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IN YOUR CARE

BTS X READER A/B/O AU

CHAPTER 3 (8.5k words)

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Warnings: this chapter has pretty much everything to do with the parents and the abuse they made her go through.

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Bogum: Mom’s going to call you but don’t answer I went to see her and dad on my own to talk about what you told me because I had a bad feeling about you coming with me Don’t answer them okay? Turn off your phone if you can

I frown at my brother’s messages after excusing myself from the table mid-meal - I wasn’t very hungry anymore anyway - to answer him in Yoongi and Seokjin’s bedroom, the suddenness of this turn of events making me feel incredibly uneasy, he confronted them without me?

Just what happened during that meeting that he doesn’t want me to accept their calls?

Before I can even answer him, my phone begins to ring and indeed, here is mom calling me, just as he’d said.

Feeling uncomfortable about letting it ring like this, something I’ve never done before, I nonetheless listen to Bogum because he wouldn’t have said that without a good reason, but when she calls again, and again before switching to dad, I begin to turn nervous and anxious, what did they say?

Me: What happened, oppa? Why do they keep calling me?

Bogum: Don’t worry about it, baby sis Just promise me that you won’t answer them. Please.

I bite on my bottom lip when the screen shifts to mom trying to call me again, my heart’s beating so fast that I need to sit down on the bed when my legs turn into jelly, what is he not telling me? How did they react after hearing about the situation? Did they get mad at him because of me?

Mom: You disappoint me a lot, Park Y/N. You weren’t taught to rely on your second gender like this, are you looking down on us now that you’re older and living on your own? Did being an alpha finally get up your head? Did all that we taught you mean nothing in the end? I thought you were different but I guess I was wrong, I can’t believe you sent your brother to attack us in your stead. I’m so ashamed to have a daughter like you

Reading her messages feels like a spear piercing right through my guts and my hands turn sweaty as my mind runs a mile an hour, what do I do with messages like those? Why did mom send me that? Why couldn’t Bogum wait for me?

Bogum: Don’t even reply to her messages, she’s acting up right now, dad too I’ll explain everything tomorrow, but stay away from them for now Go to Woozi’s for the night, okay? Don’t stay alone at home

Me: I don’t even understand why she would send me those messages… I didn’t do anything You have to explain what’s going on tomorrow, oppa I don’t like being left in the dark like this

Bogum: I know, Y/N, and I’m sorry. I should’ve told you before going but I didn’t want you to go through that I will tell you everything, I promise Love you, sis.

I have time to receive a few more messages from mom and dad before I temporarily block them, but each of them are as hurtful as the last, though they also allow me to form a little bit of the current puzzle. I am inclined to believe that Yoongi was right after all.

If I had to guess… Bogum went to ask them if it’s true that they willingly tried to manipulate me into being the perfect alpha, and everything went to shit from there because they weren’t expecting to be exposed by their own children.

Knowing my brother, he probably used some harsh words on them after finding out the truth and scolded them, his being a beta meaning that he’s not that reactive to other wolves’ pheromones like I know I am.

Manipulating his emotions have a better chance of working on him than trying to manipulate his wolf would, and even that is not easily achieved with him, which is probably why he decided to go without me.

Mom and dad would only need to play with their pheromones a little to get me pliant beneath them, attentive to their feelings more than I would be to my own, an easy way to turn my anger into guilt.

They used that tactic often in the past when I wouldn’t listen to them right away as a teen, it never felt… right, and I was always left feeling defenseless afterwards, exposed and naked in front of their unmet expectations.

That was… years ago though, it never happened again once I stopped being lazy.

No… that’s not quite right.

Things changed only when I started to be more reactive to their every demands, when I stopped saying no, because saying yes willingly was better than being forced into saying yes with tactics that hurt me and my wolf.

It’s like the illusion that followed me all my life just now found the strength to shatter to show me reality as it truly is, and was it always so ugly? Why couldn’t I see it before?

“Baby? Is everything okay?”.

I look up from my phone at those words to find Seokjin staring at me from the doorway, his eyes worried as he tries to make sense of what he’s seeing, he couldn’t resist but to come check on me at the overwhelming silence.

I swallow a hard lump before nodding my head, a smile forced onto my face before I hide my phone in my pocket, after which I push my weight onto my feet before walking up to him with what I want as a convincing acting.

“Yeah, I’m sorry for taking so long, I lost track of time. It was my brother, but everything’s fine now” I explain while gazing into his sharp eyes, but since my pheromones are still too weak, it’s useless to even try to cover up how I feel, not to this wolf who could very well be a pack alpha if he wanted to.

Seokjin stares down at me with a lack of reaction that doesn’t help me to calm down, and then he hums before motioning for me to come with him back to the dining room where Yoongi is waiting for us, except that instead of heading for the table, he leads me to the living room.

He invites me to sit down on the couch, then sits in front of me on the coffee table with very little space between our knees, a scene that I already feel like fleeing, it feels like there’s about to be a serious conversation about what happened to put me in this dazed state, and seeing the other alpha join us with furrowed brows is nothing to help.

“I’m not blind baby, I can see and smell that something is wrong so I’m going to give you two choices, alright? One: you can tell us about what happened, and depending on what you need from us, we can try to help you fix the problem, or we can simply listen and comfort you. Or two: we don’t talk about what happened until you’re ready to talk about it, but in exchange for that silence, you need to tell us what you need us to do now to help you feel better. Which one will it be?”.

