- On Mothers

- on mothers

lady bird/ @death-born-aphrodite/ everything, everywhere, all at once/ rupi kaur/ unknown/ maia baia/ your best american girl- mitski/ lady bird/ unknown/ @inkskinned

I wish I belonged somewhere

I wish I belonged with someone

i can't breathe when i think about it too much.

Mahmoud Darwish, Memory for Forgetfulness / unknown / F. Scott Fitzgerald, Benediction / Taylor Swift, exile / @/free-my-mindd / Zhenya Katava & Neus Bermejo / unknown / Blythe Baird, If My Body Could Speak / C.C.Aurel / Florence + The Machine, I'm Not Calling You A Liar

this body is not a home

jody chan sick (via @geryone) \ edward hopper interior, model reading (1925) \ olivia laing the lonely city (via @soracities) \ joan didion on self-respect (via @girlfictions) \ dion palinckx (2019) \ james tate selected poems (via @heartshop) \ @artofbrianluong​ \ olivia laing the lonely city (via @soracities​) \ edvard munch self-portrait in hell

shout me a chai latte

IM TIRED

I'm tired of being afraid to take up too much space in a room

I'm tired of the fact that my parents have been fighting since I was 3

I'm tired of the fact that my mom takes her anger out on me after they fight but with her words

I'm tired because I stopped receiving attention at the age of 8 and the only way I got attention was if I got good grades

I'm tired because I feel dramatic because my parents still gave me a roof over my head and clothes and almost everything I wanted

I'm tired because I worked so hard in primary school and now I'm burnt out

I'm tired of being wasted potential

I'm tired of the fact that when I was younger I wished I would get sick so they'd pay attention to me

I'm tired because my mom told me it was her big regret that she gave birth to me

I'm tired because I got diagnosed with bpd and now I think that I was dramatic about everything

I'm tired because now that I have bpd my mom uses it as an excuse for everything

I'm tired because I struggled with binge eating then bulimia and it's a constant cycle between the 2

I'm tired because I've been on antidepressants since I was 11

I'm tired because my older sisters have no interest in me or my life and they never seem to want to spend time with me

I'm tired because I seem to be losing all my friends

I'm tired because I feel too much for my boyfriend and he's so patient with me

I'm tired because I cry everytime my best friend cancels plans with me because I feel like she wants to leave too

I'm tired because I'm only 16 and I won't ever feel good enough

Im tired because I need validation from people because I don't get it from my family

I'm tired of being called too much or not enough and I can never seem to find the right balance

I'm just tired of life I don't want to be here anymore

palestine is in a complete and utter blackout with israel launching hundreds of its heaviest airstrikes so far across gaza. this is a mass slaughter and we won't even know the extent of the casualties until it's over; israel have cut off telecommunications so they can commit their atrocities in the dark. there is a genocide happening right in front of our eyes and every person who has ever defended israel's "right to defend itself" has the blood of palestinians on their hands. we cannot ignore what is one of the most devastating massacres in human history.