Obsessed Rn With The Notion That A Tree Was Planted The Day I Was Born. I Imagine A Lofty Redwood (already
obsessed rn with the notion that a tree was planted the day i was born. i imagine a lofty redwood (already 65 ft!) imbued with ambitions of touching the sky. protected by lush canopy, it has been weathered by neither neither time nor circumstance. it is sturdy and, when it sways in the wind, it never anticipates plummeting onto the rocky terrain below. we are diametrically different, but we have grown together. idk i just find that so comforting!!
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if you have reason to write notes you have reason to stay !!