Uhm ?!!! My I Dunno How Much Its Been Return

Uhm ?!!! My i dunno how much it’s been return

Hello guys^^ it’s me !! the silly girl behind her phone screen, writing all these little scenarios and watching all of your kind messages

I honestly wasn’t so sure if I wanted to return, because I usually don’t have much time to write during most days,

Though reading some of your messages in my inbox really warmed my heart, and I felt as if it wasn’t fair to never return here

I won’t be as active as I have been in the past, and I don’t think I will write exactly the same kind of content, but I will come back with what I actually want to write and put out <3

I have been inactive mainly due to issues within my life, to be honest, I have been going through an emotional rollercoster since last autumn (2021)

This account used to mean a lot to me, and it still does, I just didn’t want to disappoint, or feel pressured

I want to write because I like writing, not for the number of notes I’ll get or for the followers I’ll gain

I like writing to touch people, to connect with others

I hope you can all welcome me back :)

It’ll be slow but safe, and I wish for my account to take a slightly different turn, with more open talks with anons and you guys

So go ahead, spam my inbox all you want, and I’ll be there <3

Aaaaah don't scare me like that you little brat you almost gave me a heart attack 🦊

I am insanely scary you are right😍 thankies for the compliment muhahahahah !!

OMG YOURE BACK

SCREAMS !!! HI YEMI !!!

I AM🤭🤭🤭 with tons of thoughts and ideas in mind !! And most importantly, very very excited to be writing againnnnnn !!!!

I missed you !! I hope you have been well <3

Snowday

with Loona’s Choerry

warnings : none !!

wordcount : 1,1k

hello my loves !! missing choerry so so much :< so i decided id write this little scenario about her <3

Enjoy !!

Admiring the snow falling down, you walked around the neighborhood as excited as a puppy. It was the first snow of the year, the official beginning of winter ! As the city was painted in white, your school had decided to close for the day, wanting to keep people from going on the road as it wasn’t very safe to do so since everywhere was covered in slippery powder

Since you had already woken up early, you had decided to go out by yourself, wanting to ease your mind and look at how pretty the world around you looked at that time of the year. You had always loved snow, you can still remember those many hours spent outside as a little kid, building snowmans and making snow angels before rushing inside and wrapping yourself in a warm blanket 

Truly a paradise that was !

And now you had been out for a while, not even recalling how long you had been out, you just felt happier here. In the middle of nature you enjoyed the calm and peace it brought you. You knew you would have to head home sooner or later, having a school project waiting for you, but at least for a few more minutes, you’d stay around

Popping your bubble, you felt your moment get interrupted by a sudden something. Cold and seemingly had hit your head, you wondered what that was about. You weren’t so surprised when seeing your dear best friend, Yerim, grinning at you as she laughed

“Of course she would do that”, you thought. There was no day that would pass without Yerim playing a trick on you, or trying to embarrass you. She had been like that since you were little kids, always insisting on staying by your side, getting a bit jealous whenever your other friends were around. She had that habit of making pranks to people, especially to people she “absolutely adore” (her words, not yours). And not only did she love tricking you, there was one thing she liked even better than that, and that was having you flustered

You had never really understood why, it was just part of your routine after all, and you had pretty much gotten used to it ! Sometimes, you’d let yourself wonder about her more than as friends, but your mind had always stopped you before you could think too far. There was nothing worst than ever loosing Yerim, especially over that kind of stuff..

Greeting her, you hugged her tightly as she had come closer to you. Strangely enough, you always felt warm near her, and the cold was starting to get to you, so why wouldn’t you want to rest in her arms ?

“My loveee !! Hi hi hi !! How are you ?? How long have you been outside alone for ? Y’know you could’ve just knocked at my door and I would’ve came straight away ! I’d never miss an occasion to play with you !!”

She always called you that, her love, it was cute you thought

“I did !! But you didn’t answer the door, your mother told me you were busy, so I went on a walk instead !”

She laughed as you said those words, beginning a story about how crazy her morning had been. As much as you were trying to listen to her, you couldn’t help but focus on her pretty lips. Catching you only after a few seconds, Yerim leaned in, kissing your cheek and giggling as you tried to deny the red look on your face

“Did you really think I wouldn’t see that my love ? You must love me so much to stare at me for that long !”

You nodded in response, unsure of what to say. You did feel nervous around her and god was she so pretty and lovely, but she was also such a great friend, and you weren’t even sure of your feelings. Plus, she was just teasing you, as usual, nothing was ever serious with Yerim

Dragging you by the hand, Yerim brought you to a spot with accumulated snow, “enough to make the prettiest snow angels !” she said with a proud smile.

What you didn’t expect was tripping on the way there, it was so icy that you could barely keep yourself steady. On the ground, you reached out for Yerim’s hand, though instead, she let herself fall on top of you

Closing your eyes in embarrassment, you felt her breath down your neck. Softly opening your eyes, you were met with a slightly different Yerim. She still had that beautiful smile and that positive energy radiating out of her, but the glimpse of mischief in her eyes was gone, replaced by a spark

Inhaling the cold air before speaking, Yerim seemed nervous, for the first time in your life you were seeing your best friend being shy… !

Looking at you in the eyes, she spoke 

“I really want to kiss you right now Y/n”

Making you freeze in place, you felt your face heat up despite how cold it was outside. Seemingly impatient, she asked “Is that wrong to think of ?” 

And maybe it was because you were too tired to think, almost frozen to death, barely breathing, nervous, sweating, scared, excited, unaware of your own feelings, maybe it wasn’t a good idea

Or maybe it was because you loved her

But you leaned in, kissing her like you would never kiss anyone, hoping it would mean something to her

And it did,

It surely did when she pulled away, catching her breath, and pulled you back in, holding you close, apparently enjoying the position she found herself in

Your homework was long forgotten by now, and you couldn’t bring yourself to care about anything other than her lips on yours

What a day !

You're my safe space <3 and I hope you have a safe space to go to too

I am legit honoured to be your safe space oh my god !!!

If you ever ever need to talk, you can always come in my inbox, and you are so welcome in dms as well :)

As for me, I feel safe in the comfort of my blankets, watching silly videos about my silly interests, whenever im journaling, and I feel safe here as well <3

Psst !!

You are the message that made me want to start posting again :o !!!!

Aye have a good day/night man

I hope ur okay, you're doing great and I'm very proud of you <3

- biker anon

Hii famous biker anon !! I hope you know that I am in the process of reading all the unanswered messages in my inbox, and that yours always hold a special place in my heart !

Thank you so much <3 wishing you the bestest^^ !!