Tears And Healing

Tears and Healing

A/N: just a small comfort fic because i broke my clean streak a couple minutes ago. you’re never alone, if you want to talk, i’m here. hurting yourself isn’t the answer and i say this as someone who does. don’t be afraid to reach out, you’ve got this.

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CONTENT WARNING SH!!!! don’t read if you’re not comfortable with this

-choi jongho x reader

written quickly and tearfully; mentions of fresh sh and general depression

LAST WARNING OF SH MENTIONS BELOW THE CUT

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Tears filled your eyes quickly as Jongho held your hands gently, his eyes on your thighs as you sat in front of him. You wanted to tell him you broke your clean streak rather than him finding out on his own one day. It was painful to sit him down and tell him… to show him. But you loved him. And he loved you. No secrets. Not when it came to your well being. 

His eyes filled with tears to match yours as he looked between your fresh cuts and your own watery eyes. 

“What made you do it?”

“I don’t know…”, you sighed, “it’s just been a lot lately and I know you have your own things to worry about so I kept it to myself…”

“You’re my everything, love. You never have to hide stuff like this from me. I just want you happy.”, his hand left yours to wipe away some tears from your cheeks.

You nodded at him, words failing you as you watched him cry for you. You loved him so much and you never wanted to see him cry, but telling him, going through it all with by your side made it so much easier to face tomorrow. 

“I know it’s difficult speaking up, going through this… thank you for telling me, love. It’ll be okay, yeah?” 

You smiled at him sadly, your tears falling with his as he pulled you to his chest, a comforting hand rubbing your back gently.

“You’re not alone. You never are. I promise you, Y/N… I will always be here for you.”

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