Something I Noticed About Myself Is That I Don't Ask For Help Or Get People's Attention In The Proper

Something I noticed about myself is that I don't ask for help or get people's attention in the proper way. Instead, I stare at them until they ask if something is wrong or if I need anything, and then I'll ask for help.

I do this at work too, which has posed to be a bit problem. Because I'll be doing electrical work, and then I see something that I need help with, and then I'll just stare at the nearest member of my crew until they notice me staring.

Another thing about staring that I do!! I make aggressive eye contact when talking to people. I really like eye contact. I don't know why.

And then when I start talking, I talk with my eyes. Like I look absolutely everywhere when I'm the one talking. But when I'm listening, I make the aggressive eye contact, or look at something else if I need extra stimulus.

It's been three days. Did I draw it? Nope!! I got home and passed out!! And didn't remember about this until now! Will I draw it now? Probably not!! Is there a lesson in this? Yep!! Never trust Mackerel when they say they'll draw something. She probably won't.

SPEAKING OF DRAWING!!!! I have my own rottmnt au that I really wanna draw or write, but I'm just not in the mood. Like, I wanna talk about it and plan, but at the same time, I just wanna play silly little ice cream game and take a nap.

So I'm having a sleepover with one of my friends, and we're listening to my liked songs on shuffle.

"I refuse to sing along" was playing. When it got to the outro with Ernie saying there's someone at the door and Bert telling him to see who it is, I skipped it there. The next song was "I gotta feeling" by the black eyed peas. And the image of the black eyed peas standing outside the bathroom door is SO GOSH DARN FUNNY

I'm drawing that when I get out of work tonight.

#me when i #get got

I want to draw. I really do. However, there are too many things that I want to draw. So I can't draw. Instead, I am daydreaming about what I want to draw and hoping the priority drawing list sorts itself out.

In the meantime!! I've been playing a lot of Pony Town lately and it's been really fun!! I've been going around as Shadow the Hedgehog mainly, and I'm currently working on a Silver skin, if his hair would ever cooperate with me! I need to go back and revamp my old skins because I got a new style and I want to be as proud of the rest of mine, as I am of Shadow.

Another thing I've been doing is daydreaming about Split Custody Au!! That is a rottmnt au that I'm working on where Draxum and Big Mama made a deal that she gets one of the warriors for the Battle Nexus, in exchange for Draxum using Lou Jitsu. However, things went awry when Lou Jitsu not only escaped, but took three turtles with him. Sooo Draxum needs his warrior and Big Mama needs her champion and there's only one turtle and things went wrong and they have to raise him as a baby. So they share him until they can come up with a compromise or Donnie is old enough to make his own decision.

I've been coming up with the silly plot and the funny nonsense stuff and whether I want Donnie to have a different name and I think that I do but it'd be really funny if they remained Donatello because Big Mama was adamant about that name for some reason and Draxum wanted a name fitting for a warrior but Big Mama was like "you lost my champion and three children. I'm naming him."

And he turned out to be an ABSOLUTE menace who has two very powerful parents who love and spoil him and hate each other because that's just so funny!!

I do nothing if not for comedic purposes.

Aside from that, I've been working on the cast for No Flash Photography Please and it's slowly coming together! I'm trying to not force it because I don't wanna end up hating the characters like what happened with Ashlyn. Ashlyn doesn't exist anymore. She was in Ollie and Lucky Against the World.

I'm going for the feel of just a handful of theater kids being stupid together, because that's what they are. Stupid cringy theater kids. Saying this as a stupid cringy theater kid.

Forgive any word mistakes, I was in the mood to ramble, not form a coherent post.

I don't actually know if anyone has done split custody au before but I'm hoping not. I'll take this down if they have.

OH HOME SWEET HOME TIME TO RAID THE FRIDGE!!!!!!!

MWAH-HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! I HAVE FIGURED IT OUT!!!!