Everything Is Going To Change Very Instantly And You Will Feel A Strong Pull Towards The Ocean.

Everything is going to change very instantly and you will feel a strong pull towards the ocean.

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#072021

It has been an amazing day! I'm always blown away by Spirit and The Universe and the level of healing and releasing they guide me through but today's was next level!

Today has truly been life changing. I've experienced so much clearing, releasing and healing today, I feel over the moon. I feel so blessed.

One major release was to do with the TF. Happy to share it and I'll try to keep it short;

Our TF relationship started like every other you can read about with all the key words like intense, passionate, meant to be, felt like we knew each other from another lifetime, got along, ying and yang etc. You get the jist. Eventually the relationship dynamic changed. He did things. And he kept doing things. It was his pattern, I saw it, I knew it. He didn't and always denied it. He was totally oblivious to it, didn't think he had triggers or patterns or any self sabotaging behaviours. So I knew very well why our relationship started to slide and diminsh. It was inevitable.

Our TF relationship always had aspects of deceit and deception in it.

I've healed and I've released much from this relationship. I've actually let go of my TF as impossible as that feat may seem. In mediations today I was guided to release further residue energies from this (there will always be more) relationship. This time it was important for me to connect to the exact moment which was the catalyst for the relationships change of dynamic.

When the 'unbalancing' first appeared in our relationship, we were in a cafe, it was during lunch break. We worked together and earlier that morning, I had discovered that he was deceiving me, lying to me and cheating on me. I read explicit messages between him and another woman. I saw explicit and sexual photos. I watched explicit and sexual videos that they exchanged. I was heartbroken. Actually heartbroken doesn't even exemplify what I felt or what I was experiencing then.

Back to that exact moment the energy shifted. We were sitting in the cafe together. He said sorry, and by this time he had probably said sorry a few times. But this one time he said it, I remember feeling an enormous shift in energy at that exact moment but I didn't know why. Now I do. It was the exact moment that our TF relationship would find its unbalance. We had little hope for success after that because neither of us had enough awareness to properly heal ourselves, heal the relationship etc to find our centre again in ourselves and our TF relationship.

The energy changed because when he said 'sorry', I accepted it. I accepted it knowing that his 'sorry' was not an 'accountable sorry'. I accepted it knowing that it was a 'manipulators sorry', a 'problematic sorry'. Yes, I was aware of all this but yet I accepted it. He did not know this type of 'sorry' would be the trigger for him to keep this behavioural pattern perpetuating. He was not aware what type of 'sorry' he gave me as he was unaware of his triggers, patterns and self sabotaging behaviours. He absolutely believed that his 'sorry' was filled with genuineness and he believed that he said it with the best intentions too.

In that moment I wanted to believe in him too. I wanted him to know that I believed in him too (and secretly had hoped we could work on healing his traumas too). I wanted him to know I wasn't going to give up on him (and again secretly I hoped this moment would be a catalyst for him to see his cycles and sabotaging ways).

So in that moment I accepted his 'sorry'.

That day I didn't feel like being near him. But I also knew I could not be without him. Such is the TF relationship!

That was a little longer than what I thought I would give.

I just want to end this by giving thanks to the Universe for all of my experiences, for this moment, for their guidance today in my releases and healing. I am very grateful and so blessed. I AM.

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#07082021

I am forever changed since meeting my twin flame and I have evolved so much spiritually. Yes, I have been busy doing alot of my shadow work...

I know what it is to love unconditionally..

How it is gentle. How it is passionate and intense. How it is unifying. How it's ever forgiving and non judgemental. How it is inclusive and gives permission and freedom as a reflection of divine love.

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#13072021

I knew of a deep sadness within you. No, you didn't tell me.

I know you as I know myself.

I know your layers. I know your emotional struggles. I know your shame. Because I know you.

Happiness is all I wish for you.

I hope you have found all that you desire and your plans are working out as you had planned for them. I hope the deep sadness that was in your heart has healed.

#11072021

And filled with many choices. Choose the highest frequency.

All that matters is that you decide.

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The detour leading me to my highest timeline involves a different path altogether including a new career in a new industry.

I'm told the first year is going to hurt my heart a little. Maybe so, but I'm sure it may hurt my ego more!

Who knows where the stars take us!! I just know I'm ready to flow with the Universe.

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