ICHOR | Jjk
ICHOR | jjk

pairing: idol!boyfriend!jungkook x f. reader
genre: fluff
word count: 2.4k
summary: after a bad day at work, you lose a sense of yourself and jungkook leads you right back to her.
warnings: crying, capitalism, death metaphors, sadness, jungkook is sweaty and is wearing that nike shirt he wore in his working out live, has fluffy hair!
note: hiii, bubbas, so this is fluff fic is partly for @frmisnow bc she inspired me to write this & i also want to make her feel better with this sacchariny-sweet jungkook, partly for me bc i genuinely wrote in detail about what i went through at work these past two days. and, also, for all you guys because i made you go through reading about such evil jungkook in my last berries fic. i hope you enjoy it, let me know what you think. here's to a bit of happiness in our lives *cheers with an imaginary glass of imaginary pink, glittery, strong, fairy alcohol*. <3

You used to be a goddess, the ichor in your veins carried the color of roses, glinted with flecks of gold that would radiate your skin from beneath, make any heads turn, especially the one you loved the most. Customers at work smiled upon seeing your cordial aura, close-knit even though they were mere strangers, preferred to go to you amidst the flock of your other colleagues around. They would become radiated just the same, joy so terribly evident on their faces as their smile would grow. They would frown upon seeing the state of you at this current momentâcurled up on your bed while the heat of the beginning of the summer clings to your near bareness, coming through your wide opened windows, the white, translucent curtains billowing up and down in their strange, but magnolious dance.Â
Youâre not Aphrodite. Youâre not Euphrosyne, the goddess of joy and mirth, either.Â
Youâre the slain fawn at their feetâfor their very own feast and for the feast of those aforementioned customers, who stand behind the dryly bloodied cause of your death.Â
Work was hell, to say the least.Â
You always thought death was a kind embrace, not a tight clasp of doom around the nape of your neck, your mental strain and disquietude the half moon marks that ever so slowly deepen. You mimic the movement on the hem of the linen shirt you wore for the day, one that you were too drowsy to take off when you arrived at home, having only a slight wisp of an energy to rid yourself of the uncomfortable tightness of your jeans and crawl onto your bed, knees to chest, on your side. You bunch up the fabric in your fist, wrinkling it, but you hardly vanquish the cuts that your anxiety slashes on your skin. You thought it would alleviate you of your tenseness, but as it seemsâit only worsened it.Â
You donât even have tears to shed. Wept them all out in your managerâs office while she harshly, yet calmly reprimanded you for your mistake and the gravity of the fact that you almost lost your precious job, that you canât imagine living without, washed over you and pained you like a splash of salty water in your eyes. Wept them all out when you breathed in the crooked, paralyzed expression of disappointment in her faceâand thatâs the sole thing that emptied out your system of that ichor, wiped out your reputation of being a good, reliable employee that everybody liked.Â
Now the next unfolding of your days spent at work shall be filled with silent judgements and secretive gossip, the big talk of the entire buildingâsomething that will hang by the strands of your hair for every head to turn to until something else comes along. Another topic, another fuck-up. Thatâs the face of modern capitalism, the absurdity of day-to-day normalcy its features, and youâre so sick, so repulsed to be staring at it every single day of your life that you yearn to not be anymore.Â
Death has flattened over you, but has not finished its job. It was Dante who described the process of hell in his Divine Comedy and you hate him for the rotten pulchritude of his mind because you find yourself to be standing in the middle of inferno with no guideâno Virgil, no Beatriceâto hold your hand and lead you through this scalding maze. Youâre all alone, your mistake carving the branches of the trees burning down in your hell over your burdened, heavy heart that has been longing for the company of another ever since you walked out of your managerâs office.Â
Your face screws as another agonized emotion rises in you. You canât stand your aloneness, canât stand your burdenâand before you realize what youâre doing, your fingers have already tapped on your boyfriendâs name in your history of calls. The screen of your phone is cool against the fever of your cheek and you rub your face harder against your duvet, staining the strawberry pattern with the particular tinge of your makeup, which must have been the color of your ichor.Â
You wince, the rings prolonging in your ear, your impatience running thin.Â
Then, your heart drops once you hear the broken whisper of your Beatrice, faintly, barely, which causes your heart to spread its longing. Damn iPhones and their bad service.Â
