#me When I #get Got

#me when i #get got

Something I noticed about myself is that I don't ask for help or get people's attention in the proper way. Instead, I stare at them until they ask if something is wrong or if I need anything, and then I'll ask for help.

I do this at work too, which has posed to be a bit problem. Because I'll be doing electrical work, and then I see something that I need help with, and then I'll just stare at the nearest member of my crew until they notice me staring.

Another thing about staring that I do!! I make aggressive eye contact when talking to people. I really like eye contact. I don't know why.

And then when I start talking, I talk with my eyes. Like I look absolutely everywhere when I'm the one talking. But when I'm listening, I make the aggressive eye contact, or look at something else if I need extra stimulus.

Some art I drew recently that I forgot to post!!

This one (^^^) is Frankie! And also my clownsona! And also Frankie's clownsona!!

Frankie is Ollie's best friend and together the two of them (and their friends Gabriel and Allison) go on clown outings regularly!!

I sketched them out at work and lined and colored today!!

I also colored regular Frankie, and made eyelids (in the event I turn them into a fursuit(which would be sick as hell)) and I'm designing their clown outfit!!

This is my persona and my pfp!! I drew them yesterday at my mom's office, while I was waiting to go to the bus stop!!

And this is a little teeny tiny sloppy doodle of Ollie!! Because I love him!! Also drew them at work.

I ALSO drew a headshot for a.. friend(??) yesterday, because they were upset about not having art of their character, but then they unfriended me this morning sooo..

I'm too cool for them anyway (...)

So something about me is that I really like puppets. I grew up on puppet shows. My puppet interest comes in phases, but it always comes back.

I also really like to write!! Currently, I have two big stories in the works. There's Ollie and Lucky Against the World, which I posted about before. I deleted the side-blog for it, because I kept changing it. That one has a bit of puppetry.

My other is No Flash Photography Please, and that one is completely puppets! It actually crosses over with Against the World at one point! This one was really made to expand upon the secondary world I'm making.

One thing I'm historically bad at is character design. I can make stories and personalities all day long, but the designs give me lots of trouble. I'd love to share them here if I had them. But I'm working on it!! Trying my best!

I want to post about the stories more, but I'm worried about spoilers, but I also just really wanna ramble about it, haha! Maybe someday I'll tell you about it.

You know when you do a thing, and then immediately after doing that thing, you have regrets about doing that thing because you might have just made a complete fool of yourself. ... I can't take the thing back and I wanted to do the thing, but I wish I had done it differently. But I can't say that because I don't know! I just can't! It feels like one of those things that's not illegal, but I'm gonna live in shame forever if I admit it.

I've had so many of those today. So sorry to all of the people I have bothered in the past 24 hours with just embarrassing myself and saying stupid stuff. Unfortunately I am just a blob of embarrassment juice, trying to live in a society.

I made a thing and I'm actually really proud of it, even though it was rushed and I should be doing other stuff.

It was to respond to someone saying we could commit a war crime in a server I'm in!

Bodies aren't really my thing, I don't usually draw them. I don't think I'm all that good at them, but that's ok! This was fun!! Even if the anatomy doesn't really make sense to me!

Oh! And here are some alts:

And the background, which is just a bunch of explosions smashed together!

If I cared enough to go back, there's a lot that I'd fix.. But I don't wanna do that, soooo