#3 All I Want Is ABreak

#3 All I Want Is A Break

Angsty cause this job hunting process is relentless. 

Y/N and Yoongi are best friends, then lovers, until he decides he wants to find out what life can be without her. 

Pairing: Yoongi x female reader + Taehung 

Genre: Non-IdolAU / Angst / Smut in the next part 

Warnings: Curse words/ heartache/ it’s quite angsty and will have smut if we continue. 

Word count: 3.8K+

Note: Picked up my old writing to give it something new. Let me know how you like it? 

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It’s strange. I’m standing in front of him. I know him. I know this man inside out. Have you ever stood in front of someone you have known your entire life, but they suddenly felt like a stranger to you? I could hear him speaking, and he was not making sense to me. 

“Don’t you want to, maybe, see other people? Know how they are? Know how you’ll be with them? Will you be someone different, or will you be the same? I mean, you and I know each other inside out. But, we don’t know how anybody else is! We don’t know how great or, even worse, it might be if we are with other people. Don’t you ever feel like finding out?”

This was Yoongi, my Yoongi. My best friend since we were 7, boyfriend since - did it matter? He wanted to explore being with other people. 

“Think about it, Y/N,” He didn’t stop. “Jae and I were discussing this. How the different relationships change you, and how they make you grow? Have you never thought about this? Don’t look at me like that,” He rolled his eyes. 

He rolled his eyes as I stared, sitting in front of him, my brain trying to catch up and pre-empt his next dialogue. 

“It’s been too long? Don’t you feel so? We have always been together! Exploring, or even I don’t know, taking a break isn’t a bad idea. To just discover ourselves…” He took another sip of the beer he had poured for us. My glass remained untouched. His, refilled twice, was almost empty. 

This entire week had felt off. It felt like the music had changed, and I didn’t know the artist anymore. He went on. His life-changing discussion with our friends. Our friends? His friends. Life-changing decisions, all in the two dinners I missed. “It’s just a break. Nothing more,” His decision was made. When my boyfriend decided something, he went through with it. “We spend some time apart from each other. I’ll go live with Jae, and we can just explore and see life without each other in our lives. Just a small break,” He said so easily.

“You’re my best friend.” My first words as I tried to make sense of the situation. He had been my best friend since 7. We did everything together since we were 7. And, when we started dating, I needed no one else. 

“And you’re mine. But, listen to me,” he took my hands in his, pulling me out of my static stance, and shaking me up to see what was happening. “We need to know who we are, without each other too. I think it is healthy for me to want that. I’m not saying I want to break up. I just want a break from yo-” I pulled my hands away. “That’s not what I mean.” He realised he fucked up with the wrong words. Like he had not been fucking up till now. I knew him inside out. 

Maybe he could see the betrayal on my face or the tears welling up in my eyes. I was having an out-of-body experience. It felt like I could see myself breaking down, but that hurt hadn’t seeped in yet. “What I mean is, I just want to know life as a person of my own. Who I am without us being together cause we have been together was so long. I want to know, do I actually like apple pie, or do I like it because you like it? That discussion just had me thinking if I can be the best for you if I’m not my own person." 

"So, you’re basically saying that you don’t want me in your life anymore?” I frowned.

“Don’t be dramatic,” He sighed. 

I laughed. “That’s literally what you just said." 

"I don’t know why you aren’t getting this.” He raised his voice. “You know, Maria said you won’t get it, and you don’t.” he shook his head, and sat back. 

“Maria said that I won’t get it? You’ve known these people for a month. You’ve known me for years!” I couldn’t stop the tears. “But, it’s not about them. If you want to break up with me, have the fucking balls to do it. Don’t come at me with, ‘I don’t know who I am/ we have always been together.’ Straight up, tell me you don’t want me anymore.” I walked back towards our room so I could pack a duffle bag and get out of this apartment.

“That’s not it. I just want a break. We are in university, in a new environment. This is the perfect time for it. Y/N!” He shouted as I stuffed my clothes in a bag. “Where are you going? You don’t know anyone. We are literally just discussing,” He was technically right. All my friends were his friends. It had always been like that. Yoongi socialised, and I tagged along. It had been a month since we started uni, and even though our courses were different, we lived together, and I spent time hanging out with his friends more than I cared to make mine. 

“We aren’t, though. You are breaking up with me,” I collected my stuff from our shared dresser and quickly dumped my laptop and books in my backpack. I would have to come back and collect my stuff, but this should hold me for a few days. 

“It’s a break!” He yelled. “You’re still my best friend! You’ll always be my best friend,” He yelled as I tried to walk past him. “You’ll always have that place in my life. Where the hell are you going!?”

“But that’s it, right? You want this place gone.” I could see the confusion on his face. He hadn’t thought this through. “What does 'explore and see life without each other in our lives’ even mean? Do you want us to pretend we don’t know each other? So, you can have your experiment with how your life would be if we,” I gestured between us, “never existed? Tough luck. We did. And, you don’t erase the past. You move on." 

"I feel like I am talking to a wall, Y/N,” he said, exasperated. 

“What am I supposed to understand? That my boyfriend came home today after meeting his friends to tell me that he wants to take a break because he has been with me for far too long. What even is this reason? Thanks for being the cliche of the century. You want to see different things? Who is stopping you? But you want to explore what is out there and still hold on to me, in case you realise that being alone, maybe, isn’t for you. I’m not an option, Yoongi.” I dropped my bags to the ground so I could call myself a cab.

“It’s not about options at all. I just…you are twisting my words. I don’t want to make you feel like you’re an option but haven’t you ever felt the need to want something more?” He questioned. “That maybe there is something worth more out there?” His eyes were wide. He had misspoken again. 

It was like a knife running through my chest. I couldn’t believe this was my best friend. That this man in front of me was the love of my life, and he hadn’t just degraded me. “All the best. I hope you find what you are looking for. My cab is here.” I ran out, and he ran out after me, but he didn’t call. He didn’t call me at all. 

—

“He said WHAT?” Zoya and I were four shots down, and I could feel it all hit me at once. 

“He wants to find out if there is something worth more than us being together. He could have just said he wanted to be single and live the uni life. Like all fuckboys out here. What the fuck even is a break?” I was so drunk. 

“Man, I’m sorry. But this is good for you. I can feel it. I’m getting the vibes,” Zoya tickled the air. 

“You can feel the vibe?” I looked at her. 