âJungkook?â you call out, nonsense coming through the other endâand you repeat his name until his voice smooths out, relief sinking in like a stone in a pond.Â
It turns out you were exchanging each otherâs names and the intimacy of it curls the smallest of smiles on your mouth. You miss him; you need him.Â
âWhen are you coming home?â you ask, wishing to descend into the emitting waves of the call, slide through them until you spring to wherever he is, no matter how tired you areâyouâre willing to cross the distance.Â
You hear him turn on his blinker and your heart almost does it for you.Â
âIâm driving home right now. Iâll be there in ten,â he says and your relief expands in your chest, taking a small weight off of your heart. You place your palm against it.Â
âOkay.âÂ
A beat of silence.Â
âWhy do you sound so sad?âÂ
Your mouth curls downwards. âSomething happened at work.âÂ
An inhale of breath. âScrew that, baby. Iâll be there in five, okay?âÂ
A whimper. âOkay, drive safe.âÂ
And your Beatrice didnât lie to you. Soon, you hear the banging of the front door closing, the tossing of his keys and the prodding open of your shared bedroom door. The hastened footsteps, hefty on the floating floor, the squeak of the mattress as his knee dips on it and the glide of his hand up your thigh. All before you use the last of your strength to focus your swimming vision on him.Â
Hearing him alone helped you take a step further in your inferno.Â
And then you can smell him. The scent of sweat clinging to his favorite ivory Nike shirt, interlaced with his natural, poetic scent, creating something divine that blesses you with the strength to place your palm on top of his hand. Your coworkers hugged you earlier, clasped your hands in theirs in reassurement and more than welcome it, you absolutely despised it. Lingered in their affection only because you thought you should let yourself be consoled, for you know they care about you. But his touch⊠thatâs not something you sense your body to want to run away from. On the contrary, it seems to be something that itâs missing.Â
You canât part the stream of your new tears with your other hand.Â
You spill, completely.Â
Jungkook coos, squeezing the bare flesh of your thigh as turns you onto your back and nudges himself between them, plopping his body on top of yours. And then, heâs kissing the place your undone shirt made for him, trailing his lips up your neck, where he stays, where he conjures a garden of fluttering gardenias, their tender petals tickling you.Â
âWhat did they do to my princess?â he murmurs against your skin, his words muffled but heard clearly by your ears. You sob, your chest shuddering in violent staccatos against his, unable to settle, unable to speak. Jungkook lifts his small head and frowns, his thumb swiping your tears away while the rest of his four fingers cradle your cheek. You lean into the balmy safety of the realm of his palm, gaze fixed on the wrinkle between his brows, mouth letting out puffs of soft, gentle exhales. He kisses your chin, the corner of your mouth, the wetness of your other cheekâburies his nose into it, right beside yours, inhaling you, giving you fresh air to breathe in. âDonât cry. Iâm gonna decapitate them.âÂ
The whisper, the hand that parted the stream. You whimper and he steals the traces of your despondency, pecking the new, smooth surface, planting roses to bloom, its roots bestowing you with the ability of speech.Â
Two sentences, two miles further in the inferno. Your burnt down trees are lost in the far distance, swallowed by the fire, yet the forest shows every sign of growing anew the longer Jungkookâs heart beats against your breast.Â
Heâs so benevolently patient with you, not rushing you with your explanation. It all the more drives you to disclose it to himâand you open your mouth to speak, your fingers following suit, helping you with your words as you drag them through the soft mop of his fluffy hair.Â
âI made a mistake yesterday while closing up,â you croak out, licking your lips. Jungkook lifts himself onto his elbows, clutching your shoulders, keeping the close proximity intact. His warm grip is a stability you lean on, one you appreciate with every broken shard in you. âI did it five minutes earlier and somebody came in. I sent them away and they filed a complaint against me. They wrote an email to my manager and I⊠I almost lost my job.â
The wrinkle between his brows deepens and you thumb it, wishing it away. You donât want to mar his beautiful face because of your foolishness; you want it to remain that soft ball of light that he always is, but then you realize youâre asking for the impossible. His mouth flattens, pity flashes across his round eyes, which helps you perceive that if he didnât react like this, he wouldnât love youâand his love is the air you breathe; his love is the ointment you need for your sadness.Â
