Day 11 Of Geneuary: Alternate Universe! So Tapped Into @egosarchive 's Adventure Time Au, And Here's

Day 11 of Geneuary: alternate universe! So tapped into @egosarchive 's adventure time au, and here's Gene the Dog (sorta LOL)

cute fic for geneuary about bob and gene hanging out together and playing music and also talking about upcoming changes in life (re: baby louise)

@goldendoodlerlockerlove thanks for organizing this and for being another gene enthusiast :) you're the best

Doodler, you’re an artist who does Art Commissions, why do you keep getting Art Commissions from other people—

Because it supports my fellow artists, who are some of my favorite people, and it’s so lovely seeing some of my OCs or just other characters be drawn in a style different from my own. It’s such a joy to see.

I just can’t help myself, I have a problem every time I see a new Comm sheet 😭 My brain is just like LET ME LOVE YOU, YOU AMAZING ARTIST.

Geneuary Day One: Dream/Imagination

I like to think that Gene’s dream is to have Alexis ask him to be their Valentine 🙈

It would be very sweet, I think, seeing a flustered, pining Gene. It was definitely a departure from when I draw a flustered, pining Alexis, pffffft.

Geneuary Day Two: Family/Alternate Universe

I immediately came up with the idea to interpret this prompt by drawing Gene and Louise as Phineas and Ferb, mainly because that was one of my absolute favorite shows as a kid (and it still is). And I got this idea partially to celebrate the fact that the show is officially coming back with new episodes 🥳

This sounds a bit sad, but I'm someone who used to have absolutely zero faith in my artistic abilities. I've been writing my entire life, and haven't had too many self-confidence issues with that (well, I've gotten down on myself about my writing before, but I've gotten a lot better about that). I've always known I have the ability to write, as I've been doing it almost my entire life.

But drawing was a different story. I used to always tell myself "Ha! I just need to stick to writing. I'll never be able to draw. Are you kidding? Look at all of these talented artists. And look at these gorgeous realistic anatomy they can do!! I'll never be able to do that. I have no artistic ability whatsoever. It's just not my thing."

That was really my first mistake, comparing myself to other artists, and judging my ability to draw before I even tried. But another thing that really lowered my confidence in my artistic abilities was this one moment in my English class my Sophomore year of high school. We had this assignment to make a short comic based on the story The Fall of the House of Usher by Edgar Allen Poe. I'm sure everyone knows that story. I did mine, and forgot to sign it at first, and my teacher saw. He was always a harsh grader, but he held up my paper, not knowing it was mine, and called it Kindergarten work. In front of the entire class. Needless to say, I was mortified. I immediately redid the assignment, losing almost all of my faith in my own artistic abilities.

But something changed when the Pandemic hit. I got an iPad, which made digital drawing so much easier and more fun. And I just had a lot of time on my hands because of lockdowns. And I thought to myself: Huh. Well, maybe I don't have to draw realistically. Maybe I can practice my drawing skills more by drawing more cartoony art.

And that's exactly what I did. And now I'm proud to say I'm actually confident in my art now!! I sort of have my own style now, which has definitely evolved over the years. I guess that's just what can happen when you practice and try to push aside the self-doubt festering in the back of your mind. It wasn't always easy, but I kept trying to encourage myself instead of just putting myself down.

Now I can proudly say that I've gotten paid for my art, and my clients were all thrilled with the results so far. And I can't wait to keep drawing for people and making them happy. I think I've definitely come a long way from so-called "Kindergarten work".