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howdeehaw
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howdeehaw
3 years ago
SEVIKA ARCANE Episode 9 The Monster You Created
SEVIKA ARCANE Episode 9 The Monster You Created
SEVIKA ARCANE Episode 9 The Monster You Created
SEVIKA ARCANE Episode 9 The Monster You Created
SEVIKA ARCANE Episode 9 The Monster You Created
SEVIKA ARCANE Episode 9 The Monster You Created
SEVIKA ARCANE Episode 9 The Monster You Created
SEVIKA ARCANE Episode 9 The Monster You Created
SEVIKA ARCANE Episode 9 The Monster You Created
SEVIKA ARCANE Episode 9 The Monster You Created

SEVIKA │ ARCANE episode 9  “The Monster You Created”

howdeehaw
3 years ago
SEVIKAARCANE Episode 4 Happy Progress Day!
SEVIKAARCANE Episode 4 Happy Progress Day!
SEVIKAARCANE Episode 4 Happy Progress Day!
SEVIKAARCANE Episode 4 Happy Progress Day!
SEVIKAARCANE Episode 4 Happy Progress Day!
SEVIKAARCANE Episode 4 Happy Progress Day!
SEVIKAARCANE Episode 4 Happy Progress Day!

SEVIKA│ARCANE episode 4 “Happy Progress Day!”

howdeehaw
3 years ago
SEVIKAARCANE Episode 7The Boy Savior
SEVIKAARCANE Episode 7The Boy Savior
SEVIKAARCANE Episode 7The Boy Savior
SEVIKAARCANE Episode 7The Boy Savior
SEVIKAARCANE Episode 7The Boy Savior

SEVIKA│ARCANE episode 7 “The Boy Savior”

howdeehaw
3 years ago
The Vander I Knew, The One Who Built The Underground, Wouldnt Be Afraid To Fight.
The Vander I Knew, The One Who Built The Underground, Wouldnt Be Afraid To Fight.

The Vander I knew, the one who built the underground, wouldn’t be afraid to fight.

howdeehaw
3 years ago
Sevika | Ep.4 "Happy Progress Day!"
Sevika | Ep.4 "Happy Progress Day!"

Sevika | ep.4 ➢ "Happy Progress Day!"

howdeehaw
3 years ago

Hello! I love your talks about Arcane. Your words and thoughts always make me realize so much more about the story. Would it be ok if you talked about the scene where Silco talks to Vi outside where she used to grow up, What do you think he meant when says that ‘jinx is so much more than he ever imagined and that he ‘freed her candidly’ the tone seemed more soft and his word choice seemed very calculated. Why do you think he thought it was necessary to say those words to Vi right then? (His tone was hard for me to read there)

Then Silco has his whole rage fit after the sign falls and Vi and Caitlyn escape. I know he was furious but I’m not sure if there are any other emotions layered that I’m not picking up in that scene. I wanted to know your general thoughts on it if you have any.

-♠️

Hello! I Love Your Talks About Arcane. Your Words And Thoughts Always Make Me Realize So Much More About

OOOOOOOOO i LOVE me some Silco analysis!! Lets Go! <3

Also thank you for the kind words!! holy cow >.< im not worthy!! This is gunna be a long one so im posting a read below to just... save peoples scrolling XD