As if he heard you, he kisses you delicately and you sailâskip the purgatory and land in paradiso, a meadow of wildflowers overlooking a cliff that opens the restfulness of the sea, scattered with windswept petals of those lost blossoms, coloring the surface with pinks, whites and the greens of their leaves.Â
âDid your manager yell at you?â Jungkook questions, his lips lifted a millimeter above yours, his thumbs fondling the fabric of your shirt upon your shoulders.Â
âNo, but she was very strict with me. Told me not to cryââ
His breath wafts over your face when he looks into your eyes, displeased. âShe made you cry?âÂ
You cried because through her words you comprehended the gravity of your mistake and its repercussions, not because she deliberately used them to open the dam of your emotions. Itâs precisely why she told you not to cry, giving you a hint of her perpetually nonexistent compassion. And you tell him.Â
âNo, she didnât. She was very professional with me and made me realize what I did after I apologized. I cried because I was so scared of losing my job, of disappointing her and shit like that.âÂ
Jungkook purses his lips, shaking his head, curly strands rippling like the tremor of leaves. âShe shouldâve dropped it after you apologized. Five minutes is nothing, baby. You did nothing to deserve to be treated like that.âÂ
Your chest heaves, his love and reassurement sifting sand into your bloodstream, the color of ichor. âI know but⊠you know,â you trail off, indicating the realm of respect all peers must have for the management that you donât really want to venture into, not when Jungkook had to deal with it as well in his music company. But unlike you, he broke out of its clutches. It cost him tears, frustration and weight loss, but now heâs a free bird of paradise. You donât wish to make him remember his cage.Â
Jungkook sighs. âYeah, baby, I know, which is why Iâm telling you that you didnât deserve that.âÂ
Your chin quivers, the negative thoughts that wore you down in his absence returning at full speed. âIt affects my mental health when Iâm bad at my job.âÂ
Brows rounding upwards, his eyes flick to your chin, a glossy wetness coating them. He pecks it before he gazes into your irises. âBut youâre not bad at your job. You just closed a few minutes earlier. Youâre amazing at your job. You make people happy. Iâve seen it with my own eyes,â he says, meaning every word with the way he presses each one into your pupils. You feel its magnetism and you take it. âAnd Iâm proud of you. Every day. You work so hard. Come home tired every day. Deal with people who arenât always nice to you with kindness that I envy. Iâm proud of you, you hear me? You didnât make a mistake. You did good.â
And there it is, the stampede of your bloodstreamâJungkook has seeped the entirety of the sand until he emptied out his hand and your ichor charges forward, its light like a bud flaring open beneath your skin. And you're floating on that sea in paradiso, your braid adorned with the wet petals that swims back and forth to his arm that holds your body steady upon the surface, the names of the Greek goddesses lining every perimeter, sinking within.Â
Youâve become them, all over again.Â
âThank you, Ggukie,â you whisper, running your hand through the front bangs of his hair, gripping them. Itâs as if youâre holding the petals. âI needed to hear that.âÂ
He pouts, touched by the love name. âI know. You need to rest now after such an emotionally exhausting day. No more tears, okay?âÂ
You nod, feeling whole, feeling like you can face tomorrow with more courage. âOkay.âÂ
You pout, mimicking him, asking for a kiss and he gives it to you in that same delicate manner, plunging the entirety of the summerâs heat, molded by his hands, into you, making it bearable for you.Â
Looks at you for a long time, after. Smiling.Â
âYou know, I didnât take a shower after the gym for you,â he says, quirking a smile on your face.
Youâre intimately acknowledged with the reason why, yet still you ask: âWhyâs that?âÂ
He reciprocates the smile. âI thought youâd help me wash up. My muscles are sore and all. I lifted the double amount of your body weight.âÂ
You bite your lip. Youâre willing to wash every inch of him with your utmost care. You deem he deserves it for enlivening you, but youâd much rather stay here, inhaling that dizzying scent of him.Â
âIâll do that, but letâs stay here for a little while.âÂ
Jungkook nods, kissing your jaw before he finds a comfortable place on your bosom, listening to the rush of your ichor, the sun rays upon the sea of that paradiso, inching you closer and closer to God. Augments the ending of that Divine Comedy.Â
Doesnât lead you to the final installment of death, but pushes you to life full of that brisk wind, the humming of the sea and the song of swaying wildflowers.Â
Holds your hand.Â
Doesnât let go.Â

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ICHOR | jjk

pairing: idol!boyfriend!jungkook x f. reader
genre: fluff
word count: 2.4k
summary: after a bad day at work, you lose a sense of yourself and jungkook leads you right back to her.
