I Wanna Say That There's Still Hope But Sometimes Things Just Don't Go Your Way

I wanna say that there's still hope but sometimes things just don't go your way

Do you ever mean the things you say? When you say you never loved me, do you mean that? When you called me worthless, a waste of space, is that what you really see in me?

"I just don't want to disappoint you"

"you're already a disappointment, how much worse can you get?"

"thanks for the support."

"anytime!"

half the time I get too embarrassed to say anything

tum aankhon mein dekho humaari sab samjh jaaoge, tum aankhon se batana hum samjh jaayenge

I used to go to this institution, but now that I've left, someone I know, who currently studies there told me, that people I used to study with talk about my hair (zulfe) with great admiration. I think I might have taken 'zulfe khuli rakhne lagi hu, kahi hawayein naaraz naa ho jaaye' a bit too seriously.