Silco is such a *wonderfully* complex character and he has so much behind everything he does; or at least this is how i feel. I briefly touched on this topic in a different post about how i feel Silco did not plan on killing Vi (i think it was that post.. maybe it was a Silco/Jinx father/daughter analysis.. i cant recall now >.< ) So, man, ok.. where to start... So in that scene.. hmm no ok wait. Lets back it up ok, Silco/Jinx leading up to that scene is really important to set the narrative for explanation so forgive me for reiterating events here but: - Jinx "defended" the shimmer shipment - Silco argued in Jinxs defense against Sevika - He talked with Jinx and advised she distract herself with her gadgetry - Jinx decided to bomb a bunch of enforcers and get the gem - Silco learns of the attack; we dont see who from but we know its NOT Marcus because he comes to confront Silco separately later - Silco dad-style yells at Jinx but forgives cuz gem - Silco argues with Marcus, again in Jinxs defense - Jinx medicates Silco and he tells her to focus on weaponizing the gem - Jinx has her freak out from the magic acting up - Jinx goes to the arcade (ironically while Vi and Cait are eating at Jerichos) - Silco gives one of Jinx's bombs to Marcus to use as evidence against the Firelights - Jinx expresses to Silco she cant handle the magic trauma - Silco takes Jinx out to the water and has a heart to heart - Jinx successfully works on the gem - Silco learns Vi is alive - Silco sends out an order to all of his staff to "grab" the two girls that kicked Sevika's ass - Bartender Thieram/Chuck tells Jinx about the order - Jinx is suspicious that she wasnt included or made aware of the order - Jinx confronts Sevika in Silcos office - Silco confronts Marcus in Marcus' home - And then finally Silco gets word from the shimmer addicts of Vi's location and goes there himself *whew* that was a lot.. but its important. Notice how in all of this, every time Silco has an interaction *about* Jinx he is totally on her side? Their relationship is super solid at this point and it seems like, at least to SOME extent, Silco is aware of the state of Jinx's mind. Given how open these two are with each other and how they relax and show their true vulnerable selves to each other, i would guess Jinx has had fits around Silco as results of botched missions or other trauma triggers. We also see how casually Jinx talks to her apparitions both when alone and with others which makes me feel like she does this around Silco a lot too without receiving any judgement etc.

So i want to point out something very specific here. While Silco did do basically an all-hands-on-deck type of order among his goons to look for Vi and Cait, he went HIMSELF to the location as soon as he learned exactly where she was. He did not look for Sevika to go with him either. He wanted to be the one to handle this himself. This tells me that, while he is willing to use all resources available to him for this task, it is a personal task and not a business one. This also helps clearly define exactly how he perceives Jinx. She is not "just business" or "just a lieutenant". This is why we see his tone and mannerisms change so drastically between how he talks to Singed and Sevika vs how he talks to/about Jinx.

I think that, for Silco, this was a VERY personal matter. All he had likely heard from Sevika was that Vi was looking for Jinx. Silco went all hands on deck because of the threat of someone taking his daughter away.

So, Silco is used to using intimidation and power to get his way. When he confronts Vi, note that he is unarmed BUT he is definitely utilizing that same body language to express his power and influence to build an intimidating presence. He has two goons with him who are armed but not in any stance to fight. Weapons are slung on their shoulders etc.

I feel that Silco had one objective here. Get Vi to give up on Jinx. His tactic for this was two parts. First to make Vi feel too weak to take on the fight and second to make her think that Jinx wouldnt be interested in leaving regardless. I also believe he did not want to kill Vi. This is important. He knows what Vi means to Jinx. He would not risk word of him killing her get around to Jinx.

Thus his speech. "Vanders prodigy, i regretted that we never had the opportunity to speak" He is trying to impose his intelligence over her and seem un-phased by her return. I think he is being honest here and had actually originally planned to try and turn her to his side. He knew from Sevika that Vi was wanting to fight Piltover when the topic was brought up in the Last Drop. He also heard stories from his younger underlings that he had keep eyes on Vanders kids that she was a good fighter. He then seems genuinely offended by the question "what have you done with my sister?" Remember that Silco does not see himself as a destructive or bad person. Most of the people in the undercity support him and he himself sees the bad parts of what he does as "the base violence necessary for change".

So when Silco responds with "I've freed her. Candidly, I thought you were the prize of your secondhand family." We see an interesting and subtle shift in his expression to Vi. When talking about Jinx, there is some life and passion in his expression and tone. Then he looks around for a moment and when he stares back at Vi his expression is icy and devoid of any emotion aside from.. boredom maybe; his tone changes to match. I think Silco means what he said about freeing Jinx. He has helped free her from a lot of her insecurities, he does not restrict her movements or actions or try to snuff out her violent interests, and he protects her from consequences from the law. In his mind, he has freed her of anything that could be holding her back from reaching her true potential. But the second part, while i *do* think he had intended to flip Vi before the warehouse fight, i think he actually means this as the setup for an insult. He searched for those words for a moment. They were calculated. He wanted to hurt Vi with what he says next.

