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Do you ever feel like you’re carrying an impossibly fragile, heavy, unwieldy little world around with you, and you’re doing everything you can to protect it and prevent it from shattering?
Hiiya there, I'm interested in your recent game excited for the results. Here are my information
My nickname: Asteria
My favorite color : #660033
An interesting fact : I'm a voracious reader, I suffer from self sabotaging tendencies and am addicted to it, I'm a psychology major. I believe in absurdism
Nothing specific is coming to my mind, I lost my grandfather today...would prefer a message pertaining to that.
Thank you and have a lovely day ahead
Hi, Asteria
My condolences for the loss of your grandfather. I hope his memories will be cherished.
About you, what kind of books do you read?

The message for you: During his life, your grandfather might have had something that he practised a lot but not many people know about it. It could be his legacy, a keepsake and this was kept hidden.
The process of mourning might go on for a long time, or might never go away at all. Sometimes you forget, sometimes the memories and the feelings come back. The loss of someone stays with us, it might go out of sight but it is still there, somewhere in our mind, our heart. And that's okay. There are still many things that you haven't known yet, be patient with yourself and go slow. The passed souls exist in their legacies yet also roam free.

October Mini game - Message from the Universe
Hi River, I hope you are doing well. I want to participate in october mini game.
My nickname is blackcat.
My color is melon yellow #F4A900.
I don't know if this is interesting enough but I learnt today that one of the Turkish male singer adopted his boyfriend because in the past same sex relation were more taboo than today and same sex marriage was illegal (still illegal by the way). (By the way his boyfriend and the singer both of them were older than 30 at that time). I hope you also find it interesting.
I want to learn about what should i do with my liferight now ? I have so many things in my mind what to do or try. ı don't know which way to choose or which will be better for me? I want to choose best path for me. Should I try to persue a life abroad or should I stay in my home country? Should I try a creative job or a regular office job? etc. Uncertainty of each path scares me. Some kind of general guidence, I guess.
Thank you in advance :). Have a nice, happy and healthy day :).
Hi, Blackcat, thank you for telling me such an interesting fact.
I hope that one day, nobody has to choose this kind of method or has to find any way to work around the law in order to be with the one they love and avoid being deemed taboo.

The message for you: Any choice is better than no choice at all. Know that whichever path you take, you can always find fulfilment in it. The limbo state of indecision is actually more painful than choosing the "wrong" path. Don't look for perfection, the ultimate happiness far into the future, look for something that you feel can reflect the best part of you, something that you feel happy doing right now, every path will have equal pain and gain. The emphasis here is what you "feel" rather than what you "think". If you're afraid of making a big decision, make a small one instead, and see where it leads you, this way, you can still backtrack and choose again, and the path ahead will become clearer and clearer with every small step you take.

October Mini game - Message from the Universe
Message from the Universe - Mini game

For the October mini game, I will tell you a short message that you need to hear, in exchange, you tell me a story or an interesting fact that you know. If you're interested, send me an ask.
What you need to do:
1. Like & reblog this post
2. Send me an ask (anon allowed)
3. Provide below information (I will not pick requests that lack one of these information)
Your name or nickname (NOT initials, if you don't feel comfortable with your real name, just give me a made-up one)
A HEX code or a RGB code of your favourite colour, eg. #0955BD or (9,85,189)
Tell me a story or an interesting fact, could be about you, about the world or anything you have in mind (but don't tell me celebrity gossip tho, I'm a hermit in this matter and like to stay as one)
You can tell me the specific area in you life that you want to hear the message for. If not stated then I will just give you whatever messages that come to me.