warnings: crying, capitalism, death metaphors, sadness, jungkook is sweaty and is wearing that nike shirt he wore in his working out live, has fluffy hair!
note: hiii, bubbas, so this is fluff fic is partly for @frmisnow bc she inspired me to write this & i also want to make her feel better with this sacchariny-sweet jungkook, partly for me bc i genuinely wrote in detail about what i went through at work these past two days. and, also, for all you guys because i made you go through reading about such evil jungkook in my last berries fic. i hope you enjoy it, let me know what you think. here's to a bit of happiness in our lives *cheers with an imaginary glass of imaginary pink, glittery, strong, fairy alcohol*. <3

You used to be a goddess, the ichor in your veins carried the color of roses, glinted with flecks of gold that would radiate your skin from beneath, make any heads turn, especially the one you loved the most. Customers at work smiled upon seeing your cordial aura, close-knit even though they were mere strangers, preferred to go to you amidst the flock of your other colleagues around. They would become radiated just the same, joy so terribly evident on their faces as their smile would grow. They would frown upon seeing the state of you at this current momentâcurled up on your bed while the heat of the beginning of the summer clings to your near bareness, coming through your wide opened windows, the white, translucent curtains billowing up and down in their strange, but magnolious dance.Â
Youâre not Aphrodite. Youâre not Euphrosyne, the goddess of joy and mirth, either.Â
Youâre the slain fawn at their feetâfor their very own feast and for the feast of those aforementioned customers, who stand behind the dryly bloodied cause of your death.Â
Work was hell, to say the least.Â
You always thought death was a kind embrace, not a tight clasp of doom around the nape of your neck, your mental strain and disquietude the half moon marks that ever so slowly deepen. You mimic the movement on the hem of the linen shirt you wore for the day, one that you were too drowsy to take off when you arrived at home, having only a slight wisp of an energy to rid yourself of the uncomfortable tightness of your jeans and crawl onto your bed, knees to chest, on your side. You bunch up the fabric in your fist, wrinkling it, but you hardly vanquish the cuts that your anxiety slashes on your skin. You thought it would alleviate you of your tenseness, but as it seemsâit only worsened it.Â
You donât even have tears to shed. Wept them all out in your managerâs office while she harshly, yet calmly reprimanded you for your mistake and the gravity of the fact that you almost lost your precious job, that you canât imagine living without, washed over you and pained you like a splash of salty water in your eyes. Wept them all out when you breathed in the crooked, paralyzed expression of disappointment in her faceâand thatâs the sole thing that emptied out your system of that ichor, wiped out your reputation of being a good, reliable employee that everybody liked.Â
Now the next unfolding of your days spent at work shall be filled with silent judgements and secretive gossip, the big talk of the entire buildingâsomething that will hang by the strands of your hair for every head to turn to until something else comes along. Another topic, another fuck-up. Thatâs the face of modern capitalism, the absurdity of day-to-day normalcy its features, and youâre so sick, so repulsed to be staring at it every single day of your life that you yearn to not be anymore.Â
Death has flattened over you, but has not finished its job. It was Dante who described the process of hell in his Divine Comedy and you hate him for the rotten pulchritude of his mind because you find yourself to be standing in the middle of inferno with no guideâno Virgil, no Beatriceâto hold your hand and lead you through this scalding maze. Youâre all alone, your mistake carving the branches of the trees burning down in your hell over your burdened, heavy heart that has been longing for the company of another ever since you walked out of your managerâs office.Â
Your face screws as another agonized emotion rises in you. You canât stand your aloneness, canât stand your burdenâand before you realize what youâre doing, your fingers have already tapped on your boyfriendâs name in your history of calls. The screen of your phone is cool against the fever of your cheek and you rub your face harder against your duvet, staining the strawberry pattern with the particular tinge of your makeup, which must have been the color of your ichor.Â
You wince, the rings prolonging in your ear, your impatience running thin.Â
Then, your heart drops once you hear the broken whisper of your Beatrice, faintly, barely, which causes your heart to spread its longing. Damn iPhones and their bad service.Â
âJungkook?â you call out, nonsense coming through the other endâand you repeat his name until his voice smooths out, relief sinking in like a stone in a pond.Â