“Yaaa, I caaaannnn!” She slurred. “It’ll be difficult. Very, but no time like now." 

"I gotta figure out my housing situation,” I threw my head down to the bar table. My bags were behind the bar, or Zoya had thrown them behind the bar cause the bartender was her friend. She was my friend here, and actually, she was my only new friend here. 

“It’s sorted. That’s why I brought you here! Tae! Tae!” She yelled, flailing her arms, catching the bartender’s eye. 

“Okay, Zoya, stay seated, or I will throw you out,” The bartender pulled her hands together and made her sit down. 

“Tae, you have an extra room, right?” She asked sweetly. 

“Uh, I do,” He said with caution, his eyes flickering between us two. 

“Great! You’re looking for a roommate. I have your roommate!” She declared happily.

“You want me to live with a boy?” I looked at her.

“I’m looking for a roommate?” He questioned as well. 

“Yes, you can’t live alone. You need company. And Y/N, Tae’s place is very, and I mean, very nice. He is the best option at this point in the semester. He technically owns this bar and works here for free because he likes mixology.” Zoya kept each hand on one of our shoulders like she was planning a plot. 

“My father owns this bar,” Tae clarified. 

“Potehto Potahto,” Zoya mumbled, taking a long sip of her long island iced tea. “So, Y/N will take that spare bedroom, and I will come party at your place 'cause it’ll finally be interesting!" 

"Zoya bu–” She kept her finger on my lips. 

“But, today we will go to mine 'cause I got some pork ribs that we have to try!” She jumped off and walked towards the exit without looking back. 

Tae helped me with my bags and told another person to take over for him, “Taehyung,” He offered his hand for me to shake. “Zoya and I are school friends. I’m studying management here too." 

"Y/N,” I smiled. “I’ve not seen you before, though!”

“It’s a big class of, like-what, 70 people? I don’t think we share any of our secondary courses, either. Do you share them with Zoya?” He asked, walking me outside. 

“Yes, Contemporary Issues in Competitive Strategy,” I told him. 

“I think I’m taking that next sem. Zoya, my car’s in the parking lot. Let’s go,” He called for her, and she happily ran towards us. 

—

“This is a big apartment. Are you sure you don’t mind me here? Zoya just kinda dumped it -” It was pretty well done as well. Only the room, which would be mine, just had a bed. 

“No, I think it’ll be fun. My father’s assistant has kinda overdone it. But, you can name a household appliance, and I think you’ll find it here,” He laughed. 

“Oh nice, what’s your rent?” I asked so I could decide if I could afford the division. The apartment Yoongi and I shared was a gift from his parents, so thankfully, we had just furnished it. I knew I’d need to rediscuss my finances, but I think I would be very comfortable if I got a part-time job. 

“I own this place. My father believes in buying, not renting,” He explained. “But, I’m sure we can agree on something,” He smiled. 

Moving in with Tae was easy. Zoya helped me pack my stuff the next day when I knew Yoongi would be out, and since he still had not called or dropped a text, I went in and got the rest of my personal stuff when he was in classes. Tae and I went shopping for furniture for my room and other utilities in the evening, and before I knew it, I had already moved into another house in all of one day. Two days before this, I was in bed with Yoongi as he told me some hilarious joke which was considered Architecture 101, and now I was in a completely different building, alone. 

“You haven’t moved,” Tae stood in front of my room. He had helped me unpack and set everything up with Zoya. “I left you right here, like 30 mins ago,” He laughed. I’m sure Zoya had him filled on my history and heartbreak. 

“Yoongi must have just gotten back to the apartment. Do you think he’ll call when he sees my stuff gone?” I asked Tae with tears in my eyes. 

Tae pouted and came and sat next to me, “if he calls, will you pick up?” He asked. I shook my head. “If he calls, will you feel better?” I shrugged because I didn’t know what to feel. It was all happening so fast. 

“I am apologizing in advance for not being an amazing roommate for the next few…my heart is breaking right now,” I couldn’t stop my tears. 

“Sleep. I promised you a welcome breakfast, so you need to be up for it,” Tae tried, nudging my shoulder. 

—

I kept out of Yoongi’s way. It was great that our majors were different, and our classes were on the opposite side of the campus. In a week, I found a routine that didn’t collide with his at all. If I saw him at the coffee house, I hid. If I saw him on the way to the library, I went the opposite direction. 

'I hope you’re okay.' 

The last text from him was three days old. Did he know where I was? Who was I with? Was I okay? 

I kept my word, and I disappeared from his life. It was killing me. How do you get rid of a habit? I woke up in sweats. I couldn’t breathe, my chest contracting within itself at the thought of him. The only time I ate was when Tae and Zoya were around, and our routine was extremely hectic.

A month into it, the pain sort of became a habit. My course and my internship did not leave me any time to think. When I did catch a moment, it was spent laughing with Taehyung, who was an incredible roommate. We made friends in our course, so we had a group ready for adventure as the weekend hit, and I was kind of glad that I had no time to process anything because the day always started with me standing in front of the mirror, prepping myself to be happy and confident. It didn’t matter that the love of my life didn’t think I was enough. I was enough for me. I grew up in a loveless household; I knew what it felt like. But, by the evening, I was just numb. 

There had been no contact with Yoongi. And Ava, a new friend of mine, taught me tricks to cope and distract myself. “If you’re not ready to process it, you don’t have too,” She had been in therapy for the longest time, and always had words of wisdom. 

Yoongi was all over the place. There were photos all over the insta. 

'Finally single' was a caption on his friend Zack’s post, and I had lost a whole day on it. I realised that during the initial month of uni, I had not made any friends. All I had were his friends, and what it felt like was that they just tolerated me. Even the ones I had truly connected with did not text me after, and it had me really looking back on all my friendships through the years. I always connected through Yoongi. I always only really needed him, He was truly my confidant, my best friend, and I didn’t have the need for more. 

I was made strong, though. It has been two months, so it clearly wasn’t a short break. I finally told my parents and made them promise they wouldn’t say anything to Yoongi’s parents if it didn’t come from them and that they won’t contact him. 

'All I need is myself’ was his insta post with a picture of a glass of whisky held against the view of the sunset.

—

“Have you spoken to her since?” Tara asked Yoongi as he fiddled with his drink. 

“No,” He took another gulp. No indication was needed on who was being mentioned.

“How are you holding up?” She asked. She liked Y/N. She liked them together. She didn’t really agree with the narrative Jae and Sara had built up. But Jae didn’t understand relationships, and Sara had the hots for Yoongi. 

