Hello My Loves, And Whoever May Read This And Not Know Me

Hello my loves, and whoever may read this and not know me <3

I wanted to inform all of you that some changes have been made concerning the content put out on my account ! If you wish to know more in detail, you can look at the pinned post on my profile :)

And if you do not know me, hii ! I am a sapphic writer, who mainly writes fluff and tends to write for groups such as Itzy, Loona, Lesserafim, Aespa and whoever you may think about <3

Have a wonderful rest of your day, and please treat yourself well :)

Omg I'm so late but happy birthday 😭

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THANKIES SO SO MUCHHH <3

That is adorably sweet <3 I hope you had a wonderful time during the Holidays ! Sending you much much MUCH love <3

I missed seeing you in my inbox aha !!

What was you’re worst heartbreak?? (I’m korean so sorry if my english not that good😅”

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I'm not really planning on writing on here anymore, but I love answering you guys once in a while <3

So to answer you, I've had two like, I guess actual heartbreaks in my life (romantically speaking), so let me tell you my story !

The first one was with a girl that lived far, we had met online and had started talking quite a lot. They were really flirty with me, and it made me feel really good about myself. We'd share a lot, from casual things like how our days were going to deeper and more personal stuff, we were getting really close ! It was the first time I genuinely felt attracted to someone in my life (never had a crush before that), and wtf it was such a weird feeling.. Anyways !! It was great in the beginning because they were pretty romantic and knew how to make a girl flustered, but as time went by, things started to get kinda bad. They'd be rude, or even a little mean to me, and sometimes, their behaviour was downright toxic !! And after 8 months of talking, I found out they were flirting with someone else, and wanted to dump me for them. That obviously hurt a lot, and tbh, still kinda stings to this day.

Then, my second heartbreak was also with a girl that lived far. In my opinion, she was perfect. She was pretty, taller than me, cute, joyful, and our personalities just matched really well ! I was always enjoying my time with her, and getting to call her my girlfriend was probably one of the best memories I have of my life as of right now. It started going wrong because her parents were unsupportive of their daughter being part of the Lgbtq+ community, and they tried to get her to cut me off. Her phone was constantly being checked, and sometimes, I'd go a week without hearing anything from her. I was getting tired, but I was young, and she meant a lot to me, so I kept waiting. And one day, after I had just finished my shift at work, I received a long message from her announcing that she was breaking up with me. She said I deserved someone that could be there, and that she felt really sorry, but didn't know what else to do

Now you know a little bit more about me !! If you guys ever want to talk about yourselves in my inbox, go ahead my loves <3

Hello my most precious loves <3

I hope you are all well, snd well rested, after these few days of vacations. I took some time for myself since my birthday came, I hope you didn't mind my little absence

Stay tuned for more gatpeople4itzy content, it is coming !!!! <3

Make sure to take care, as always, and to be kind to yourselves !!

Coldest night

with Aespa’s Giselle (Aeri)

wordcount : 1,6k

Warnings : kissing, subtle reference to alcohol

I promised you that you would get content soon enough, and here it is <3 I hope you will like it :) take care pretty lovelies !!!

You weren’t sure as to why you had let your friends drag you here; you had told them multiple times already that you weren’t too fond of social gathering. However, since you were already on your way there, you weren’t stubborn enough to take your leave now

It’s not that you disliked socializing or hanging out with friends, in fact, you did enjoy being around others and letting go of the stress school brought you ! It’s just that there were some times where it felt a little bit more intimidating than they should be

You loved your friends, and never could you find yourself be angry at them, though you couldn’t help feeling a little lonely as they all their respective lovers, and you had yet to find yours. You got along well with your friend’s partners, and you were grateful they would enlight your dear friends’ lives, but you did wish you didn’t find yourself alone when they would leave to get some privacy whenever you guys would attend parties or other such kind of events

You weren’t actively looking for a girlfriend yourself, you didn’t even think much of it actually. Although you seemed indifferent about having a lover for yourself, you sometimes did long for the affection and care a romantic partner could bring you. That and accompanying you whenever you found yourself feeling annoyed by the silence you had been living with all throughout your teenage years, as you had never gotten into a proper relationship with anybody

That’s why you found yourself here, close to a window in an attempt to clear your mind with the cold breeze that traveled the outside world. You had been here for a little while, after spending an hour following your friends around. You had lost them some time ago, as they had been going in diverse directions and had disappeared in a span of a few seconds 

You didn’t really mind the peace you felt being in a corner of the room, as you watched a bunch of other students fool around and drink. School dances were quite popular around here, but you didn’t really get the hype. They were more a synonym of hanging out with your friends than partying, which wasn’t bad at all, but not extraordinary or out of your regular routine

And more often than not, they were a bit too much;  

Your head started to ache;

The music was a little too loud, your body hurt a little too much and your vision became a little too blurry. You weren’t really aware of your surroundings anymore, the noise and the suffocating amount of people around were overwhelming you, even though you hadn’t consumed any substances

You weren’t sure of what was going on when you felt something warm wrap around your hands,  

“Hey, is everything alright ? You don’t seem okay”, a soft voice asked

Your vision was still blurry as you tried to distinguish what or who was speaking to you. You started to see come to your senses and see more clearly as your eyes met what seemed like the prettiest girl you had ever seen. She was looking at you with a worried expression on her face. As her hands held yours, you could tell she was waiting for your response

“I’m okay, I think, just feeling dizzy” you responded to her

You expected her to nod and turn away, but instead, her hands went up to your face, making your heartbeat increase. She stared directly in your eyes for a few seconds before she spoke again

“Hmm, yeah. You seem a little sick”

She put a hand around your waist and slipped the other back in your hand as she made you walk forward 

“I’ll take you outside for a bit, how does that sounds ?”