"but... Jinx... Ah~ she is more than i ever imagined." While Silco says these words he is, once again, more expressive. Even leaning his head back and taking his eyes off Vi to visualize his daughter, and his words are so soft.

Silco knows that Vi is a sensitive topic for Jinx even years after the event. A huuuge part of me feels like this is sorta... parental vindication. I thought you were great, but then i saw your sister. I believe Silco wants to hurt Vi with his insult as a small penance for what Jinx has endured emotionally. Silco values power and would assume most others do as well. So telling Vi she is weaker than the girl she abandoned would be a fabulous insult in his world. Because, to be clear, Silco *does* think that Vi abandoned Jinx. He only had Jinx's word to go off of with this and there would have been ZERO info about Vi looking for Jinx after the bomb since Marcus had captured her. Silco truly believes Vi abandoned a crying Powder to be killed by, well, himself.

So i think he is trying to shove it in Vi's face that she discarded someone with so much potential. 'You left her and made the wrong choice.' and twist that knife in til it hurts.

I like how Vi responds to this with "im gunna find her and erase whatever fucked up delusions you put in her head"

So Vi heard those few sentences and clung onto "i freed her" and "she is more than i imagined" and interpreted those as Silco maybe drugging her with Shimmer, manipulated her, or whatever else to make Jinx into this version of herself. Then Vi say she is FIRST going to target Silcos criminal empire and Silco replies with that same bored tone suggesting he feels completely in control and once again exuding power to intimidate Vi. "You dont know your limits, girl. Its what got Vander killed. What drove your sister away. And its why im here right now." again, doubling down on the whole effort to make her feel like this is an imposible task and her sister wouldnt want to return to her anyway. So then stuff happens and the rage fit and i do think there is a lot mixed in here. He is, of course, mad that he got bested by a child but more than that its Vanders Prodigy. So for Silco this has getting defeated by the ghosts of his past written all over it. Plus, he didnt successfully manipulate Vi to giving up on Jinx so there is also still the risk to his daughter leaving him. His effort to intimidate wasnt working. And finally he lost her. He doesnt seem like a man who takes loosing very well. And with her maybe 30 feet away, he lost her. One of the people he raises up and hits on the head during this fit is one of his body guards. Likely annoyed that they didnt have the foresight to see that risk or that they didnt pursue Vi during the chaos. He also stomps violently on the shimmer addict informant that told them of Vi's location. We never see Silco get this emotional. Never. I think he is honestly panicing that right at the final stages of seeing his fight for the Nation of Zaun, everything is falling apart. Vi is back, Jinx is struggling with the weapon, Marcus is turning on him, etc. But the way he responds to all the other bad news is exasperation... the way he responds to the threat to his daughter from his former betrayers prodigy is visceral rage.. i think it definitely sets the tone for how important this matter is to him. I also really like the symbolism of him standing in the center wreckage of the Eye of Zaun. Like his empire is shattering around him. Idk, i feel like it really reflects where he is at right there.

So anyhow, to put it simply, i think this was a personal issue to him, not a business issue. He definitely is a mad dad looking down the person who abandoned his daughter and caused so much shit in her head for him to deal with. And the possibility of Jinx leaving him for his betrayer's prodigy is something he is *very* worried about.

oof im really good at long.... o.o sorry >.<


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howdeehaw
3 years ago
SEVIKA ARCANE Episode 9 The Monster You Created
SEVIKA ARCANE Episode 9 The Monster You Created
SEVIKA ARCANE Episode 9 The Monster You Created
SEVIKA ARCANE Episode 9 The Monster You Created
SEVIKA ARCANE Episode 9 The Monster You Created
SEVIKA ARCANE Episode 9 The Monster You Created
SEVIKA ARCANE Episode 9 The Monster You Created
SEVIKA ARCANE Episode 9 The Monster You Created
SEVIKA ARCANE Episode 9 The Monster You Created
SEVIKA ARCANE Episode 9 The Monster You Created

SEVIKA │ ARCANE episode 9  “The Monster You Created”

howdeehaw
3 years ago
howdeehaw - “garlimk bread (:”
howdeehaw - “garlimk bread (:”
howdeehaw
3 years ago

How arcane handles adoption is something that I have been looking for in movies and media for years.