“It’s only a break. I just need to know who I am,” He said, more to himself. The last two months had been so strange. He was so angry at first. His girlfriend refused to understand his point of view, decided they were broken up like she decided on most things on her own, and had moved out all in one day. She came when he wasn’t in the house and packed her stuff, leaving the key on the kitchen table with no note. He was furious. 

Then, he found out she had moved in with another guy who she had never mentioned before. Did he even know her? Taking a break was making more sense. She didn’t respond to his message, hid from him or changed directions if he was around. She was his best friend. He knew he had asked for this, but not like this. He honestly thought if they spent a little time apart, it would bring them closer and give him clarity as well. 

His parents were talking about marriage, and they had just started uni. From living with his parents, he started living with Y/N, and he was excited until he had this whole conversation about how life can be different. And, he wanted the chance to at least to understand what it could be to be able to decide if he even wanted it. Wasn’t being young all about this? He missed his best friend. He missed Y/N every night he walked into their apartment, and he started spending the least amount of time in it, sleeping on the couch instead of their bed or Jae’s spare bedroom to save himself from thinking too much. 

“You can also find out who you are with her, you know. Jae isn’t exactly right, and he was always jealous of what you had with -” She was cut off as Jae jumped on Yoongi. 

“My man!” He yelled in his year. “We gotta get you laid this evening! Fuck I gotta get laid!" 

—

"Fuck, why have they given us a week off? I have five papers to write!” Tae screamed as he entered the apartment. 

“I got three papers and two presentations,” I counted. “You have to be my dummy for prep. Presentations freak me out.” I told him. Taehyung had a habit of shedding his clothes as soon as he entered the apartment. At this point, it was weird if he was in more than one layer inside the flat. I was sure I would not have been standing if I didn’t have him around. 

“I think we should go clubbing today. Go clubbing today, work tomorrow if we are not hungover, then hike the day after, and then we can relax and get to our assignments.” He wrote down our plan of action on the big whiteboard wall that he and Miles, our newly formed friend from the bar, had drunk installed one night. 

“Yuck. I hate clubs,” I groaned. 

“Wear your sexiest dress. I should be drooling,” He instructed. 

“Yuck." 

Miles was studying architecture like Yoongi. He actually knew me, having crossed paths during one of the many meetups I had accompanied Yoongi too. "I can give you goss on the enemy side,” he had offered as he sat next to me on the bar stool. Tae was experimenting with a new mix, and I was his taste tester, and also a bit tipsy from all the alcohol I was testing. 

“What’s the goss?” I asked. 

“Are you ready? Emotionally?” Miles asked, giving me a warning. 

“Sure,” I laughed.

“That group is way, way more boring now that you are not there!" 

I giggled, "you’re very sweet, Miles. The last I remember of you was that you didn’t speak a word after I told my cliff-jumping story!" 

"The cliff-jumping story was hilarious! I fell a little bit in love with you,” He said, making me choke on my drink. “I’m joking!” He laughed. “You’ll have to tell me a couple more to have me!" 

He was the perfect fit for our little group and assured me that I could stand without Yoongi. 

"I can’t believe you’re taking me clubbing tonight,” Miles groaned as he met us downstairs.“ Ava cancelled. I think we should run away, too,” He held my hand, flirting. 

“You guys are the worst!” Tae whined. “We are young, and hot, and dancing is the way to get laid. Please let’s just go!" 

"I’m surprised you want to get laid when Zoya is going to be there,” I took his arm, and wrapped mine around it.

“Till the time she sees that I am her true love, I need to get by,” He pouted. Tae was quite infatuated with Zoya, and Zoya had no clue. She thought he was fond, and they had been buddies through school. He didn’t want to change their dynamic and was hoping she’ll suddenly realise he had been there all along. 

“There is nothing like true love,” I said. 

“Hush,” He pulled me closer. “Let me dream." 

We were greeted inside the club by Zoya, who, in no time, had already poured three shots down our throats. I hadn’t eaten much, so the alcohol hit me faster and stronger. "You look so fucking sexy,” Zoya whispered as she twirled me around. I had lost weight in the last two months, so I felt less beautiful cause I wasn’t as healthy and fit as I kept myself, but I couldn’t help smiling big as she complimented me. 

We were closer to the dancing area, so I looked around for a place we could take up and keep our bags when I saw him. My smile disappeared, and my body went cold. It felt like a deep wound had ripped open again, and I was bleeding. 

“What happened-” Zoya’s eyes followed mine to see Yoongi on the first floor, his arms around the waist of a girl stuck to his body as they laughed. 

—

Umm, part 2? I’ll save Yoongi, don’t you worry! 

A friend of mine went through something similar, and it got me thinking of how people look at relationships. 

©mymuseagustd@2023

set me free

Summary: You are a reluctant assassin carrying out a series of assignments on behalf of a time-travel corporation, often flouting strict company rules even though noncompliance has potentially devastating repercussions. Each assignment gets harder as you becomes increasingly unable to keep yourself from getting entangled with your target, who, in spite of being a different person each time, always wears the same face.

Genre: Time travel horror, angst with smut.

Warnings: major character death, smoking, a lot of swearing, drunk driving and other terrible car-related choices, hand job, oral sex, penetrative sex, unprotected sex, recreational drug use, major character death, fuck capitalism, domestic terrorism, sex toys, rough sex, major character death, tasteless Jim Jones reference, unexplained magic, major character death, gaslighting, human trafficking, biting, scratching, restraints, subspace, narrowly avoided dubcon, aftercare, slapping and other referenced violence, minor character death, major character death, and once again major character death. I really can’t overstate the major character death.

Characters: king!Yoongi, rebel!Yoongi, anarchist!Yoonji, cult leader!Yoongi. Lots of Yoongi. Sorry, Yoongi. Also featuring asshole!time traveler!Hoseok and sorcerer!Seokjin.

Word Count: 22k

Notes: endless thanks to my beautiful beta readers: @iniquitouspoppy​, @lorealchanelll​, and @dreamystuffers​. They’re all truly special people who were willing to read a document titled “angst and murder.”

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PROMPT #1

Y/N and Hallie are competing to run the HYBE exhibition. 

Hallie happens to be Yoongi’s childhood friend, and Y/N happens to be the person Yoongi connects with deeply and sleeps with the night before their showcase.

