How Could You Do This To Me

how could you do this to me

“Don’t do anything stupid until I get back.”

“How can I, you’re taking all the stupid with you.”

(Quote from Captain America)

Screamin time 🗯️

Soooooooooooooo..... I'm going to the gender clinic tomorrow and I want to know what to wear. I know it's not something I should worry about, but I really want to make sure the people at the gender clinic understand that I am serious about going on T.

I'm really scared of biases towards me being nonbinary and that they will refuse T, which might be a weird fear. I had to wait for 13 months for my first appointment, which they continued to delay by moving the date to the point of placing it in the middle of Easter, which then forced me to cancel the appointment.

And with the added factor of this being the exam season, I need to make everything count. Funny enough, the secretary asked if I could "just cancel the appointment and come to us in another time" as if I did not have to wait for over a year to simply get an appointment to talk.

I swear, if I have to deal with waiting for another year for simply talking about going on T, I will fucking kill myself (jk). I'm just really mad at the system, and the fact that I am not dealing with the worst part of this is also really bad.

never got to mention that the amazing artist @huitunkuutti drew me an amazing new ref sheet for my sona that I commissioned

please give them some love!

my fruity boi

yeah I'm going to a mental hospital tomorrow

wish me luck people