THIS IS SOOOOO REAL Especially Since I Have A 4 Year Old Paracosm With The Most Complex Lore The Human

THIS IS SOOOOO REAL especially since i have a 4 year old paracosm with the most complex lore the human brain probably can't comprehend & sometimes when i tell people about it i js wish i could let them borrow my brain so they already know the story before i unleash my next idea so they can js be like WOOOO YEAH 😕

yknow what would be really nice? if there was someone who was like. as invested in my paracosm's story as I was. bc then whenever something exciting happens I could just go up to them like "hey look!!! look at this idea that popped into my head!! look look look!!" and I wouldn't need to explain every tiny detail that makes the idea so exciting bc. they already know the details

it's like a ritual

me ranting to myself about the parallels and relationships between my OCs (it's 1am)

i think i'm already starting to feel the symptoms of not feeling attracted to irl people 😭 like not in an aroace way bc i still do feel attracted to people sometimes but i dont think i can get into a relationship and love someone more than i love my paracosm and my paras

is it even possible to feel the same kind of love in real life that you feel in your paracosm? i swear i love nobody more than my paras, and i'm scared i'll never experience love in real life because of this

ON GODDDDDDD I HATE THIS. ive BEENN saying how its so weird when people make MADD out to be such a cool and quirky thing that everyone does , what they're probably talking is immersive daydreaming and that's nothing compared to maladaptive daydreaming... spending 30 mins daydreaming about ur lil crush with fake scenarios before bed and blah blah blah ... calling that quirky and fun MADD is so crazy bc it just shows how you've done literally no research on what you're talking about and it just makes you look stupid to people who actually suffer from it. the tiktokification about disorders like these need to be studied bro

this kind of pissed me off because some people who are responding to this is making it seem like maladaptive daydreaming is some whimsical nonsense and coming up with fake scenarios in order to sleep at night. while that can be true, MALADAPTIVE means negatively affecting to function daily.

like it is NOT normal.

no hate to OP! just to give my two cents

i had a friend admit she stalked my old tumblr account before.. i'm not ok 😭😭 idk i dont feel good about people who are close to me/irl friends stalking my socials bc i have personal accounts for a reason u can go stalk those but to stalk these ones where its just me talking to the internet and only the internet? lowkey made me uncomfortable when she said that but i guess i can kind of let it go even though i rlly dont wanna bc we were going through some stuff and she wanted to check whether i was saying stuff on tumblr about her since im rlly active on here (nothing came out of my mouth) ... sorry for the lil rant its js smth that i wanted to get off my chest bc i hate people crossing my boundaries like that 😭

lil jonghyuk sketch i made whilst binging thewizardliz's videos 🤘🏼🤘🏼 hes my babygirl