Though the next day, while Y/N thinks she has found something special, Yoongi doesn’t show up for her showcase but Hallie’s and doesn’t give her any explanation. 

Y/N understands his choice and doesn’t connect with him either. Because why should she? Why is Yoongi, then, mad at Y/N for not calling him and acting like they don’t really know each other? 

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wip! what if...? - criminal!hobi x vigilante!reader | gritty city vibes | ya girl has TRAUMA 🤪 | ACAB sadly includes jungkook and namjoon 😞

party on you - 9.8k | friends to lovers | idol-verse @ the JITB release party | cunnilingus, ass-eating & throat fucking | but it's cyuuuute !!!!

the only thing stronger than your social anxiety is your big dumb crush on hoseok - and you’re certainly not expecting it when he tells you the real reason he threw this album release party.

self control - 1k | smutty angst (smangst!) | member POV | unrequited love | imagined infidelity | hobi is rly hard on himself :'(

you’ll never know the way hoseok really feels about you.

two in one - 11.9k | ft. jimin | friends to lovers | recreational marijuana | a threesome but it's not gay | double vaginal penetration

you finally have a much-needed smoke session with your best friends, just like old times. you’re also pretty sure they’re gay… right?

drabbles

good teacher - request fill drabble | member POV| virgin!reader and hoseok with a bit of an innocence/corruption kink | first blowjob, surprise facial & clothed pussy eating

you've never done this before.

somebody else - request fill drabble | fuckbuddies/dick appt | fuckboy mean dom hoseok | somebody gets a lil jealous | prepare for whiplash

you swear this is the last time you’re doing this.

please stop talking - request fill drabble | terrible dirty talk | basically a crack fic but hoseok is good at oral | edging in a bad way | my brain melted when i wrote this

hoseok is so good at giving head, but so bad at talking dirty. it really makes things difficult.

oneshots

the shape of your body - 24k | grad school AU in nyc | strangers to lovers | slow burn fluff to smut | public transportation crush jimin | but oops you see him naked weekly??

the same day you finally manage to speak to your months-long public transit crush, you end up seeing much more of him than you bargained for.

love the way you wear that - 4k | trans/bi jimin | gay club bathroom hookup | stranger sex | a vibrator necklace

you can’t resist the handsome stranger that approaches you at your favorite gay bar, especially not when he’s wearing that skirt.

two in one - 11.9k | ft. hoseok | friends to lovers | recreational marijuana | a threesome but it's not gay | double vaginal penetration

you finally have a much-needed smoke session with your best friends, just like old times. you’re also pretty sure they’re gay… right?

drabbles

lightweight - request fill drabble | first date drinking and grinding on the dancefloor | lowkey semi-public with a hint ✨ of sub!jimin

your date has a few things he wants to tell you.

talk dirty to me - request fill drabble | college AU | study buddies who fuck | fingerfucking in the library | jimin talks you through it

turns out your study buddy is a bit of a freak.

our little secret - request fill drabble | established relationship | cockwarming | dom! reader & sub! jimin | orgasm delay | cute aftercare | an in the seom plug bc fuck it we ball

your boyfriend's friends have no idea who really calls the shots in your relationship.

oneshots

wip! like the movies - idol-verse | set in NYC | slowburn strangers to friends to lovers | blues dancing and jazz music abound | when you know it's a bad idea but you do it anyway 🤭

it's sweet - 4.3k | no smut just fluff (who am i!!!!) | fuckbuddies to lovers | sickfic (reader has the flu 🤧) | sweet soft boi tae

you forgot to call out sick from your dick appointment, but he stays anyway.

compromise - 10k | ft. jungkook | this is a twilight AU threesome i wrote for halloween and i refuse to elaborate further thank you

you're torn between the two loves of your life - but maybe you don't have to choose.

drabbles

you're the worst - request fill drabble | friends to uh.... not lovers | the world's weirdest handjob? | orgasm denial | taehyung is a capricorn

you decide to turn the tables on your shameless best friend.

don't get murdered - request fill drabble | ft. yoongi | bad first date (sorry yoongi) | stranger hookup | accidental voyeurism (SORRY YOONGI)

you’re supposed to be on a blind date, but the handsome stranger across the bar keeps distracting you.

you right - request fill drabble | taehyung is toxic | reader is toxic | but his dick is huuuuuge 🗣 | ft. a literal dick-measuring contest

your ex walking in on you fucking someone else would be a problem for anyone. but it is especially a problem when your ex is kim taehyung.

cruel - request fill drabble | exes hooking up in a bathroom | reader is cheatingggg 🤐 | dom/sub/brat tamer vibes | subby emo boy tae!!

you need someone you can be mean to.

oneshots

wip! crybaby - established relationship | sub!jk | noona kink & overstim | your boyfriend's hot when he cries what can i say 🤷‍♀️

compromise - 10k | ft. taehyung | this is a twilight AU threesome i wrote for halloween and i refuse to elaborate further thank you

you're torn between the two loves of your life - but maybe you don't have to choose.

heartless - 7.4k | part of the jeju shore collab! | member POV | established relationship (exes) | toxic fuckboy jungkook | filming a sex tape and hooking up in the hot tub 👀

after a wild summer at the shore where he made more than a few mistakes, jungkook is ready to remind you why you always take him back.

babygirl - 5k | established relationship | jungkook in a skirt | kink discovery | gender swap & virginity roleplay | daddy kink, praise kink, feminization & dirty talk FOR DAYZ

your boyfriend claims the outfit was just for a tiktok - until you realize you’re both very into it.

the spins - 10.3k | college AU | wholesome fratboy jungkook | friends to lovers | reader's first partnered orgasms | jk is an oral sex god

you discover a new side to your former lab partner, frat wonder boy jeon jungkook, when you confess to him the one thing no man has ever been able to make you do.

drabbles

tell the truth - request fill drabble | established (new) relationship | reader is done w vanilla sex | dom! reader and sub! jk

you really should have been honest when your boyfriend asked you about your kinks.

best i ever had - request fill drabble | college AU | infidelity (reader is a cheater) | jungkook has a big dick and doesn't shut up | possessive vibes~

you’ve been planning on breaking up with your boyfriend for a while, and jungkook is here to help.

get freaky on camera - request fill drabble | camboy jk and camgirl reader | sex toy | multiple orgasms | double vaginal penetration | jk has fangirls bc of course he does

your camming partner thinks he can handle your new toy.

go to town - request fill drabble | ft. voyeur yoongi | member POV | reader takes a nose ride | jk does his best | tongue fucking

jungkook may have only learned about the concept three seconds ago, but he’s determined to be the best nose ride you’ve ever had.

the perilla leaf debacle - request fill drabble | established relationship | rough jealous sex | a whole lot of slapping and biting | reader surprised even me lmao

you hate it when your boyfriend gets jealous, but you love the way he takes it out on you.

