Because...

Because...

And I carry on everyday like I'm ok

because...

I know you would hate it if you saw me like this

I barely eat anymore

Because...

I don't care about not worrying anymore

Because...

They will never be you.

I don't sleep at night

Because...

I haven't been able to sleep properly since you passed. Before the only way I'd sleep is if I came up with silly romantic scenarios about us and what our life would be like now it just feels wrong.

I feel like a part of me is missing

Because...

I miss the person who would speak to me everyday and listen to all my stories

Because...

No matter how much you denied it, I'll never forget when you told me how you loved all my stories and how they always make you feel better.

I don't have playful arguments anymore

Because...

No one is just as stubborn as I am ... no one is as stubborn as you

I don't enjoy playing stupid games on my phone anymore

Because...

You aren't here to beat my high score in subway surfers

You aren't here to brag about getting me to be tired of arguing

You aren't here to be so pleased with yourself when you beat me, because of how much I like to win

I struggle to read books

Because...

I have no one to tell them about

I have no one who will force me to read my silly romance stories too

I rarely complain anymore

Because...

They always try and find solutions

I don't want their solutions... I only want yours

I don't sleep til I'm exhausted so I don't think

But nights are lonely without you keeping me awake til 5am

I try not to be alone but no one makes time for me like you did

People are worried about me, they say I'm not acting like myself but how can I

Because...

How am I supposed to be me without you?

I stopped talking to people about you

Because...

They don't understand

I don't want to get married

Because...

It was supposed to be you...

I don't want to learn how to drive

Because...

You promised to drive me everywhere

I don't want to move on like everyone says I should

Because...

No one will ever be able to take up your place in my heart

Because...

I don't want anyone but you

That will never happen now

Because...

Now the only thing I can do is miss you

Miss you, darling. Miss you so much. I hurt you so much when I was hurting, and it was the same from you to me. I hope you're doing well and I hope you don't ever get near me. I'm sorry for resenting you

Lorenzo Berkshire

Sometimes it's hard to face reality

“ i guess he wanted to impress at his home race considering the moment in his career”

PR NIGHTMARE CHARLES WELCOME BACK I’VE MISSED YOU SO BAD

in another universe, we have more time and I won’t ever have to live without you.

Theodore Nott

Don't take it personal