Current Fic Wips Im Working On

current fic wips im working on

sorry ive been quiet as fuck LOL

uhh..

the next part of the scu x dsmp crossover thing im doing (I'm still working on a title, idk man its subject to change and contains possible spoilers)

chapter 4 of this multi-chapter story (except i havent touched it in weeks sOBS im gonna procrastinate so long it becomes discontinued, ITS BEEN MONTHS SINCE IVE UPDATED THe STORY LOL) \/ vent rant. dont read if you arent interested ig :'D? \/

uh.. a vent fic. that is probably cursed and problematic and i apologize is it still problematic if im venting and quite literally projecting on two comfort characters to act out the events in a similar fashion of a thing that caused me trauma? idk man ive never actually fully gotten into detail but im not pulling any stops now (besides the censor of a dead name because one is trans, and i cant handle hearing my dead name in writing, and cant for all hell think of one) 'Closure (That's all I wanted.)' fact to add onto that vent fic- so actually, fun fact, tommys dsmp prison stream where he visited dream to get closure and then kinda.. yknow was what inspired me in the end to try to find closure from my.. 'abuser'? manipulator? i dont know man. person who caused me major trauma that later ended up in me wishing death upon myself and shit? (dont worry, i got over it eventually. im okay now) yeah so anyway that stream made me think, 'huh, maybe i should try to get closure. this should be fine' yeah no it wasnt fine, i shouldve gotten the hint from the thing with tommy lmao?? but so basically its just been kinda bothering me but i never did actually talk about it to someone, so watch me pour out my trauma shit except im too squeamish so it probably has shit pacing but if i pull up the old messages ill get so nervous and panicky i cant write for shit im sorry, its tombur. i needed a minor and someone who said minor would automatically have a trust and depend on that then that person goes into a depressive state and does fucked up probably illegal shit to said minor in that shitty state because-- it wouldnt make sense otherwise when im trying to project the events..? just note that its a bad idea to try to go to a minor for help when you have mental health issues as like a teen or adult because then you pass that onto them and make them feel shittier trying to take care of you and-- im gonna stop now. im sorry, agh. problematic ship, haha. i guess youd call a part of my trauma a problematic ship though because it was minor/minor and-- am i allowed to make like jokes about this? i dont know man, people are like 'you cant make gay jokes unless youre gay!', you think that fits here? probably not. im gonna go disappear now D:

i actually dont know if the vent fic is helping since im kinda having bad days more now but i mean like.. if i never get this out, then i never will, and hey maybe im nervous for nothing and itll be fine and then maybe i can cope this way by venting out all my trauma lol

Technoblade Death Whistle Headcanon

I've just discovered what a death whistle is so..

Honestly? I could see Technoblade and his army, or more accurately The Blood God and his army in fanfiction and art having a death whistle. He's already a force to be reckoned with, but imagine the sound of many people screaming, but its actually from many using the death whistle at once, creating a psychological effect on their opponents.

The death whistle is something I think the Aztecs had, and they were REALLY brutal, with many sacrifices and such, and y'know, The Blood God..? It would also help weed out the weak from the strong, because the weak would most likely get terrified, because what is that sound?

Are they getting rid of another army? Nobody would know because there's no technology, and barely anyone would survive to tell the tale. They probably wouldn't be close enough to even see what they use.

I really wanna write something about it from maybe both POVs of the enemy who will be terrified as fuck hearing the death whistle, and maybe technoblade giving the order and watching them use it. I just wanna know how they actually use it- Do they scream? Do they blow? How do they even make it? Aagh I'm so curious over this, I really like history if you can't tell.

The stories of people hearing children, women, and men 'screaming' in battle would only scare people more from wanting to do a thing against him, and would definitely give him more of a reputation, almost like a horror story.

Interlude: The Hotel / SCU x DSMP Fic [Part 3]

Tommy tries to figure out where to start, before finding a certain hotel along the way.

PART 3 of the SCU x DSMP Crossover Series

The Hierophant Chapter 2 / The Archivist's Tarot Deck [DSMP AU]

uhh. so chapter 2- i never meant to end up updating this but it happened

AND WITH SCHLATT pog

i didnt think through the mind control w/ tubbo, my apologies, but i have now! -ish.

Scratched Warnings & Chipped Cards / DSMP Hero AU [Calamity Duo-centric] Fic

(A Disc and a Poker Chip walk into a bar..) <this is crossed out 🖸/🖸 Tommy's a vigilante, who, like the dumbass he is, doesn't check his fucking messages. ♤.♤ (Quackity proceeds to break into his house through the window) <this is crossed out ⚅-⚅ Quackity's the big man who runs everything, and knowing that Tommy is a dumb fuck, comes after him to warn him in-person.

basically superhero au ig

uh.. calamity duo. i did this because i like calamity duo lmao-

this isnt that good lol its like a shitpost

Boundless Sands: Wilbur DSMP Finale / Thoughts

im

sobbing.

okay holy shit-

I wasn't there for L'manberg when it first started so the scene at the van didn't give me any nolstalgia

hoyl fuck okay so las nevadas, the boner thing where in the reading stream wilbur read that was supposed to happen in 4 streams but couldnt cause stuff and then ranboo lost a life there with the explosion

TOMMY ARE YOU OKAY- WILBUR WHY ARE YOU LEAVING- I WANTED TO CRY AND THEN TOMMY HIT HIM ADN I JUST WHARHDAIUDH-

WILBURS AN AMERICAN?????? CANON?

HOLY SHIT WILBUR SOOT IN REVIVED BUR COSPLAY WHAT THE FUCK I NEVER THOUGHT ID SEE THIS

GHOSTBUR

seeing ghostbur and friend made me want to fucking cry AND I DID CRY, I SOBBED SO HARD

and i just

HOLY SHIT SO MUCH HAPPENED??

ALSO

what was the TW for? It said 'TW: Suicide' which scared me really badly and they were yelling and shit and i wasnt doing well lol

but nothing bad actually happened- it was just mentioned. was that just what the TW was for? just for the mention D:??

also but holy fuck man

i am emotionally drained after that, i cant- i cant give you paragraphs rn im so fuckin

just

WILBUR???? FROM UTAH???? I wanted to laugh and to cry and just

holy fuck man

what about tommy?