Actually Ptsd - Tumblr Posts
It happened almost a decade ago. I can't help but think I really am just a bad person.
Mfw when having an anorexia has consequences, and I end up laying in bed all day bc I'm so tired.
I wish I had a better reason to kill myself. Something poetic, someone waiting for me in the after life maybe
Something meaningful
Something that wouldn't feel as pathetic & pitiful.
Quiet and forgettable
Y'all ever moan/groan while cvtting?
I'm a fucked up person but sulking about it feels self indulgent and wrong
What level of confidence/delusional behaviour is it to be in bed, with an adult man holding you, and sleeping on your shoulder while scrolling sh/ed posts on Twitter?
Living in a motel for a bit <3
YES, I am absolutely anti-military, no doubt about it. Fuck that institution! However I do need to desperately hump a man through their unifrom pants before they fuck me with a gun in one hand and my hair in the other (for mental health reasons)
I'll always need someone to take care of me like the pathetic little thing I am. I promise I'll be good
How to ask my friends if they'd be mad at me if I kill3d myself, without worrying or upsetting them
My scale is inaccurate and broken but I can't help but keep using it ★~(◡‿◡✿)
I'm so sane and normal about it.
Knowing I can never be pure again. Knowing I can't escape him. His blood and mine run in the same family tree, he was in the hospital when I was born, we share the same birthday.
He is the reason; the catalyst for my life's brutal and deteriorating path.
Mfw they threaten to take me to the hospital with the intention of involuntarily hospitalizing me
I got that dog in me (The dog is Stockholm syndrome when my old abusive ex from years ago tries to come back into my life)
Put the dog down
Lmao I have a safety pin through my ear rn ★~(◡‿◡✿)
Wym go to therapy?
I just need to be pretty, and easily destoryed like a sacrificial lamb♡
Valid I feel like doesn’t mean what I thought it meant anymore? Can someone please explain the word to me as it’s usually used especially in mental health?
Does it mean like morally acceptable? Allowed? Cherished/desired? I’m genuinely so confused help a girl out plz
I have someone picking me up at seven to do a volunteering thing that I now don’t wanna do, and I haven’t been asleep yet.
It’s FIVE FIFTEEN IN THE FUCKING MORNING 😭😭😭