Have a good day/night 🪷🌌
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Hi there! Hope you’re having and awesome time! I’m Vivi!
My current favourite color is Sea Green (code 2E8B57) and a fun fact I have for you is that there are over 100 species of tulips and they come in just about every color
Hi, Vivi, thanks for the fun fact. I love tulips! 🌷

3 things that are lovely about you:
1. No matter how much hurt your heart gets, it will always heal
2. You're very stable and down to earth
3. You're emotionally mature and calm

Mini game - You're lovely



Same characters, different players
Hi, Sannie, I guess you would have no problem in studying new subjects right? Do you learn any foreign languages?
I did see some kids who were considered gifted, had some heavy expectations placed on them, from everyone, even their friends, it would be quite a burden, I guess 🤔
Thanks again for sharing your story. Feel free to share anytime ☺️
Hi River 👋🏻 Hope you're doing good!
I don't exactly have a problem but I myself consider a "problem" if I don't like that thing, you know? I think most of us are like this, for example some people don't appreciate history (I like history) or philosophy because they tend to get bored and sleepy or another more complex subject (my case) like math or physics because I can't memorize or associate formulas to the numbers. Otherwise I don't have any other problem, at the college I saw many subjects I wasn't a fan but was able to go along, so yes.
For the languages, I am a fan of english since I was little (isn't my native one), so most of what I know today is because I self taugh and had autofocus to learn, same to spanish and korean (still teaching myself). I wanna learn some japanese and french too.
Generally, people tend to forget I am like this but they always relate me with intelligence somehow or want to rely on me. I started to have english classes to get a qualification diploma and the people who sits next to me like to ask things to clarify lol
Hi, Sannie, hope you're doing well.
Motivation sure is the biggest problem in doing anything. What subjects do you like the most?
I want to learn Japanese too, have an on and off relationship with it for years 🥲. If you know Korean then I think you will pick up Japanese more easily.
Thanks for sharing your story 💓
Sun sign couples I've seen in real life


I made a table about Sun sign combinations of couples and some observations based on the couples I've seen around me.
Note: The "Date" and "Marry" might overlap

Disclaimer: all of the observations below are based on Sun sign only.
Earth signs tend to marry their own Sun sign or Fire/Water signs.
Mutable signs tend to date each other but don't usually marry each other.
Air signs tend to marry Fire signs.
80% of the Aries people I know either have a Scorpio crush or marry one.
Taurus usually marry the sign opposite the sign they have a crush on or date.
Gemini either goes for someone similar to them or someone who they perceive as more dominant or more experienced.
Cancer likes to date someone who is the opposite of them.
Leos tend to marry air signs, but Leo + Capricorn is a power couple combination.
Virgo has the most diverse dating history.
Libras tend to date air signs but marry fire signs.
Scorpio + Capricorn is another power couple combination.
Scorpio and Capricorn are those married the one they dated.
Sagittarius usually marry someone who can go along with them or who can tame them.
Capricorn and Pisces tend to marry late, usually after they've achieved financial security.
Aquarius usually marry their friends, someone they went to school with.
Notable combinations:
Aries + Scorpio
Gemini + Leo/Capricorn
Leo + Sagittarius/Capricorn
Libra + Leo/Sagittarius
Scorpio + Aries/ Virgo
Capricorn + Capricorn


Hi river!💗 I'm here for the mini game. My name is Alexa. My favorite color, I have two actually blue and green but pastel shades of them. I looove midnight blue color, teal, sage green and lilac too. I love the color of aquamarine too. I just realized I can't choose one😭 So I'm going with #79FFFF.
So my fun fact will be you can tell the personality of a cat by their coat color. Orange cats are super mischievous but sweet and affectionate. Black cats are a bit stubborn and independent. Gray cats are elegant and stoic. Tuxedo cats are smart and playful. There's many other personalities too. Are you a cat person or a dog person? 😊🥰 Or do you have an affinity to any specific pet🤗🐾️
Hi Alexa, that's such a nice fun fact. Somehow, all the cats I've met all looked stoic to me 😂. We can chill together or look into each other's eyes in an awkward silence, at an appropriate distance. You must be a cat person right?
My mum and sister are allergic so we didn't have any cat or dog but I like them both. I suspect in my past lives, I was a poodle, they latch onto me everywhere I go (even in my dreams!) while larger dogs respect my personal space, so much audacity in such a small body.😤

Here are 3 lovely things about you:
1. You can tackle any difficult job without getting your energy bank depleted
2. You have a balanced approach to life
3. You're friendly and care for your friends very much

Mini game - You're lovely
Hi! My name is Maria and my favorite color is sage green B2AC88. A fun fact I have is that dragonflies are excellent fliers and can fly up to 34 miles per hour and they have also been around on Earth for over 300 million years!
Hi Maria, thanks for the fun fact about such an ancient lord. Just yesterday, it rained all morning and I found a dragonfly hanging dearly to the branch of a tree in my balcony. It stayed tenaciously like that for all morning.

