Everytime I Think About Drawing One Of My Paras And Try, It Never Ends Up Being How Imagine Them In My

everytime i think about drawing one of my paras and try, it never ends up being how imagine them in my head . like seriously 😭 i'm good at drawing but i think it's just because my perception of my paras are too .. extreme.😅

i had a friend admit she stalked my old tumblr account before.. i'm not ok 😭😭 idk i dont feel good about people who are close to me/irl friends stalking my socials bc i have personal accounts for a reason u can go stalk those but to stalk these ones where its just me talking to the internet and only the internet? lowkey made me uncomfortable when she said that but i guess i can kind of let it go even though i rlly dont wanna bc we were going through some stuff and she wanted to check whether i was saying stuff on tumblr about her since im rlly active on here (nothing came out of my mouth) ... sorry for the lil rant its js smth that i wanted to get off my chest bc i hate people crossing my boundaries like that 😭

do u guys ever just think about your old paracosms and js start to miss them a lil bit 😭 like i was such a different person during that period of time

me on my death bed but i remember how deku mightve be putting all the blame onto himself after seeing bakugos dead body thinking things like "if only i got here sooner" and continously self depricating even though it was not his fault at all 💔

THIS IS SOOOOO REAL especially since i have a 4 year old paracosm with the most complex lore the human brain probably can't comprehend & sometimes when i tell people about it i js wish i could let them borrow my brain so they already know the story before i unleash my next idea so they can js be like WOOOO YEAH 😕

yknow what would be really nice? if there was someone who was like. as invested in my paracosm's story as I was. bc then whenever something exciting happens I could just go up to them like "hey look!!! look at this idea that popped into my head!! look look look!!" and I wouldn't need to explain every tiny detail that makes the idea so exciting bc. they already know the details

yeah same but now that im thinking about it i think i'd feel honoured if someone told me i popped up in their daydream ... 🫣

fellow maladaptive daydreamers, do you also feel really guilty and gross when your daydreams involve real people? like even if you can’t help it