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The Hermit Archives / HC Fic Series [Grian-centric.. ish...?] / Thoughts

So. The Hermit Archives. Where do I even start?

Well first off- I finally read it- I binged it all today actually? And like. so. I've never actually seen The Magnus Archives, which I'm pretty sure is what THA is based off of, but like HOLY FUCK- I think I have a new fixation, which is a bad thing, and I've already had multiple fixations TODAY-

Like Chrisrin who does a few of the book covers for some of em on Twitter had this post pinned with I think THA Scar but hanging upside down as the tarot card 'The Hanged Man' or something and then my brain was like 'what if I wrote a collection of oneshots either connected or not connected that have to do with tarot cards and their meanings and i could pull random ones to decide'

and then now i wanna do the fuckin audio recorder format where its like

[GRIAN]

(STUFF HERE)

AAAA

WHY- i have so many other WIPs I really need to get done that I've been procrastinating for like over a month now D:

My point is though- The Hermit Archives is distracting as fuck and the storyline is just 'HOLY FUCK' and for a series that technically doesn't usually go straight after each other and are instead from different times as well as the statements we 'hear' of, you just get stuck in this story, and it all feels like it connects, like one after the other and the stories are just so interesting, and each statement is like its own little story even though its in like first person stuff which I kind of grew a dislike for eventually, but I just don't mind it in statements??

no but holy fuck i was LOST in this

nothing was stopping me

I was reading for hours and my eyes didn't even hurt or feel tired like they usually do after bingeing for long periods of time the fuck?

no but there was so much that happened and so many other minecrafters--

i mean like holy shit?

okay so like

spoilers. ..duh.

okay Grian has main character energy probably- I think he's most likely the only one who has 'encountered'.. twice, third..-ish..??? Actually i think Mumbo did twice though because the potato incident and the evil moon rock- everyone else, i dunno

BUT. So. Grian has Red Light Green Light where he.. Honestly I wanna say it was similar to third life with desert duo? I think we were all thinking that, except Grian has murderous urges and then continues to have those urges and HOLY FUCK- YES.

Then we have during the moon rock incident.. THE EYES??? we never got an explanation for the eyes- the fuck?

THIRD- we have Cleo's... feathering

WAIT NO FOURTH BECAUSE HE WENT TO TANGOS LIBRARY AND LIKe... fell. and saw pearl. that counts, right? holy fuck man

Also do we even wanna get started on what happened to Etho? He went blind, eyes gone- I wanna say it might've been.. Evil Xisuma....? I can't tell whos who because I'm a dumb fuck, but so basically- EX was like.. carving out peoples eyes and replacing those eyes with his to have total control of their body and live on forever basically, but what happened to Etho? But with Xisuma, EX took out on eye and replaced one, so logically Etho should have two by now, but like..

I mean we will never know will we? But would they really dangle mysteries in front of us if they won't give us an answer?

BUT to what I said, EX probably wouldn't though because he was choosing his family members as his 'successors', and as far as I'm aware, Etho and Xisuma aren't related.

But so- out of all of this- I think that one title that I can never remember how to spell with the study of birds, where Grian went to Cleo to make a deal that he'd stay there for 3 days as like a statue thingy and she would get Joe for a meet up (except not really- but what can she do?)

uhm. so. i wonder- i mean so in the alternate hermit archives, cleo chopped off grians arms and legs and replaced them with wings and bird legs

do you think that wouldve happened if cleo had been more prepared?

huh..

BUT Grian was kidnapped there for like 6 months he said in that alternate. but I'd think that Cleo could finish before that time, not to mention Grian said that he'd been in Cleo's closet with a cloth over his head in case someone would look in ? Cleo didn't even let him out, the statue magic just like.. wore off..??

honestly confusing as fuck but honestly really interesting. EVERYONES INTERESTING- except i dont think we've seen enough with mumbo? We've gotten a lot of pearl and her dreams, a bit of Scar with his death curse thingy, Grian- because hes head archivist, and then we just hear Mumbo about becoming like a vegetable potato thingy and etc-? I think it was Slumber Party or something when the evil moon rock happened, but Mumbo wasn't even the main focus, he just like started it and then everyone else went and encountered the fuckin monster

..huh..

100 Player Tubbo Event lol

lmao 104/100 ??

anyway hello stream viewers

I actually joined the first time around when they didnt get rid of the whitelist and then COMPLETELY crashed the server- and then I got in and hten was in this void and the small barrier and we were all just falling nad my skin didnt load lmAo

pardon the typos i think theyre retrying it AGAIn because it broke?

and that theyre gonna change the ip i think and send it ONCE ?

i dont know man its funny lol

also captain sparklez is there but im watching from tubb

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THE FUCK????

