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To be honest, I really struggle with self-doubt sometimes. And because of that, I’m always searching for some sort of praise to lift my spirits, even if it’s just for a minute. Because if I don’t, my criticism and thoughts slow me down, until I’ve dug a grave of negativity that I lay in, usually for weeks. And it’s just as hard to get out of that pit as it is to get your grades back up. And even though I get all this love and support from my family and you guys, most times, I distort those words of love into something that makes me think that I could have done better. I wholeheartedly believe that this message applies to most people, because it is only human that we put ourselves down, so that we can improve. And it’s inevitable. We can’t help it, we’re just wired that way.

Recently, I’ve really tried to let go of my perfectionism, and it’s been a struggle. For these things that I’ve been telling myself for years have been permanently cemented into my day to day thought process.

But it all leads to growth.

In some way or another, you and I will improve and change drastically. Albeit, a very long and slow process, if you’re able to look back today, and just take a moment, take a breath, and just think of all the things you’ve done, all the beautiful people you’ve met, all the culture you’ve witnessed….Though you may not think it, or feel it (I know I don’t), we are amazing. Truly graceful in what we are passionate about, and what we’re capable of doing well. Please, take this message and remind yourself as much as you can, that you actually are enough. You’re right where you need to be.

You are right where you need to be.

Me, every day.

Ok so, this is my second time typing this because tumblr erased my post so- *inhale, exhale*… that’s just peachy. I don’t really like this one, I just feel like the colors are too harsh.

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Bavid Dowie

david bowie

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