHI]

Huh? You’re taking on more work on purpose, Mr. Dazai? That’s… new.

[DAZAI OSAMU]

Yep! I trust you can make it back to the Agency on your own and log the evidence for us At-su-shi! You are our star at documentation!

[NAKAJIMA ATSUSHI]

Wait–

[DAZAI OSAMU]

Bye now, Atsushi-kun! 

[NAKAJIMA ATSUSHI]

There it is. I guess I never had a choice huh? I’ll see you tomorrow then, Mr. Dazai.

*rustle*

*click*

END TRANSCRIPT

24/05/2010

07:32:46

27/05/2010

Mr. Dazai has been in and out of the office since Monday. I’m kind of worried he’s avoiding me, because I tried to speak with him and he just brushed past me. Maybe he’s just stressed from this case. With this job as a crime scene photographer, I’ve seen some truly horrific sights but I have to agree, there’s no way a human being could have caused this sort of brutality. The problem is, that it just makes no sense. I wonder how he’ll figure this out. In other, better news, Junichirou will be coming to the office after his school tomorrow. I want to see if he can help me fix my camera. It’s been really finicky since Monday, and I can’t figure out why. Maybe the internal components got a bit corrupted or something. In any case, I hope it’s not too difficult of a repair.

That’s all for today, then. See you around!

N. Atsushi

NEXT

WARNING: BSD MANGA CHAP 109 SPOILER

I just done a post about how bones did skkk so dirty have some sleep and then wake up to the new that chap 109 is OUT

I was rushing to read this chapter cause I have school but I don't care and here is my fast reading reaction to the chapter (yes iam in my "back to school" day and yes it is early do I like going to school early-no cause all i was doing when I was in school right now is learning the rules and school history)

Warning again spoiler for chapter 109 (there are manga panel)

I was like NO SIGMA NO DON'T DO IT BABY HIS TRICKING YOU HIS ABILITY IS KILLING ANYONE WHO TOUCH HIM SIGMA NOOOOOOOO ( look at his poor hand shaking he just a 3 years old asagiri what did children done to you)

Oh hi aya how are you wait-OH SH*T RIGHT IT THE END OF THE WORLD BUT LOOK HOW BADASS SHE IS (you know I was thinking how the world caves in could be a good edit song for this)

This panel feel quite familiar I just gonna post about it later, look at aya she is experiencing psychotic applause her for pushing the table though it look quite heavy (is this the right word I trying to convert what she experiencing but I think it just some hallucination advice)

SIGMA BABY NOOO HE JUST EXPERIENCING SOME AFTER SHOCK CAUSE HE LOOK LIKE HE FAINTED BUT I DON'T KNOW IF FYODOR KILL HIM YET (I gonna be delulu I think that sigma just fainted from being information overload like atsushi)

Fyodor look so baby girl in that one panel help

UHHHHH ASAGIRI WHAT GOING ON CHUUYA IS NOT OUT OF HIS VAMPIRE AND DAZAI IS DEAD?!!! (I was so shocked my mind can't comprehend what is going on so I guess the chuuya eyes theory is out and dazai is uh gone but I just scrolling to tumblr for a bit and people say he not dead yet and look at the crack at the wall I think we just being delulu again)

.... I have no word for this panel like I have no word ( I think there is something off about chuuya here do you think that it related to the clone theory that he is not chuuya but just a clone I see a post that say why fyodor need to say a reason for chuuya to stop like he a vampire now and he listen to fyodor too)

Even though I say he is a baby girl I still think he an asshole (don't judge me I was having a mood swing because of the chapter here there so much going on)

There will be a continuing for this reaction also I think I need help cause tumblr only let me have 10 limited chapter so I need to link two post together but I don't know how so I'm just gonna repost this the add the second one

Here part 2

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WARNING: BSD MANGA 109 SPOILER So if you see part 1 the the you know that this is a continue for mine bsd manga reaction so yeah this is a