21 - request fill drabble | dialogue-only | ANGSTY phone call between exes | could be read as x reader or x member | ambiguous ending

“I’m sorry I didn’t call. I feel really shitty about it.”

coming soon!

bts on dating apps

bts giving you aftercare

bts on the bachelorette

bts as taylor swift songs

bts doing no nut november

#3 Different Worlds

Yoongi & Y/N have the night of their dreams, but Yoongi doesn’t call after, and Y/N’s been advised to not want more by Jimin. 

Pairing: Yoongi x female reader, and Manager Jimin

Genre: IdolAU / Angst / heavy smut 

Rating: NSFW

Warnings: Explicit language / Unprotected Sex and the lots.

Word count: 5.5K+

NOTE: Reworked something I had written for another fandom, but it’s so much better now! Drop me a message for your thoughts! 

I hope you enjoy this! 

—

“Lie down f'me, will ya?” he pressed down, his palm flat on my stomach, as his lips went down my neck and then, chest making me giggle. “What’s funny?” He mouthed, pouting with his face between the valley of my breasts.

I can’t place when I finally decided that I was a fan of open-mouthed kisses down my neck, but him doing that, right now with his other hand holding my hair tight and tipping it back for him to control was divination. I was sure I would commit my life to this, giving up everything to be here, this close to him if he promised, he would never stop.

“Tickles,” I giggled again, as he brought his lips back to mine.

“So,” he paused, sitting up. He was in his boxers, and I was down to my underwear, and I’m not sure, how we dropped our clothes down so fast. It was so steamy for sure, but it was very funny as well, since he had been making me laugh so loud before he kissed me, which I now realize or he did, is a brilliant way to get me to do anything.

It was only the second time I had met him, and he was a step ahead of me. Pre-empting my movements, moving my body to match his steps in the direction he wanted, moulding me against him, I couldn’t tell if the next step was my decision or his.

I sat up on my elbows, my boobs out on display because they were the assets I depended on in these situations. His eyes kept flickering onto them, then my eyes, and my lips, “we can stop,” He licked his lips and then met my eyes.

“But we took off all our clothes,” I let out a little whine.

“I like where your brains at,” he winked.

If the kisses down my neck were heaven, his tongue licking around, flicking my clit was hell. I would want to be buried in this hell forever. He knew what he was doing clearly, making me question the shit I did to myself to get me off. His fingers went in and out of me while he sucked so diligently, “gotta loosen you up, pet, if we want this party to go anywhere, s'fuckin tight, it’s insane,” he kept working on me while my moans reached the zone of downright whimpering. It would’ve been embarrassing if my brain could process anything at this point. His hands kept a tight hold on my legs as he worked on getting his third finger in, “doing so well baby, so good f'me.” You couldn’t tell me what pushed me off - his words, his fingers or his tongue, but I fell apart so quick in his hands.

—

“Yoongi, wake up!” She heard Jimin’s voice first before she saw him. Her head was still on Yoongi’s chest, their bodies wrapped together after the events of last night. His arm pinned her entirely to his body, making it difficult for her to turn around, missing the opportunity to fix herself before Jimin could enter the room and stop in his tracks - which he did. Their clothes were all over the room, tossed around but making a straight line to the bed, but Jimin’s eyes were on her, wide, in evident shock.

She turned her head around to look at Yoongi waking up as well, acknowledging Jimin, and then her, is his arms. His sleepy face smiled at her and placed a kiss on her forehead. “G'mornin,” he whispered, like a secret just for her.

“What the fuck, are you guys doing!?” Jimin yelled, breaking the moment. “What are YOU doing, Yoongi?” Yoongi looked at him in confusion. “Wait, a sec! What the fuck are you STILL doing here, Y/N? You have to be in the office in,” he looked at his watch, “30 minutes, Y/N!”

“Oh fuck!” She got up fast, but Yoongi’s arms pulled her back into the bed and then covered her with the duvet. She looked at him in question, as his eyes went down her chest and stared back at her with eyebrows raised. “Oh, shit, I’m naked.” She giggled.

Jimin groaned, walking around the room, collecting her clothes and throwing them on the bed. “This is unbelievable. Absolutely ridiculous!” Jimin went on as Yoongi sat up straight and kissed her shoulder, giggling, distracting her all over again. “Oh my god Y/N, get off the bed! He doesn’t employ you!”

“Oh fuck!” she snapped and quickly wore the T-shirt thrown in front of her. Placing a kiss on Yoongi’s cheek, she collected all her clothes and bolted towards the bathroom. She was almost late to her new job as the Marketing Manager’s meeting with the entire Valentino team and extended stakeholders after the main shoot, something she had been stressing out about all week to Jimin.

Back in the room, Jimin’s cross face met Yoongi’s with questionable anger, “what the fuck happened?”

Yoongi smiled big and fell back on his pillows, “I had the best night ever!”

—

Her eyes were on my chest as she concentrated diligently for a second before she dipped her head down, running her tongue on my nipple and then holding on to it, sucking. Did she know that I loved teasing ‘em a bit when I was alone because it was something that always had me going instantly, not that my cock needed much help at this point, in the night, not anymore after I had her, bare, in front of me.

Her pausing my lips on hers and then choosing to pleasure me made me feel all warm, a bit fuzzy in my head and chest. Her sweet lips moved across to the other side, and my eyes rolled back as I felt her hands go down on me. She licked down straight down my abs, her eyes flicking up to meet mine before she placed a kiss right at the centre and went down on me.

I’m not sure how the night led us here. Or could I ever place a bet on this goddess in front of me, her hands handling me like I was all she could see. She was a charmer when she spoke to people at the shoot, commanding it, leading it so, she was seen and heard, but I could tell she was shy when it turned into an intimate setting at the after-party in the hotel. This side of hers, however, had me in complete awe. She was on her knees, pulling her long hair all to one side, “we can stop, you know?” she repeated my line, her lips in a smirk, knowing she had me in her palms and was slowly killing me.