Here are 3 lovely things about you:
1. You don't delve on negative thoughts
2. You're resourceful self contained
3. You have a sharp, logical mind that can see life clearly

Mini game - You're lovely

How they act towards you vs towards other people
(lover/partner/future spouse)
The lighting was bad so I didn't include the pictures of crystals for each group.
This is a general reading meant for multiple people. Take only what resonates and leave out the rest.
Your feedback is much appreciated. If you find the reading resonated with you, leave a comment, I’d love to know 🎐
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1. Labradorite
How they act towards you The energy: Black egg
They will be their most truthful self when they are with you. They will always speak the truth or try to. It could be unfiltered, they may even be more blunt with you than with other people. What they don't feel comfortable sharing with others, they will be comfortable sharing with you. You will be the one to witness the most authentic version of them.
They will try to be a dependable person that you can lean on, wanting to be your pillar of strength. They also want you to be the best version of yourself. But the way they do it can be a little heavy-handed. They have the tendency to say things that can get on your nerves, if you are someone who doesn't have the thickest skin, you would find their words sometimes hurting or too raw, too blunt, too sharp, they will touch your most vulnerable part, your foundation. In the process, you may be hurt and want to lash out at them but if you become more aware of yourself and try to look at things from a positive viewpoint then you will come out stronger than ever, no one will be able to shake your foundation. In a way, they help you destroy the untrue and unstable and then help you build up the true and enduring.
On a lighter note, they will act more silly with you, saying ridiculous things that they normally wouldn't say to other people, just to make you laugh. It will be odd, clumsy, but endearing, you will find your stomach constantly hurting from laughing.
They will probably give you many surprising gifts that show their care and thoughtfulness. It could even be a handmade gift. The one that you can keep for many years to come, the one that will be the symbol of their devotion to you that can always bring you comfort whenever you look at it.
At times, they could fall under a melancholy spell, unsure of themselves and their worth in the relationship. You will find them being a little jittery, hiding themselves away from you. They may need some alone time to realign themselves. Just give them the time and space they need and always be honest with them.
How they act towards other people The energy: Sea serpent
They are a lot less demanding of other people than with you. They will hide their thoughts and intentions a lot, prefer to keep them to themselves. They may have been betrayed in the past, so it made them wary and distrustful towards other people. They will have their guard up most of the time.
Unlike their tendency to doubt themselves when being with you, to other people, they will present a very confident and vibrant self. Their public image could be quite eccentric, the one who always stands out from the crowd. But they have a very empathetic aura that people find very comforting. People would easily open up to them, even when your person doesn't have much in common with that person.
They will act like a teacher to other people, always ready to give advice and guidance. They will be generous and helpful, dedicated, and dependable. They will try to be the safe space for other people, no idea is too unrealistic, no thought is too wishful, no belief is too strange, they will help others be more comfortable and open to more new ideas. A gentle teacher.
But your person will hide a lot of things from other people. They may sometimes appear as a people-pleaser, wanting to avoid conflict. If they are angry or not pleased with the other person, they won't show it directly, could even be a little passive aggressive.