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LAUGHING SO HARD

i think theyre kicking everyone now

ITS SO SCUFFED LMAOO

ITS AT 300 NOW LOL

HES CHANGING THE IP AGAIN

THEN IT WENT TO 418 LMAOOO

GUYS WE'RE CRACKED, WE'RE MAKING IT SO SSCUFFED, ITS BEEN 13 MINUTES

I THINK ITS GOING NOW-?/ awe i didnt make it in lol, but its still REALLY fucking funny

Interlude: The Hotel / SCU x DSMP Fic [Part 3]

Tommy tries to figure out where to start, before finding a certain hotel along the way.

PART 3 of the SCU x DSMP Crossover Series

honestly? Yeah, I understand the importance of knowing that you can always back out.

For me, my pronouns and gender have honestly been changing during the course of a few years.

For most of my life, as AFAB, I always thought of myself as one, and didn't really question it, but it wasn't like I knew there were other choices? To me when I was younger, it was just male and female, nothing else.

But during this time where information is widespread, there have been on and offs for me. I've been a She/Her (Female), She/He/They (Female), They/He (Male/Nonbinary), They/Them (Nonbinary), They/Night/Nightself (Nonbinary)

honestly its been a bit of a rollercoaster, and I mean, sure, I might not end up going through struggles of de-transitioning, but for me, in that scenario if I ever had decided to get surgery to change my sex gender, as there had been a time I did label myself as a male, then I would probably have a dick.

But then you think about it. Do those labels really fit you? And then you realize that its changed, and then, well- what do you do then if you, say, fully switch to a nonbinary (Or even back to the opposite gender?)? But then what if that doesn't feel right either, that it just by itself doesn't fully label you??

I mean I could go on about labels forever, but honestly I never thought about it before though. De-transitioning. It's honestly a thing most probably wouldn't notice until pointed out, or in the unfortunate position of realizing that it still doesn't feel right after the surgery and that you'd want to change your mind or something like that, which sucks.

Honestly I can't even really think about how that would work. Transitioning is a whole process in and of itself if you wanna go through changing your body to what you want it to be, even if you're just not doing anything physically about it, like changing an appearance or getting surgery, but more so just letting friends and family know- and then imagine ending up changing your mind, wanting to go through de-transitioning, yet then it could give off the thought that either you were faking, (which honestly- why would anyone fake something like that? there's no point, so I wouldn't really get why they'd think so. you dont earn anything by faking it?) or that you'd probably change your mind all the time, and eventually that could lead to irritation, or just people to stop caring about your changing pronouns and gender and whatnot (I can't even imagine how it could be for Genderfluid people when the constant (dont get me wrong, theres probably different times for everyone when it changes) changes of their pronouns and/or gender could be hard to keep up with for others.)

You sometimes end up in a shitty situation, and sure, sometimes there are those who are patient and understanding, but not everyone's like that. It's kinda a not so great thing that I haven't heard about this until now? I mean, the trans people and gender identity and LGBTQ and all that had gotten a little bit bigger, or more out there as far as I can tell, and yet there are still some things that are important to know about but just don't get out there.

What if someone got in this situation, where they'd want to change or something? You don't really hear much about that as a whole, and sure, there are some articles and stuff over that, but there is just not enough exposure I feel. Maybe I'm just not as connected to the internet, and maybe it has been gone over before, but if someone like me who's been in the gender community doesn't hear about it, who's still changing and still learning, then that kind of speaks for itself.

aAaaa woah I went on a huge rant there whoops

its important to me as a detrans woman to be vocal about it. its important to me as a detrans woman who initially only had radfems to talk to about detransition, because i couldnt find a single trans inclusive detrans person for over a year, to make sure other people know they have options.

radfems arent your aly if you're questioning your gender. they dont have your best interest at heart. they dont care about helping you explore who you are, theyre only interested in sucking you in to be another transmisogynistic pawn for their violent ideology.

if you're trans/nonbinary now, but are wondering if it isnt right for you, know that you have options. you can talk to me. there are people who have not done a 180 into bigotry who are here to support you.

please reblog, do not just like, this post.

i dont have a large platform. i want this to get spread. i want to remove terfs from the forefront of detrans/reidentification awareness & support. they cannot continue to be the first contact for questioning people.

i am begging you, yes you personally, to please reblog this, and comment or reply in the tags if you're a safe, trans-inclusive detransitioned or reidentified person to approach.

utmvnightlight is my main

or well was- i cant actually switch it so like..

anyway-- since i use this blog more often should i just move gacha edits here? i dont do them often- or do i keep utmvnightlight for my gacha edits???

I got carried away