Just Told My Nan I Liked Her Top And She Said "do You?? Do You Want It? :D" And I Said No So She Went

Just told my nan I liked her top and she said "do you?? Do you want it? :D" And I said no so she went back outside and told everyone I liked her top lmao

Next time I see a sitcom use Batman and Robin as a romantic metaphor I'm gonna start throwing things

I checked and it's also Fuyuhiko Kuzuryuu's birthday. There are so many days guys

Happy birthday to (checks notes) Alfred Pennyworth, Jason Todd and also my mother? Damn guys spread it out a bit

"the killer was rantaro's ghost!"

"fuckinggg WHAT??"

Also I've always enjoyed imagining their ghosts watching and judging, I'm so glad someone's drawing it :D

//v3 spoilers

I was thinking of your ghost au and now I cant stop thinking of ghost Rantaro seeing Tsumugi accusing him of killing in the start of the third trial LOLL

No bc I once read a Harry Potter fic where Hermione and Ron said "baby" like twice in every single sentence and it was literally just a background ship but it annoyed me so much I stopped reading before the main ship even met

You ever read a fic and have to drop it because the author insist on the couple using pet-names that absolutely do not fit them? Like no? They wouldn’t fucking call each other “babe”, and “love” what is wrong with you???

I hate it when I stop enjoying activities that I used to like. I've been taking japanese lessons and I've just started dreading them (even though I usually enjoy the lessons) but it doesn't just affect me and I'm rlly fucking struggling

So I'm trying to learn Japanese and I have an online lesson every week, that's because like two years ago I was really into anime (still am but I'm way less obsessive about it now) and I was like "I'm gonna learn the language too!" So my mum thought it was a great idea and found me lessons.

I know learning a language would be good for me and that learning languages is way harder as an adult. I really like the language and I love learning it (it makes me happy when I can recognize basic words, it's fun to learn, its really interesting and I usually enjoy the lessons). But for some reason I'm kinda dreading it every time.

It's probably related to the fact that I've kinda been struggling with my mental health lately and I just kinda think I'm really fucking stupid. Like every time I don't know something I get really close to crying, and I know basically nothing so it's pretty common. I'm really emotional about everything and I have an awful memory so yk, a lot of the time when I do know things I forget them anyway.

So every time I have a lesson I feel so fucking stupid and I feel bad because like my teacher's really great and it's usually pretty fun. I find Japanese so interesting and I don't find it that hard but I remember nothing and I always end up really struggling to remember words I've said a billion times.

I have two notebooks (one of them's been completely filled) that I really can't get through 5 minutes without. But I forgot I had a lesson today so I have like half an hour to go to my nans and get set up.

I can't cancel without 24 hours notice because they're pretty expensive and my grandad pays for them. My mum's started making me feel really guilty whenever I do try to cancel or move the lesson (even with enough time) so there's been like three times I've had to cancel plans bc of the awkward timing (it was from 12:30 to 1:30 on saturdays but it's been permenantly moved to 5:30 on Wednesdays)

And they're really expensive too (idk for sure but I think it's around £70 per lesson) and I feel so guilty for making my family spend that much on me and even worse for being so ungrateful. Like that's £70 per week and I'm fucking dreading it?

I think if I really wanted to quit I could but I just feel like it'd be a bad idea? Like this'd be good for me and it'd be such a waste to quit now but I'm so bad at it and idrk what to do ab it