22.10.2023

22.10.2023

🎶Guess who's back, back again🎶

Guys I hate studying French. I know, beautiful language and everything, but it's so hard for me, I definitely prefer English.

Still waiting for the art competition results, new show just around the corner, lots of studying. I try to draw more often, because I decided to develop the skill, 'cause I want to at least try to get into the academy of arts. It's not a sin to try, right? (I'll post some sketches tomorrow, I promise)

I have got some idea. I don't know if it'll work, it's just a thought. I would like to tell you something about non-binary, mainly from the psychological, but also social side. In the country where I live, it is a huge taboo topic, I am still not fully come out yet. But I don't want to pretend, I want to show, if anyone is reading this, that they are not alone in this. Hey, if you're reading this, you're not the only one who has this "weird" feelings, thoughts, everything is okay with you

I don't know in what form I will do it, we'll see, but give me time please ♥️

Love you all, no matter what 💕💕 goodnight, stay safe, and hey, guys, thank you for the 2500 likes, I was shocked. So happy to see that >>>

Ps, please listen this song, like, it's masterpiece 🎶

I love the art of Zdzisław Beksiński, I love how vividly and mortifying he manages to portray his nightmares. In art I love the pieces that transmit emotion to me, be it a positive or a negative one, art is suppossed to tug at the heart strings after all.

04.11.2023

Tell me one thing guys. It's November. Why, just, why I see Christmas stuff EVERYWHERE? It's literally autumn

Chill day. I was in a bookshop with my dad in the morning (bought three books, and my dad was laughing and he was like "just three? Wow, how it could be possible with you") and we ate a breakfast in nearest bakery (croissant with avocado, tomatos, feta and spinach - the best thing in the world).

I went to my grandma for a lunch, I was studying and doodling, also reading and just doing nothing. In the evening I was cooking with my step mother, and when it was dark, we went to the cemetery. It's beautiful view, dark sky and light from candles✨

My art competition went well, I've got third place. It's not that bad I guess. Our play is coming in Friday, and I'm stressed so much. Also so much of studying and just feeling exhausted sometimes after all (coffee is my personal Jesus) But, it'll be okay soon💕💕

Love you all, hope you're doing well♥️ remember to take a nap, drink water and don't forget to sleep as much as you should. Goodnight<3

Some sketches when I was waiting for a bus

11.10.2023

Hi guys. I know, I'm not posting regularly, and I can't do it during school year I guess. So, I think I'll post if I'll want to say something or just had a good/bad day.

Also, my last post with Beksiński, like, I'm shocked. When I checked it today, I was like "is it my post or it's somebody else?". So, THANK YOU SO MUCH, you don't know how happy I am that Beksiński's art started being loved by people, in my fiew he's one of the best artist in the world❤️

Tomorrow I've got test (yay), and I'm stressed, but just a little (okay I'm lying I'm so stressed). But, hey, just two days and it's weekend!

Btw, I'm in love with Tillie Walden. I read her comics, and it's such an amazing thing. So, it you like comics, you just have to read it.

Thank you so much for being, and I hope you're fine❤️ remember about mental health guys, take a break and just chill for a minute. Love you all 💕💕💕