I Fear I Am Too Vast.

i fear i am too vast.

i would rather squeeze into a box than be scrutinized for not belonging to any of them.

your hair is the perfect spot for my hand.

it rests like a bunny in soft, tall grass.

a peace i’ve longed for - a peace you happily provide.

and at the end of it all, we didn’t even get to dance

i will never forget the color of your eyes.

unfortunately that is only my demise.

as if we didn’t melt into each other,

as if the lines didn’t blur,

as if our souls didn’t intertwine,

as if your arm isn’t perfectly the length of my back,

as if we don’t share a mind and a taste in music,

as if we hadn’t learned from each other in just a few days’ time,

as if you refused to show me where your foundation cracked,

as if you were trying to protect me,

as if you were letting me down gently,

as if you ever meant it each time you said me you loved me.

i have not forgotten yours.