I Don't Know How To Transition Out Of That Last Post So

i don't know how to transition out of that last post so

chocolate beetroot and zucchini cake probably sounds gross but just imagine a dark chocolate fudge that's even fudgier and healthier

THATS WHAT HE REMINGDS ME OF

GEOFF'S VOICE SOUNDS LIKE WHAT CHOCOLATE BEETROOT ZUCCHINI CAKE TASTES LIKE

LIKE WHAT

the idea of Percy Jackson, Son of Poseidon, being genderfluid will never stop being funny to me

i love relationships where both parties can be considered the scary dog

cough percabeth cough

cough the Castellucci couple cough

More serious post because I want to try and help people.

tw: suicide, mental health, depression

If you are feeling like nothing would change if you didn't exist, here's my advice. Note that I'm not, by any means, a professional, but I want to do something to help.

Get a plant. Get something that depends upon you to live.

When you feel like it would be better if you were dead, think about that plant. Think about the fact that if you died, it would die too, or at least it would become unhealthy. That plant is more than just a plant, it represents everyone you have ties to, and you do have ties to people, even if you don't think it.

If it dies early, acknowledge that there is a chance that you did something wrong, but know that you also might not have. Be sad, then get another one, maybe one that's easier to take care of.

You need to stay alive to water it, to help it grow and thrive. And when that plant eventually blooms, you can look at it and be glad that you stayed long enough to help it flourish. And you may realize that you have more of an effect on things around you than you think.

And when that plant dies, mourn it. Feel sad that it's gone. But remember how if it weren't for you, it would have never gotten a chance at life. Realize that it hopefully pulled you out of that horrible place, even just a little bit.

Realize that nothing is permanent, not even the bad things, and that you can outlive them, you just need to find a way to.

Don't ever overdo it.

If you can't go outside today, don't. But maybe open a window, get some fresh air. If you can get up, but don't have the energy to make your bed, that's completely fine! Don't want to make food? Don't, but don't go hungry either. Have a piece of fruit, or maybe toast. Celebrate the small wins and celebrate them when they happen.

Take it slow.

Don't rush things. Good days happen, bad days happen. If it's a bad day, do what you can to make it a neutral day. If it's a good day, congratulations!

Suicide is not the easy way out. There is no easy way out of depression. Recovery is not easy, but it's far, far better than the alternative.

the intro to the Broadway ACA top 10 threw me off so fucking much, because i first saw it in a compilation and i'm like ??? why ??? why are they both racist ???