“No, umm, no, please,” I begged quickly, and she gave me the sweetest smile before grabbing me out of my boxers and putting me in her mouth. So eager, as her tongue licked down on the side, her hands holding me tight, making my toes curl. She stroked and flicked, working so hard, I couldn’t help my hands going down to her face and removing her hair from her face, “so pretty,” I moaned.

She brought one arm up, and collected her hair in a grip, placing them in my palms as she licked down, humming slightly, making me shiver. I could feel her mouth salivate before she went back again taking me in as far as she could. I couldn’t help making my grip tighter around her hair, as her mouth was around me, vibrating with my praise.

I crashed back down on the bed, getting up instantly as the pleasure drove me a bit crazy. Her lips were tight, she held still, and her eyes met mine as I held her head and fucked her mouth. I was done within the next few seconds. She took all of me in, before pulling me out of her mouth and wiping her chin. I know what sin looks like.

—

Jimin placed the takeaway package on the table, which she knew had her favourite burger. She’s sure he found out that she hadn’t eaten anything since the morning was hectic meeting all the stakeholders for the next steps. Min Yoongi, the world’s biggest rapper/model, had been brought on board as the brand ambassador just a week before her joining, and her role managed his entire presence with the brand. Jimin, Yoongi’s manager, was a close friend of Y/N’s since college, so when the opportunity arose to work together, she didn’t decline.

Though right now, it made sense for Jimin to get her fed before he discussed last night’s events with her.

“Thank you! I have been starving. All I drank was that god-awful coffee, and I thought Paris was known for this,” She hugged him before grabbing the packet from his hands. They walked out to the balcony of her current office, and she sat on the table while Jimin looked at the view.

“What happened last night, Y/N?” He asked, and she stopped eating.

“Yoongi didn’t tell you?” She asked.

“No, I’m asking what happened to you? You’re smarter than this! So much more intelligent than anyone I know! Gosh, you’re the smartest person I know! Why did you agree to this?” He asked her, his eyes bewildered, making her get how serious he was.

“It was sex, Jimin. A lot of people have sex. Before they have anything else, you know,” she tried debating.

“Yeah, but you like him. Y/N! He has been your prime crush for what 8 years! Since before we met, you’ve followed his work! I know you like him a lot! So, I don’t get why you would agree to something meaningless-”

“He said it was meaningless?” She looked up in shock, making Jimin realize she didn’t know how it worked in Min Yoongi’s world.

“He didn’t say that,” He sighed, sitting down to see a girl who was clearly having her heartbreak in front of him. She pushed the food away.

“So what did he say?” she crossed her arms, sitting back in her chair.

“He said he had the best night ever,” Jimin replied.

“So, that is good, right?” She asked, trying to understand.

“No, because Yoongi doesn’t work like that. I’ve known him for what – two years? He is a proper gentleman, Y/N. If he likes a girl, he will always ask her to dinner first! Literally, even if he has the opportunity to fuck, he would skip that and take the girl out before he moves forward. He waited 2 months to ask a woman out once cause he really wanted her,” Jimin explained, and it was all making sense to her. “For those, he doesn’t want anything with –”

“He has one-night stands and never dates,” she said out loud. “I was the one-night stand,” she said, finally understanding the situation and Jimin’s worry for his friend.

“I thought you’d know. We spoke about this, remember? Thought you wouldn’t put your heart out like that. He doesn’t mean bad, you know. He is a great guy. Just his world functions differently than yours. Than mine, even, and I’m with him 24/7 almost. It is different for him.” Jimin sat down in front of her, and held her hand. “Listen to me, I don’t think you should expect anything, okay? You’re like my baby, I would hate for you to get hurt here.”

“Yeah, I know,” Y/n pouted, placing her hand on top of his, trying to stop her tears cause she had hope. She had hoped that he would call her after work today and ask her out, which clearly, Jimin wants her to drop. “I’m just shutting down all my hopes.”

“You should see them, Y/N. His life functions a lot differently, you know. And he keeps away from them most of the time. But, he recently got out of a messy breakup, and you should see the women around him all the time, Y/N. They are not-”

“Not idols or models like me,” She stated.

“They get paid to look that way, Y/N. And you, my girl, will be the greatest CEO the world has seen, so you need to get your priorities straight. I want you to stay focused on this. This job is a great opportunity, and you know your mark here, your work with him is going to define the next step for you,” Jimin knew Y/Ns ambition, he knew what her goals in life were, and she had more than a year to work directly with Min Yoongi.

“Also, you aren’t less than anyone, for that matter. Have you looked at yourself?” Jimin wanted to make sure he kept her confidence up. “But, you don’t want to be a fling for a guy you have admired for so long. We both have looked up to him. If it was anyone else, I would have said, good for you!” Jimin yelled out loud.

“Good for you?” Y/N smiled.

“Yeah! But not for Yoongi. I know you’d get super connected, and he wouldn’t want any of it. It’s not worth that heartbreak, honey,” Jimin got up and kissed your forehead. “Eat up! Don’t be sad. It was a great night, right? Let’s stop here, okay? Okay?” She nodded, and he smiled. “Alright, give me a hug, I need to go to the rehearsal. We are leaving tomorrow morning!”

In her heart, she did wait all evening and the entire night for Yoongi to text her. Maybe a hey, or a what’s up. She was his Marketing Manager, so, he definitely, knew he would be seeing more of her. She was curious if he had her number, but he had Jimin. And she was Jimin’s friend, so he could get her number, so that was a manageable boulder to cross. But, there was no text, e-mail, or missed call. And she tried to put all her feelings in a closed box because they were leaving for Korea in the morning and then, it’ll be too late for anything after he left.

—

An orgasm each later, they had ordered a hot chocolate truffle cake to be delivered to the hotel room. One piece cause Yoongi wasn’t allowed sugar, and Y/N couldn’t eat an entire one. So, they sat cross-legged, naked with a piece of cake between them and one spoon, which he alternated with bites. He was enticing her, with his slow bites, not as if she wasn’t playing along. “This is the best cake,” she said. And Yoongi moved forward, licking the corner of her mouth for some chocolate, “It definitely is,” he agreed, his smile reaching his eyes.

“Your hair touches your belly,” Yoongi pulled on a strand as she kept the plate away.

“I know! That’s how I measure its length! If it crosses my boobs, it’s long!” she said, making him laugh.

“I want to paint you, in color, like this,” He said, playing with her hair.

