WAIT OK BUT COLORS BY HALSEY???

WAIT OK BUT COLORS BY HALSEY???

"Your little brother never tells you but he loves you so. You said your mother only smiled on her tv show. You're only happy when your sorry head is filled with dope."

Like the bad family dynamics, and instead of dope his alcoholism. (Dean lowkey would've done drugs, but I'm not gonna go there)

And being "ripped at every edge, but you're a masterpiece"???

Like that's so "still beautiful, still dean winchester" coded!!

BUT ALSO; "I hope you make it to the day you're twenty-eight years old"

LIKE??? HE LITERALLY DIDN'T. HE DIED IN BOTH SEASON TWO (briefly) AND THREE??

Cas to Dean in s4

Diana by One Direction but it's Castiel saving Dean from hell!!!

"Diana, it's only been four months but you've fallen down so far. How could someone mislead you at all?"

"I wanna reach out for you, I wanna break these walls, I speak a different language, but I still hear you call"

AND THE CHORUS?? IT FITS SO PERFECTLY

"I hate who I used to be 🤭" BORING!

"I hate who I am 😔" LAZY!

Hate who you're gonna be. It's inspired, it's intuitive, it's prophetic, and most importantly; it's just the right way to do it.

Cas to Dean in s4

Diana by One Direction but it's Castiel saving Dean from hell!!!

"Diana, it's only been four months but you've fallen down so far. How could someone mislead you at all?"

"I wanna reach out for you, I wanna break these walls, I speak a different language, but I still hear you call"

AND THE CHORUS?? IT FITS SO PERFECTLY

no bc i've been watching this show for over a year now and while i would love nothing more than to see buddie actually be real,,, this is genuinely classic queerbaiting. like from the promo to the actors articles and interviews. all the hints and pieces when we know damn well there is almost no chance they have intentions of following through. this isn't my first rodeo. i saw what happened with sherlock/merthur/destiel and lived through the byler renaissance. i know what delusion does to ppl. i don't want that rn.

plsss i hate that there's still a sliver of hope inside. a part of me that hopes this might be something real, that i'm wrong about this. a part of me that's gonna be disappointed. it honestly kind of hurts. and it hurts to see everyone else sharing that hope knowing the disappointment they're about to feel. i can feel our disappointment before anything has even happened. cause i've felt that way before with other shows. and yet, despite everything, the hope persists.

9-1-1 || 7x04

here before buddie canon!! 😜😜

(🤡🤡🤡)

also currently listening to bad omens by 5sos and that exactly describes how i feel about this.

Destiel is like if you were a child and you said to your parent are we getting McDonald’s and they said. No. And you said awwww man. And then you looked out the window and said wait but there’s a McDonald’s right there are we getting McDonald’s? And they said. No. And then you pulled into the parking lot for McDonald’s and you go so we’re getting McDonald’s :) and they say. No. And then go use the McDonald’s bathroom without making a purchase while leaving you in the car. And you keep driving and pull into a different McDonald’s into the drive thru line and your parent orders food for you and when you get it you go Aw yeah McDonald’s! And your parent says why the fuck do you think we’re getting McDonald’s. You’re crazy. You’re insane. You’re also a pervert. And yanked your fries out of your hands and tossed them out the window. But at the end of the day. You did. You did get McDonald’s

I think. I’m in love with her. What could’ve been if only we hadn’t been separate by some 5 decades...

Why was she doing so much?? Long ahh degree. Full time career. Housework. Cat lady. Loving wife and mother. And had a hand in creating fandom?? Are you actually joking? She is literally that girl.

Wonder how this queen is doing today

Edit: For those wondering, this is from a 70s nsfw sci-fi zine called "alien brothers" (more specifically, page 83). This little paragraph was right above a k/s smut fanfic written by this lady.