2. Citrine
How they act towards you The energy: Dragonfly
They will talk a lot with you. Sharing every thought and random inspiration with you. They may have a fear of miscommunication, not many people understand them, and their way of communicating may not be very clear. But with you, I think you guys will have similar communicating style that allows them to be more comfortable in sharing their chaotic thoughts. They feel energised by talking with you. Not just talking but listening too, they want to be both the student and the teacher. Mental connection will be their focus. They don't want to have any misunderstanding between you guys.
They will act less restrained while having you by their side. When you go somewhere public, they will be more brave and show themselves more, unapologetically. They will be more sociable, more open to strangers and new acquaintances. You help expand their social circle. But that doesn't mean they will forget about you and go mingling with other people. They will still keep themselves close to you.
They definitely will act more loving and gentler with you than other people. Sometimes, it can be childish, wanting to be spoiled and babied by you.
At the same time, their intensity will be visible to you but not intimidating. It will show the focus on being happy and trust in each other. They are fiercely protective of the relationship with you and will try to stay clear-headed to maneuver any hardship that you may encounter.
For some reason, I get a sense that they will try too hard to present a perfect partner image and hide some parts that they deem not favourable, such as their more messy emotions, their fantasies, their true desires. In a sense, a part of them will stay detached from the relationship, they don't go all in, despite their unrestrained way of sharing their thoughts with you, some of their deeper thoughts will still stay hidden. This could be a problem later on because they can't keep the perfect image forever, and they don't want to disappoint you. You will have to be pretty intuitive in your approach, if you can sense that they are hiding something, instead of confronting them, you could gently point to that direction and share your thought and experience related to it, try to send the message that you won't judge them, that you can see their truer self and can still love them for it.
How they act towards other people The energy: Firefly
As I was saying in the previous section, your person can be very confusing in communicating with other people. Either they don't really say what they're thinking or their words are ambiguous and misleading. Subconsciously, they could have a desire to mislead and confuse others. They don't feel comfortable sharing their true self, it feels too vulnerable and disorientating.
They are intensely private yet appear as very open and a social butterfly. They excel at superficial interactions, arousing interest in the other person, but only for a fleeting moment, turn around and they will be gone. They could be very popular, especially on the internet, social media. They have this enigmatic and charming presence that others find irresistible yet unreachable. They can share their cool new ideas, some wacky pose or random stuffs about their life that intrigue other people, but even if you scroll through all their contents, you won't be able to tell a definite tale about who they are.
With other people, they will joke a lot and not acting serious, they can appear as superficial and childish, or childlike, a fun entertainer.
Whatever unpleasantness that they feel, they will shove it down their subconscious, not willing to face and acknowledge it. This can lead to the feeling of dissatisfaction and resentment that they don't even know exactly where they come from. Another thing is that they will act 'pure' in front of other people, hiding their more aggressive side. People may view them as cute, innocent, pure, and all kind of that perception and won't be able to associate aggression and sexuality with your person. People may treat them like an eternal child, and the thing is, your person doesn't object to that perception. In some way, it helps in protecting themselves.

3. Agate
How they act towards you The energy: Eagle
They will act all clingy with you, physically and emotionally, they want to be close to you all the time, you may even sometimes find it suffocating and want to push them away a little. They seem to be a pretty confident and straightforward person that they don't have any problem showing their more needier side to you. They are probably the kind of person that when they find a song they love, they will abuse the repeat button countless times and many years later, that song will still be their favourite.
They will want to constantly in contact with you, asking what you're doing, where you are, do you need or want anything, they could even drop their work and other schedules to be with you. If you show some detachment towards them, they will definitely notice and confront you about it or will just pout openly. I don't know how you will feel about all this, but they sure are not leaving any space between you guys. They have a tendency to involve themselves in their partner's life a little too much. You will need to remind them again and again so that they don't lose themselves in the relationship.
They will be openly displaying their affection towards you in public. They like the idea of people knowing you guys are together, it makes them proud and giddy. Nothing obnoxious, of course, they will be pretty restrained but still show enough.
They will want to take you on sudden trips, preparing surprises for you on no particular occasion. Knowing your favourite music, food, your idea of dream date, then plan the most romantic date for you.
Their romance mode will be full on.
How they act towards other people The energy: Eagle
This person is very consistent in their energy, whether with their lover or other people, they show the same strong and radiant energy of the Eagle.
With other people, though, they won't show their vulnerable and needy side. There's still that intensity and care towards the other person, but they will be more confrontational and direct in their approach. They will talk a lot, sometimes not letting the other person have a word in, could be quarrelsome, but only when they are provoked, they're not preachy or controlling. People can still feel a certain softness in them. It's not harsh, and their words have a certain genius to them that some could even find it sexy. Their energy feels very alpha and dominant.
They care a lot about how they come across to others, their public image. They will always try to be their most presentable self in front of people. No curse words, no uncivilised actions, fussy, charming (when they are not in quarrel mode), prim and proper.
They have some hobbies that they can share with their close friends. They like to have fun and play games, joking around, being unintentionally flirty.
Others could say that they are a home-body or not going out much (probably busy being with you). If not at home, then they will be busy travelling somewhere. Their whereabouts can be pretty mysterious.
They have a certain spiritual belief that they keep to themselves, even with you, they won't disclose it fully, and not disclosing it at all with other people. It may not be anything big or mind shattering. They just don't want to voice it out, it's the part of them that want to keep private.

