Findinglifeinwords - Untitled

If I had known you were going to die. I wouldn’t have allowed myself to fall in love with you so quickly.

If you cannot love me at a distance. You will never be able to love me up close.

Doctors spend a lot of time focused on the future, planning it, working toward it. But at some point you start to realize your life is happening now. Not after med school, not after residency, right now. This is it. It’s here. Blink and you’ll miss it. Did you say it? "I love you. I don't ever want to live without you. You changed my life." Did you say it? Make a plan. Set a goal. Work toward it, but every now and then, look around. Drink it in 'cause this is it. It might all be gone tomorrow.

Season 5, Episode 24 “Now or Never”

Is it the place or the people that make you fall in love? What if the person that introduced the love of a place is gone. Does the place you loved still exists now that they are gone?

The numbness has started to fade and all that is left in its wake is grief.