It turns out you were exchanging each otherâs names and the intimacy of it curls the smallest of smiles on your mouth. You miss him; you need him.Â
âWhen are you coming home?â you ask, wishing to descend into the emitting waves of the call, slide through them until you spring to wherever he is, no matter how tired you areâyouâre willing to cross the distance.Â
You hear him turn on his blinker and your heart almost does it for you.Â
âIâm driving home right now. Iâll be there in ten,â he says and your relief expands in your chest, taking a small weight off of your heart. You place your palm against it.Â
âOkay.âÂ
A beat of silence.Â
âWhy do you sound so sad?âÂ
Your mouth curls downwards. âSomething happened at work.âÂ
An inhale of breath. âScrew that, baby. Iâll be there in five, okay?âÂ
A whimper. âOkay, drive safe.âÂ
And your Beatrice didnât lie to you. Soon, you hear the banging of the front door closing, the tossing of his keys and the prodding open of your shared bedroom door. The hastened footsteps, hefty on the floating floor, the squeak of the mattress as his knee dips on it and the glide of his hand up your thigh. All before you use the last of your strength to focus your swimming vision on him.Â
Hearing him alone helped you take a step further in your inferno.Â
And then you can smell him. The scent of sweat clinging to his favorite ivory Nike shirt, interlaced with his natural, poetic scent, creating something divine that blesses you with the strength to place your palm on top of his hand. Your coworkers hugged you earlier, clasped your hands in theirs in reassurement and more than welcome it, you absolutely despised it. Lingered in their affection only because you thought you should let yourself be consoled, for you know they care about you. But his touch⊠thatâs not something you sense your body to want to run away from. On the contrary, it seems to be something that itâs missing.Â
You canât part the stream of your new tears with your other hand.Â
You spill, completely.Â
Jungkook coos, squeezing the bare flesh of your thigh as turns you onto your back and nudges himself between them, plopping his body on top of yours. And then, heâs kissing the place your undone shirt made for him, trailing his lips up your neck, where he stays, where he conjures a garden of fluttering gardenias, their tender petals tickling you.Â
âWhat did they do to my princess?â he murmurs against your skin, his words muffled but heard clearly by your ears. You sob, your chest shuddering in violent staccatos against his, unable to settle, unable to speak. Jungkook lifts his small head and frowns, his thumb swiping your tears away while the rest of his four fingers cradle your cheek. You lean into the balmy safety of the realm of his palm, gaze fixed on the wrinkle between his brows, mouth letting out puffs of soft, gentle exhales. He kisses your chin, the corner of your mouth, the wetness of your other cheekâburies his nose into it, right beside yours, inhaling you, giving you fresh air to breathe in. âDonât cry. Iâm gonna decapitate them.âÂ
The whisper, the hand that parted the stream. You whimper and he steals the traces of your despondency, pecking the new, smooth surface, planting roses to bloom, its roots bestowing you with the ability of speech.Â
Two sentences, two miles further in the inferno. Your burnt down trees are lost in the far distance, swallowed by the fire, yet the forest shows every sign of growing anew the longer Jungkookâs heart beats against your breast.Â
Heâs so benevolently patient with you, not rushing you with your explanation. It all the more drives you to disclose it to himâand you open your mouth to speak, your fingers following suit, helping you with your words as you drag them through the soft mop of his fluffy hair.Â
âI made a mistake yesterday while closing up,â you croak out, licking your lips. Jungkook lifts himself onto his elbows, clutching your shoulders, keeping the close proximity intact. His warm grip is a stability you lean on, one you appreciate with every broken shard in you. âI did it five minutes earlier and somebody came in. I sent them away and they filed a complaint against me. They wrote an email to my manager and I⊠I almost lost my job.â
The wrinkle between his brows deepens and you thumb it, wishing it away. You donât want to mar his beautiful face because of your foolishness; you want it to remain that soft ball of light that he always is, but then you realize youâre asking for the impossible. His mouth flattens, pity flashes across his round eyes, which helps you perceive that if he didnât react like this, he wouldnât love youâand his love is the air you breathe; his love is the ointment you need for your sadness.Â
As if he heard you, he kisses you delicately and you sailâskip the purgatory and land in paradiso, a meadow of wildflowers overlooking a cliff that opens the restfulness of the sea, scattered with windswept petals of those lost blossoms, coloring the surface with pinks, whites and the greens of their leaves.Â
âDid your manager yell at you?â Jungkook questions, his lips lifted a millimeter above yours, his thumbs fondling the fabric of your shirt upon your shoulders.Â