4. Amazonite
How they act towards you The energy: Beaver
Love for this person is a serious commitment that they won't take lightly. Once they've committed to you, they will put in their effort to keep the relationship healthy and strong. They will view it as a project. They will put their heart at the centre of every action they take towards you.
They will act responsible towards you. Be a dependable and steady partner for you. If any problem or conflict would ever arise, they will roll up their sleeves and find the solution for it. Their love language is act of service. If anything, be it a small inconvenience such as you forgetting your umbrella on a rainy day, to a bigger problem such as distance between you guy's living places, they will try to do it for you, to erase the inconvenience or the problem. They will approach everything with practicality.
They could act a little dry and too serious towards you sometimes, trying to emulate a literal rock. Because in their mind, you are the love of their life, so they have to act serious and responsible, this can also make them hide some of their traits that they deem childish. If it's you, then it's okay for you to act childish sometimes. They will assume the more mature role. But if it's them, then they cannot allow themselves to act like that. They will put some standards on themselves. You won't be starved of affection, their love will be a constant, comfortable flame that can warm you and help you make many things.
But in term of intimacy, they won't be restrained towards you. They will try to know your every wish and desire, from your own words to your facial expressions and from something left unsaid, they will know it all. You will find it uncanny how much they understand you. And how much they can put their effort to make your wish and desire come true.
With you, they will always try to be brave, to leave their fears at the door. Even when they see some obstacles in your future together, they won't give up, they will try to conquer them. They will probably talk a lot about your future together, it will sound romantic and dreamy and it will surprise you.
How they act towards other people The energy: Camel
This person has a lot of love to give, even with other people, they always put the harmony and balance in relationship to the centre. They are charming, not in the superficial or loud way, or even mystical or jubilant way. Their charm is quiet and steady. People can't help but be attracted to them.
They will be a dependable person that many will look up to. They could be in a higher position in their career. If they are a boss then they will be the caring and well-liked one, but are not too close with other people, there will be an appropriate distance.
They are pretty independent and resourceful, others come to them for help but they usually don't come to others. They would rather solve the problem on their own. They could overburden themselves with other people's problems, not to mention their own problems.
Some people may try to control or wanting to be more involved in your person's life, but they won't dare to, they will hesitate, because they can see that your person is just too independent and know full well their worth to be manipulated or controlled by someone else.
They will be guarded towards sharing their goals or future plans with other people. They know that the moment they share it, it will be affected by other's opinions and objections and will create unnecessary obstacles.
It's like somehow they don't want to receive the same kind of treatment that they give to other people. They can be caring and considerate, ready to help, but when it comes to themselves, they actually want to be left alone and don't want other's involvement.