“Or you could paint on me? You know, the skin is the best canvas? I could be your masterpiece!” With that, he kissed her again. Holding her face in both his palms, climbing on top of her to get her close to him. All he wanted right now, at this moment, was to get her as close to him as possible. To have their skins stuck together, so he could hold and breathe her in. He was so in awe of her, so deep in admiration and now lust, that his mind was clouded with everything he wanted to do to her.

“Can I-” he asked, not being able to form a proper sentence against her lips, as her hand pulled his body on top of her. His fingers went down on her to check if she was still in it, and she was, “drippin’ jus f'me aren’t ya,” he mumbled, slipping two fingers inside her, making her moan and nod her head. From something hilarious and casual, it escalated to hot and sexy.

This had been them all night. She was all laughs, down at the hotel’s bar as well, surrounded by the team and other celebrities he couldn’t care enough to socialize with right now. He had been into her from the minute she had introduced herself and casually chatted with him when Jimin introduced her. He had spoken about her so much, and she was more impressive as she took him and his team through the new strategy and what the shoot would represent. They returned to his hotel bar for the after-chill session, and he was keen on keeping her close since the minute she entered the bar.

Usually, it was Jimin who took care of her, as she was his friend. But, from the five times she had met him and the last two times when she had actually had a conversation with him and spoken to him about his work, and made him discuss his thoughts behind one song from his second album, he always thought no one really considered, and from all the times he had heard Jimin praise the girl, all he wanted was to know her better.

He didn’t have too many expectations, knowing her schedule was as hectic as his, if not more. She was hard working, which he loved, and what he loved through the night was how she could keep up a conversation with everyone she met. Yoongi still kept her close and made her meet different people just so, he could move through people but also move with her.

A few hours later, as the party winded down, the wind got worse, and then rain took over, he knew Y/N was stuck in the hotel, so he asked the hotel manager to get her a room so she didn’t have to share with anyone, not even Jimin who he considered to be one of his closest. It would have been also been too soon to call her into his. Not that he wasn’t with her right now. He had only accompanied her to the seventeenth floor, thanking the universe that his room was also, at the same floor. This floor also, had a glass lobby from where you could see the entire city. And, when she asked if he wanted to see the rain with her, he agreed in a heartbeat.

Did he intend to take her to his room? No. He didn’t plan it and didn’t plan his room being the first, closest to the lobby. He just, wanted to know her better, and talk to her, make her laugh as he was and discuss things he hadn’t known about before, which they were doing, along with having another round of the whisky he had quickly fetched from his room.

They were more drunk than, tipsy like before, and he was making her laugh so loud about something so stupid. He couldn’t help but adore the moment, making him wrap his hand around her neck and bring her lips closer to his. And not stop, and they didn’t stop until he picked her up, and got her to stand in front of his room.

“Oh no, I never do this,” she had said, giggling. But, they were already in the room, and no one was stopped each other after they kissed again.

Y/N moaned, as Yoongi kissed her again and groped her ass, bringing her body closer to his. He paused and turned around to go towards the health kit, they always kept in this room, “what happened?” she asked, her hair all messy, and the red straps of her dress falling off her shoulders, that he took a few seconds to recalibrate his brain to process his thoughts.

“Condom. Umm, fuck, I don’t think I have any – lemme call room serv-” He went towards the phone.

“Umm, we might not need any. I’ve got an IUD, and I’m clean. I don’t mind just this once if you’re too,”

“Just this once, then?” he asked, and she nodded eagerly, smiling so wide. “You’re driving me crazy….”

—

To say Y/N was not upset was wrong.

But, Y/N was mature as well. So, what if she had sex with her favorite artist, who she had admired for so long. Mind-blowing sex. Sex which she wanted to play on repeat, because she found out her fucking vibrator sucked, cause she was still thinking of him, but now she had, actually had him! But, nothing was going to happen and, she had work to do, so she kept her mind off it, which meant she worked her ass off. She also said no to any dates being offered, which was the correct thing to do because, she didn’t want any distractions.

It had been more than a month, and the team was back in town, and she was due to meet them for the show. It went quicker than she thought, and she didn’t have to directly speak to Yoongi at all, except see his final look which had her stumble a bit, making her knees wobbly before she scolded her self to be professional. They went directly to the hotel after, as she wrapped the show and was on her way to meet the team. Jimin who had brought her back some of her favourite chocolate, had insisted he wanted her to meet his date, which she could not miss. “We are all in this massive suite, and we brought the bar up, so just come here,” Jimin yelled on the phone backed by loud music. Y/N planned to leave quickly. An hour at max cause she had to network and show her face to her boss as well.

She did try to look her best, though. Yoongi might have a variety of men and women around him at all times, wanting his attention, but she was also, not going to give up on herself because of that. But, she had kept it casual so, she wore a dress she had recently bought which was casual enough, but a little sexy as well, as the slit cut up to her thigh.

She walked in and they all yelled in cheer, making her laugh! She hugged everyone, or the three close people to where she strategized she would stand, far away from Yoongi, who was getting his pictures taken. Not that he wasn’t already looking at her. He was, and his eyes crossed her entire body, proving that the dress did her well. To add to his torture, she turned around innocently, talking to the waiter behind her, asking for a glass of water with ice, so he could see her back, which was covered in just one knot down at the lower bottom, and two wide straps on her side, keeping it completely uncovered, with her hair tucked on one side in front of her.

Yoongi gulped, swallowing the ice in his drink as his prick shot up. She knew what she was doing, right? He had thought about her every day since he last saw her. Got off on his memories of her from the night, all through the month. Only he had refrained from contacting her because, after that incredible night, he wanted to talk to her in person.

She deserved him in person and not through a call or text where he could only tell her that he was off catching a plane and wouldn’t see her till the next month. He worried that a call like that would demean her and dilute their amazing evening together. He was sure, he could maintain their connection if he spoke to her in person. After 2 days, he realized that not contacting her was a jackass thing to do, and even a text telling her that he wants to see her soon, but had to leave for Korea immediately for work would have been better than nothing, which is precisely what he had done.

He had planned his talk with her tonight. He went over it in his head a few times to have multiple scenarios sorted for every response she gave him.