âNo, but she was very strict with me. Told me not to cryââ
His breath wafts over your face when he looks into your eyes, displeased. âShe made you cry?âÂ
You cried because through her words you comprehended the gravity of your mistake and its repercussions, not because she deliberately used them to open the dam of your emotions. Itâs precisely why she told you not to cry, giving you a hint of her perpetually nonexistent compassion. And you tell him.Â
âNo, she didnât. She was very professional with me and made me realize what I did after I apologized. I cried because I was so scared of losing my job, of disappointing her and shit like that.âÂ
Jungkook purses his lips, shaking his head, curly strands rippling like the tremor of leaves. âShe shouldâve dropped it after you apologized. Five minutes is nothing, baby. You did nothing to deserve to be treated like that.âÂ
Your chest heaves, his love and reassurement sifting sand into your bloodstream, the color of ichor. âI know but⊠you know,â you trail off, indicating the realm of respect all peers must have for the management that you donât really want to venture into, not when Jungkook had to deal with it as well in his music company. But unlike you, he broke out of its clutches. It cost him tears, frustration and weight loss, but now heâs a free bird of paradise. You donât wish to make him remember his cage.Â
Jungkook sighs. âYeah, baby, I know, which is why Iâm telling you that you didnât deserve that.âÂ
Your chin quivers, the negative thoughts that wore you down in his absence returning at full speed. âIt affects my mental health when Iâm bad at my job.âÂ
Brows rounding upwards, his eyes flick to your chin, a glossy wetness coating them. He pecks it before he gazes into your irises. âBut youâre not bad at your job. You just closed a few minutes earlier. Youâre amazing at your job. You make people happy. Iâve seen it with my own eyes,â he says, meaning every word with the way he presses each one into your pupils. You feel its magnetism and you take it. âAnd Iâm proud of you. Every day. You work so hard. Come home tired every day. Deal with people who arenât always nice to you with kindness that I envy. Iâm proud of you, you hear me? You didnât make a mistake. You did good.â
And there it is, the stampede of your bloodstreamâJungkook has seeped the entirety of the sand until he emptied out his hand and your ichor charges forward, its light like a bud flaring open beneath your skin. And you're floating on that sea in paradiso, your braid adorned with the wet petals that swims back and forth to his arm that holds your body steady upon the surface, the names of the Greek goddesses lining every perimeter, sinking within.Â
Youâve become them, all over again.Â
âThank you, Ggukie,â you whisper, running your hand through the front bangs of his hair, gripping them. Itâs as if youâre holding the petals. âI needed to hear that.âÂ
He pouts, touched by the love name. âI know. You need to rest now after such an emotionally exhausting day. No more tears, okay?âÂ
You nod, feeling whole, feeling like you can face tomorrow with more courage. âOkay.âÂ
You pout, mimicking him, asking for a kiss and he gives it to you in that same delicate manner, plunging the entirety of the summerâs heat, molded by his hands, into you, making it bearable for you.Â
Looks at you for a long time, after. Smiling.Â
âYou know, I didnât take a shower after the gym for you,â he says, quirking a smile on your face.
Youâre intimately acknowledged with the reason why, yet still you ask: âWhyâs that?âÂ
He reciprocates the smile. âI thought youâd help me wash up. My muscles are sore and all. I lifted the double amount of your body weight.âÂ
You bite your lip. Youâre willing to wash every inch of him with your utmost care. You deem he deserves it for enlivening you, but youâd much rather stay here, inhaling that dizzying scent of him.Â
âIâll do that, but letâs stay here for a little while.âÂ
Jungkook nods, kissing your jaw before he finds a comfortable place on your bosom, listening to the rush of your ichor, the sun rays upon the sea of that paradiso, inching you closer and closer to God. Augments the ending of that Divine Comedy.Â
Doesnât lead you to the final installment of death, but pushes you to life full of that brisk wind, the humming of the sea and the song of swaying wildflowers.Â
Holds your hand.Â
Doesnât let go.Â

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i can finally sleep peacefully knowing what jungkook sent
and i was sooo scared youâre gonna leave me without telling me what was painted on the canvas bcz i wouldnât be able to survive with another cliffhanger
i could never do that to you baby đ
that wouldâve been too much
This Jungkook is soo toxic but hot at the same timeđđ„” and I LOVE Hobi, heâs so amazing đ
this is the first time im hearing something positive about this jungkook đ
it means a lot. iâm having mixed feelings about this series, but this message calmed me down a little. thank you đ©¶
hobi is an angel. fuck, i love him.