5. Aventurine
How they act towards you The energy: Elephant
This person has some insecurities or some misunderstood perception when it comes to you. They don't feel too confident and sure of themselves when they are in your presence. It's like you hold up a mirror to them, making them aware of their shortcomings and imperfections.
They're not used to this, so they might want to over compensate by acting in a more aggressive, assertive, and confident, trying to exert dominance, trying to control the situation. But it will mainly be in petty matters, though.
I think you just view this kind of behaviour as childish. They will act a little like a spoiled brat, wanting to get their way, but in an endearing way? You will probably chuckle and indulge them.
They will pout a lot or give you silent treatment often. It will be frustrating. When they do talk, it can become a clash of egos. Maybe your communication styles are just different.
They just want their ego to be soothed a bit. They want to be acknowledged by you, to feel needed and praised for their effort. When they do get that, they will be very loving and accommodating, like a cat with hackles raised then turned docile when being petted properly.
How they act towards other people The energy: Earthworm
This person could be young? They don't seem to be too confident when around other people either.
They can act defensive and will try to appear more mature, in control of their life. But others can pick up on their insecurities. They can be shy in public. But they will put efforts into becoming more sure of themselves, learning to gain more knowledge and try to understand themselves better. Maybe they're surrounded by more mature and experienced people, so they feel the need to prove themselves.
They could be the nice guy/ nice girl that people feel that they can ask for more, demand more from your person, they will think that your person is easy-going. Some controlling or manipulative people could be involved too much in their life.
They get projected a lot on, it could be really tiresome. Coupled with their lack of assertiveness could result in them not being taken seriously. It's a big lesson for them to learn in this life, to assert themselves and be clear, to be more in their masculine energy, but not in the toxic way.
People could compliment their hands or their body a lot. It can feel like harassment sometimes. Physical appearance could be their insecurity and makes them more guarded towards people in general.
It probably the reason why you will be gentle and act with compassion when they try to be controlling or aggressive. Because you understand their struggle, and I think deep down, they're really grateful for that.

6. Flourite
How they act towards you The energy: Deer
I will be honest and say that they will act like a parent to you. In a nurturing and caring, protective way.
They will seem motherly to you, regardless of their gender. They will fuss about your daily routine, whether you've eaten enough, do you get enough rest, etc.
They may view you as someone they need to take care of, to gently guide you in life. They could be older or are used to taking care of other people, so they assume this role for themselves, perhaps? In some parts deep down inside them, the thought of helping you, protecting you will satisfy their wish to be a 'saviour', they want to have someone that they can commit to and even sacrifice a part of themselves to that person. They may have some Neptune, Jupiter and Saturn aspects in their chart.
They will be highly in tune with you. What you feel, they can subconsciously feel it too. Someday, you may not feel well in the body and you will see that they've become moody or tired without knowing why. They will share all your joy and sadness, truly mean it when they say that they're happy for you or they feel sad for you.
They could become a little paranoid and overly protective when you show signs of distress of emotional distance. They will want to know why, step in and take care of the cause, could be silently, secretly. Like a guardian, always a few steps behind you.
You will feel that all of their focus is put on you, it could feel unnerving, it could feel like being in a tight embrace.
How they act towards other people The energy: Moth
They are pretty detached towards other people. There's this indifferent air about them. It's not that they don't care, but they don't want to be too involved with the other person, they prefer to keep it light and polite.
They will be generous, though. If someone asks for help, they will probably help them as best as they could, and after that, they won't need any reward or praise from that person. It can feel quite clinical or cold to the other person.
They would like to talk and banter with people, light conversations, nothing too serious, could be gossiping. They have a belief that everyone should have their own path, if somehow their paths are connected, great, but if not, then no problem, just live and let live.
This detachment but friendly way of them could actually make them popular with the crowd. As long as people don't get too attached to them. Only a few people get to have a closer look inside your person's psyche.
People will be curious about them, what do they do for fun? What are they like when angered? what's their favourite food? To even more intrusive curiosity, like what are they like in bed? How much money do they have?
They will keep themselves as a mystery to other people, they can get curious all they want but your person won't care.

Hi, my name is Amy and my favorite color is spring green 00FF7F :) my fun fact is that eagles lock talons in the air and trustfall close to the ground before breaking away as a mating ritual.
Hi Amy, thanks for the fun fact. It's called death spiral right? Bird's mating rituals are on the whole different level from other species. So much to do for such a short lifetime.