He was going to give her flowers first which, were somewhere in the next room, and ask for an apology because not contacting her was wrong, but he would explain to her – explain his thought process and his intentions of wanting to keep her. Explain that he was shy. He was more shy than confident. And she made him nervous, nervous because he really liked her. He really really liked her and wanted it to be perfect with her, perfect for her, and that night was perfect, but so impulsive and not thought out like he always did. He always thought things through. But, she made him impulsive and he loved that, he wanted to know this side of him more with her, wanted to learn more about this side of her with him

Did he make her heart race like she did his, with just her voice? Or if she spent the last few weeks rethinking every moment of the night he could remember and replay it again and again and again, not believing how perfect it was, how absolutely amazing it was, and how he wanted all her future with him.

She turned around, and got talking to her boss, not paying attention to Yoongi at all. She thanked Jimin for her her massive stash of chocolate which she said she needed for weeks ahead of her. A while later, she felt fingers on her back, fingers which she could recognize by the feel of how they moved on her back, touching and setting fire on her skin.

“Hi,” She heard him whisper against her ear. She took a breath in, turned around, took a step back, and gave him a one-shoulder hug. Her eyes went to his neckpiece and why the hell was he so hot?

“Hey!” she quickly said, “thank you for coming for the show, I think, it was a great launch!” she was the manager right now, and he gulped, knowing he had messed up his perfect moment with her. He prayed she’d hear him through.

She could see the fear on his face, and she didn’t understand it. Yoongi could also, feel Jimin’s eyes on them. He had a good conversation with Yoongi about the kind of girl Y/N was, never hinting at his conversation with Y/N about him. But Jimin had made it clear. Y/N was a relationship girl, and Yoongi had thanked the lords that she was.

“Can we talk?” He asked.

“Yes, sure,” she said nodding, giving him her best professional smile, and waiting to hear from him.

“In private?” He said, pointing towards the exit.

“Oh-h, I-I..Umm okay,” she said, and followed him out. “What can I help you with?” She asked as Yoongi took hold of her hand, and took her into the adjacent suite, walking further into it, “Yoongi,  I can’t see-” and the lights went up, and she blinked, looking at him with a red rose in his hand, and turned around the see the entire room filled with flowers of different kinds. The whole room was covered with flowers, and it felt like she was in a garden. “What is this?” she said, giggling as she took the rose from him. He took her hand, bringing her closer to him.

“An apology. I’m not very good at this stuff so, umm – and nervous. Uh, so nervous,” she waited, looking at him in adoration cause nothing could prepare her for this. “I’m sorry I didn’t come and meet you in the evening that day, or call or do anything that would help you understand this in the last month. But, I kept thinking how you deserve me in person, and I’ll ruin it all if I called that, I didn’t end up doing it. And, I realize how wrong I was and I’m sure that the impression I’ve made of me on you, but…”

—

“I think, you’re an angel sent f'me,” he spoke against her thighs.

“Yoongi, s'sweet for me,” She moaned, as she tried holding his hands, to control her anticipation. He was all ready for her, and so big that she knew it would hurt. But, she wanted this, she wanted nothing else than for him to be in her. And like he could hear her thoughts, he pressed down slowly, taking it real slow, as he bent forward, coming near her face. She could see his eyes close shut, as she felt him go deeper gasping, “so big,” she groaned, taking deep breaths.

“Am I?” He kissed her neck, as he slowly moved out from her, knowing it would hurt her more. She was glad for it, cause it felt so intense, and he felt so much warmer. He could feel her pulse. she was so warm and slick for him, asking him to slowly speed up, all the while falling apart in his arms, that he didn’t know what he deserved to have her tonight.

He kept asking if she was okay, and she kept asking for more, making him pull her closer and biting her shoulder so he could stop from coming too soon and give her the best of him that night. He turned her towards her side, holding her leg up, knowing he could go deeper like that as he held her tight to his body.

“Come for me…” He whispered to her, and she bit her lip and arched her back, pushing her head into the bed. He felt her cum around him, before he filled her up in deep, pushing further in, making sure she’d leak of him all day tomorrow. He pulled out of her, and fell onto her side, pulling her close and kissing her again.

“Water?” He asked after a minute, and she laughed, saying yes. They made sure to strip the sheets, and call for another duvet, before they climbed in, exhausted, falling asleep next to each other.

—

“Okay, you’ve earned yourself a chance,” she said, after he tried explaining all his reasons for his delay. He repeated himself three times, nervous she would say no. “It’s okay,” he felt her palm on his cheek, as she asked him to take a deep breath.

“It’s okay, but I need to know what you want from this?” She asked, as they sat down between the garden of flowers he had created for her. Yoongi thought he had made himself clear?

He wanted her.

“A date. A d-date to start off with, umm, actually, I have planned –” he wanted to tell her that he had planned the next day to be spent with just him. Spoken to her team, and designed a work/pleasure day which they didn’t need to know, but got cut off when her phone rang.“

She picked it up, "Hold on, who is making a fuss?” She spoke. “I’m at the hotel with the team. Can’t this be handled tomorrow? Okay, no, don’t let him go. I’ll be there in a bit.” she cut the call.

“I’m sorry, the Grazia collection has a dress missing, and the designer is looking for it. Tell me what you were saying?” She asked.

“You’ve to go?” He asked.

“They will cause a fire if there isn’t one if I don’t handle it,” She nodded. “Finish what you were saying?”

“Oh, date, the whole day, with me, tomorrow. I have it all planned, so, will you come?” He asked, with his eyes so big, she couldn’t fathom saying anything but yes.

And she wanted to say yes, instantly, but, something about different worlds of his and her, came crashing in from her conversation with Jimin. “Yoongi,  there is nothing else I would want more, but-”

“But,” he gulped.

“You know, Jimin told me, after I was heartbroken, that our worlds are so different. And I would always want a relationship. Like a proper chance at something solid. I don’t mind the travel, the distance, everything else which comes in, if I have t-that. But, can you give me that? Cause I would fall for you in a second, Yoongi. You don’t have to even try, but I don’t want to if I can’t have this, have you completely –”

“My world isn’t different from yours, Y/N,” He stopped her. “It’s just me. It’s just me in a suitcase. It’s me, in a suitcase in different cities. It’s just this, so if you can have me. I’m all yours –” It took a second for her to take this in and then nod before jumping into his arms, kissing him, and holding him so tight.

All was good before her phone rang again. “I’ll see you tomorrow?” She nodded. “Will you promise to wear something like this tomorrow, too?” He kissed her cheek.

“Yup. Call me?” she pushed his shoulder, and he laughed. “Okay! You made my night, Mr Min,” and he pulled her in for another kiss before she ran out.

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I hope you enjoyed this one! I’m getting into the groove of this. 

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