“Sounds good to me.. um? I’m sorry I didn’t catch your name” you told her

“I’m Aeri, nice to meet you pretty” you could feel yourself blushing

“I’m Y/n” you responded to her shyly

As she guided you to a door leading outside, you could feel her breath in your neck. You weren’t sure as to why she was helping you walk and was desperately so gentle, but you weren’t going to complain

“Wait a second” she asked you as you arrived in front of the door

“There” she spoke again, making you wear her own coat so you wouldn’t be too cold

“Oh you don’t need to !” you told her, even if you liked the idea of wearing her clothes

“I’d rather you don’t get cold beautiful” she replied, and winked

You both went outside, walking around the school ground. Holding each other’s hands, you felt somewhat at ease. Yes, she was a girl you had barely seen in the hallways, and you didn’t know much about her aside from her name and the fact that she was in the grade above you

However, it didn’t really matter at that moment. Truly, nothing seemed to matter as she wrapped her arms around you. She smelled so good, and she was so mesmerizing too

“I’m sorry if I seem overly affectionate with you pretty, I just really do find you beautiful, and I don’t wanna lose sight of you. But please, stop me if you ever feel the need to okay ?” she broke the comfortable silence that had lasted between the both of you since you had gone outside

“I really don’t mind it Aeri” you smiled at her

“You’re really pretty too” you admitted to her, clearly blushing, and that didn’t go unnoticed by her

You both gazed at the other for a while, like there was a bunch of words you wanted to blurt out, but nothing was able to come out. It felt good, just looking at the other, nothing else than affectionate eyes and shy smiles. There was tension in the air, like something was about to happen. Your palms were sweaty, and she was breathing heavily, you were both nervous, aware of what could come next

You felt incredibly warm, even if tonight was probably the coldest night of all winter. Time seemed as if it was stopped, like nothing else was left in the world. Unaware of your surroundings, the only thing you could focus on was her

And then, she leaned in

You shut your eyes

“Y/n !! We’ve been looking for you for so long !” your friends yelled, a few feets away

You turned around as Aeri kissed your cheek and glared at your friends. She seemed awfully upset that her moment with you was now ruined

Your friends hugged you, thanking Aeri for looking after you 

“If you don’t mind, we’ll take Y/n back” they said, and didn’t let her the time to even reply anything

You looked at her again, pouting, as you seemingly heard “I’ll see you later” from her, a sly smirk on her face

You were a little disappointed to not be around her anymore, but at the same time, you were glad your friends came, as your heart was finally calming down and you felt way less nervous

It was your first time ever feeling that way

What a strange night!

You hung out with your friendgroup for the rest of the evening, laughing and smiling as they spoke to you. They questioned you a lot about Aeri, though you weren’t sure what to say. Aside from the fact that she was so gentle and made you feel tingly inside, of course

Other students started dancing as music was playing loudly around the room. You didn’t really have the energy to do like the others, but you still forced yourself a little, enjoying the time you had with your friends

A slow started as you suddenly felt hands on your waist, that same perfume and heavy breath hitting you again

“I’m going to steal them for a moment, if you don’t mind” Aeri spoke to your friends, her hand possessively holding you

She dragged you in the middle of the room as she smiled at you all the way to there

“Missed you pretty” she said as she put her forehead against yours, beginning to move in synch with the song that was playing

“May I ask you to dance this slow with me” she asked you, with a little bit of tease in her voice, and a glimpse of lust in her eyes

“Anything for you Aeri” you replied, letting yourself get guided by her movements

You two danced like that for a long while, slow after slow, you were tired but didn’t want this moment to end. You could have stayed like that for years

The last slow was announced as Aeri pulled you closer to her, your lips ghosting hers as she eyed them carefully

“Do you mind if I….” knowing what she meant, you quickly interrupted her with a shy “yes”, wanting to feel her on you

“Anything for you beautiful,” she spoke, before pressing her lips against yours. She was soft, like she had been the whole night, but hungry, she was passionate. You felt something warm in your chest as she kissed you more deeply, her tongue brushing against the insides of your mouth. Occasionally, she would bite your lip, making it sting a little which would cause you to whine. The sounds you’d let escape made her grin, she was having as much fun as you were

You had to pull away for a brief moment; you had to catch your breath

“You taste so sweet, I just can’t get enough of you” she told you, before asking you if you wanted to spend the night together

“Not in a weird way I mean ! I just don’t want to let you go yet” she pouted a little

And you reassured her with another kiss

The wind was maybe roaring outside, your hands were still freezing from earlier and your entire body felt sore; you should have probably gone home long ago,

But that wasn’t enough to pull you away from the warmth that united you two

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