Here are 3 lovely things about you:
1. Ideas swim in your head like a school of fish
2. You're very direct and straightforward
3. You're resourceful and know how to get the best out of every situation

Mini game - You're lovely
Both Self-Portait & Q's on Love got plenty of pages/description. River picked up on core needs while kindly shining light on my blockages. They mentioned synchronicities I've been sensing about my FS without saying anything prior. 🤭 My fave was the Channeled Love Letter. Had useful details & genuinely sounds like somebody I would fall deeply for. FS even gave a book suggestion that River helped me find: it's been a funny read! 😆 Give River's services a try if you haven't already! [Pt 2/2 CL]
Part 2 of the review ✨️
River is a stunning reader. I brought THREE reports ("Self-Portrait" + 6 Q's on "Building a Healthy Self for Love/Future Spouse") for how perceptive they were. Each PDF has a stunning layout, based on your favorite colors & includes clear photos of the lithomancy, occasional cards used, & other unique events that happen in the reading. They're also kind when answering follow-up questions. A quick responder & clear about delivery date times, often delivering sooner than expected! [Pt 1/2 CL]
Thank you for your amazing feedback, it was a joy reading for you. Hope life treats you well and you will soon meet your love ❤️
Sending you the energy of Peridot for your journey ahead.

I didn't want to assume and tried finding them on your blog so sorry if I overlooked it, but what pronouns do you prefer? I wanted to make sure before defaulting to the more neutral They/Them. 🤔 Your overall posts and interactions with others feel so seamless, cleansing, and calming in general! 🥰
Oh don't worry, you didn't overlook anything, I've never stated my pronouns because I didn't actually think about it. Ever since I was a kid, thoughts about my gender hardly ever crossed my mind, I just know I have a biological body of a human female 🤔. But mentally, emotionally, spiritually, I don't identify with any particular genders. So you can call me whatever pronouns you feel comfortable with.
Thank you for your message, hope to interact with you more 🥰
Hi it's nini . Hex code= #7B241C. Honestly didn't knew what a hex code was until now.
I think I can save people which turned out to be such a false thought. So in my college I had a friend whom from the first day I knew was unhealed but I wanted to help her and I thought she would understand me but she didn't and we would just fight . Eventually I didn't wanted to be alone , so I stayed with her for three years until I started to see how worsely she impacted me and how I came to be on lower vibration but all this made me realize how I never prioritize myself but always try to think others should my first priority. Now I am trying to heal. 🐼
Hi, Nini, thank you for sharing your story. I always like the part in flight safety instruction about how you should put the air mask on you first before attempting to help other people. I think rather than trying to help or heal someone, we should strive to understand ourselves and understand each other first, sometimes, that can be the best form of help there is. The wounded part in us can recognise the same in other people and connect with that part, but I believe other people are our companions on our healing journey, not our healers, only we can heal ourselves. I hope you and your college friend will soon heal.

3 things that are lovely about you:
1. You're multifaceted with a duality within
2. You're brave and spontaneous, never lose the spark of life
3. But you also value peace and tranquility

Mini game - You're lovely
The more I fight, the more I work
The more I dig into the dirt
To be fed up, to be let down
To somehow turn it all around
But then fate knocks me to my knees
And sets new heights beyond my reach
Below the earth, below concrete
The whole world shackled to my feet
Then it falls away into the great escape
Over walls and weights
This anti-gravity taking over me
And far below, the carnivores,
Are looking up to where I soar
Above the clouds, above the storm
Above the earth I am transformed
The energy has set me free
And pulled me through the galaxy
I've risen up beyond the sky
I am awake, I am alive
As it falls away into the great escape
Over walls and weights
This anti-gravity
Let it fly through the universe
Into the outer space
Over walls and weights
This anti-gravity taking over me
I won't come down
If you wanna break free
You know where to find me
The star Sirius as seen through a telescope.
Have you ever looked up at the sky at night and wonder what that bright color changing object is that’s blinking? Here you go!