With obvious few exceptions to this, It’s common in media to see family portrayed like “relation by blood is stronger than anything.” Because a character isn’t blood-related, their meaning or voice in the story will be downplayed or seen as disposable.

A lot of the time people say “adopted” child, Like the adopted part matters. I know a few adopted people in real life that aren’t bothered by it, and for many others, I have found it does. For me, It often seems weird when people feel the need to point out that the person or character isn’t related to them by blood before they acknowledge them as a family member. Adoption isn't a constant state of being—it's a past event.

Silco never says this is my ‘adopted’ daughter. He calls jinx his daughter and says it with meaning and pride every time. There is absolutely no hesitation when claiming her as his own. There is no separation because he took her in and made her his family, and As an adoptee, I think that means a lot.

I hope that people who write about Silco or Jinx be open-minded and take what I have said into consideration. I love it when writers are mindful of the way adoption is addressed. Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk.


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howdeehaw
4 years ago
Nothing More To Add. Consider Me Proud

Nothing more to add. Consider me proud😌

Frogs are very real, Ace. I know because I've consumed one. I will now slowly become a frog over the years and fight off flamboyant supervillains that I'm secretly attracted to

NOOOOOOOOOOOO NO THE FROGGIE!!!

howdeehaw
4 years ago

*Gaaaassspppppp!!!* oh my- @bakugoukatsuki-rising

when I look at frog I get jealous

*Gaaaassspppppp!!!* Oh My- @bakugoukatsuki-rising

pure envy


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howdeehaw
4 years ago

who in their right mind names their cat Copernicus..?? I had to google how to spell that. smh😤

howdeehaw
4 years ago

woah woah woah woah woAH.. hold on👆this is absurd. we simply do not LICK rocks, we EAT them. I feel a war brewing between the rock lickers and the rock eaters. 👀

He went on a whole tangent about cooler ways to identify rocks

Ya see what yall did?

Don't EAT rocks, just LICK them 😂

He Went On A Whole Tangent About Cooler Ways To Identify Rocks
howdeehaw
4 years ago
@bakugoukatsuki-rising I Thought This Seemed Appropriate.

@bakugoukatsuki-rising i thought this seemed appropriate. 😂

howdeehaw
4 years ago

I'm gay watch this *looks longingly into the distance*


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howdeehaw
4 years ago

hell yeah! 🤌🍞✨

Reblog for Bread Sheeran supremacy

God damnit

Alright yeah

Reblog for Bread Sheeran supremacy

howdeehaw
4 years ago

i ship it! 👍

Forgive me for what I'm about to say, for it is a cursed sentence. But I must share this with the world. Bread Sheeran x Kacconion 🐔

STOP IT AHAVQHSUHD

howdeehaw
4 years ago

It's the bread sheeran revolution

yes. bread sheeran is just like his country, young, scrappy, and hungry. He’s NOT throwing away his shot! 🍞💥


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howdeehaw
4 years ago

yes. please encourage✨🍞✨

Bread Sheeran my beloved🐔

No pls don't encourage 😭

howdeehaw
4 years ago

Ace.

Ace.

It's about the bread sheeran.

I'm sorry, but WHY.

That isn't a question, it's just WHY.

*tips ma cowboy hat* I honestly couldn’t tell ya. Yee-haw Yee-haw love bread sheeran it’s the law🤠🤌🍞


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howdeehaw
4 years ago

BREAD SHEERAN🤌🍞

Of my many lists of strange things that I am certain of, I know that bread sheeran always prevails🥵.

BREAD SHEERAN

..enjoy??🍞


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howdeehaw
4 years ago

Yess! I’m back with one of these!!

Yess! Im Back With One Of These!!
Yess! Im Back With One Of These!!

..really? just me? .. ok.


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howdeehaw
4 years ago

having a hyperfixation feels like this image

Having A Hyperfixation Feels Like This Image
howdeehaw
4 years ago
Donna Beneviento, Unmasked And Restored | [x]
Donna Beneviento, Unmasked And Restored | [x]
Donna Beneviento, Unmasked And Restored | [x]

Donna Beneviento, unmasked and restored | [x]