I stare at him with lost eyes, I’ve literally never been given such options before and it’s throwing me off. Woozi never needed to ask because he can tell which one I need with his eyes closed while Bogum is more likely to pull the truth from my nostrils by force if he has to - he’s never been very patient.

My emotions are into a complete turmoil as I gape at him while Yoongi sits down next to me on the couch, what do I need? Talking about what happened is not an option at the moment considering that I don’t even have the whole truth myself, but if I don’t talk about it, what do I need from them to help me feel better?

Seokjin sighs softly when he finds me unable to say something, he can see that speaking about it will not happen, not with how he saw me try to pretend like everything was just fine earlier, so he decides to help me figure out an answer for the second choice since he can tell that it’s taking me aback.

“I’ll give you examples for the second option, baby. It doesn’t have to be something you need us to do to you specifically. We can give you a big hug if that’s what you need, but it can also be… going on a walk outside, or going on a drive to who knows where. We can go to an ice cream shop or wander in a convenience store until you find something that you want.

It can be watching a movie right here, or we can go to the cinema to watch the first thing playing at our time of arrival. No matter what it is, it has to be something that can be good for you, something that can lighten the load on your heart, and if being alone is what you need right now, then you need to let us know because otherwise, we’ll stick right here by your side”.

Listening to him speak… it makes me realize how absolutely lucky I am to have people like them as my mates, and despite my attempt at remaining calm and in control of myself, I can’t resist the tears that sneak past my walls to flow down my cheeks.

I really like being given the ability to choose what I want to happen for myself, and I like even more that not speaking about my problems doesn’t mean that the rest of the night has to be bad and heavy.

I wipe my cheeks with the back of my hand, thankful for the space that I am given even though I can see that it costs them to not comfort me right this instant, and I sniffle lightly before giving them my answer after thinking about it well.

“I don’t want to talk about it now because really… there’s nothing to say yet, so if I have to go with option two… I want to rent a private karaoke room just the three of us. I don’t know about you, but when I’m feeling bad, doing my worst at singing always ends up making me laugh and I think that’s what I need right now”.

Yoongi and Seokjin pause for a second before huffing a small smile, now that’s a first, and they have to admit, it sounds very fun indeed.

“You mean to say that you can sing well, but will purposefully sing all the wrong notes just for the sake of it?” Seokjin needs to make sure that he understood that well, and when I nod my head with a little bit more of a spark in my eyes, his smile widens with a content hum.

He turns his gaze towards Yoongi, and when the latter silently gives his consent, the tall alpha makes a sound before standing up from the coffee table before offering me a hand to help me up as well, which I take with a slightly shy heart, I feel so small next to them.

“Let’s do that, then, baby. Let’s go do our worst at singing”.

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I have never laughed as much as I am currently experiencing as Seokjin gives his all to the song he chose for this round, the cracking to his voice making everything a thousand times funnier than when I do it, he’s definitely a pro at this.

Yoongi is encouraging him with excited claps of the hands and the occasional participation for the chorus, and true to the goal of our presence here, he never fails to make sure he sounds his worst, the humiliation he would normally feel upon such an activity currently nonexistent because it’s making me laugh and that’s all he wants out of this outing.

We enjoy our mate’s performance until the very end, a real superstar in the way that he sends kisses when he has moments of breaks to breathe, he’s taking this very seriously and I have to say, he impresses me a lot right now.

When the song comes to an end, Seokjin turns to me with a proud glint in his eyes upon seeing the wide smile on our faces, it’s like he was born for this.

For obvious reasons, I had to break the ice by going first when we got here a little less than an hour ago, but when I was done with my song, the alpha was next and made sure to do as many songs as he could because honestly, he’s having the time of his life here, a lot more than Yoongi who decided to stop after three songs, that was his limit.

He plops himself down on the couch besides Yoongi and huffs softly before drinking some water to quench his thirst, he went all out for this one.

“I have to admit, this is a lot more fun than I anticipated. What made you begin such an activity in the first place, doll?” he asks after being satiated, and I hum when the two of them let their shiny orbs fall on me in sync.

“That was originally Woozi’s idea. When I was younger… I used to get into fights often with my parents and I’d always go to his place to flee the heavy tension at home. It was harder to talk about how I felt back then, and he could tell that I’d feel trapped in my own body when it would happen, so he came up with that idea.

He’d just find my favorite song of the moment on YouTube and then completely butcher it with the worst performance I’d ever heard while encouraging me to do the same. It surprisingly helped me a lot so that became… our thing. When we have a bad day, we rent a karaoke room and we do our worst until our problems disappear”.

I smile at the many memories that come back to the surface as I speak, this hadn’t happened in a while because Woozi has been so busy studying for his upcoming exams. It feels good to let loose again, the cause of our being here already forgotten for now - singing never lets me down.

Yoongi observes me in silence before scooting closer to take one of my hands, the feeling of his fingers intertwining with my own a balm to my soul, he’s always so gentle with me, I can still remember the feeling of his lips on my own and I would swoon right here and now if I wasn’t still running on adrenaline after singing all those songs.

“Do you feel like your problems disappeared by coming here tonight?”.

I look up to meet his gaze with a smile, the nod that follows enough to get a smile out of him too.

“Yep. I feel a lot better now thanks to you two. Thank you for doing this with me, going alone isn’t the same, it doesn’t work as well as going with other people”.

He chuckles, shoulders held back with pride, it wasn’t nearly as bad as he was expecting even though he didn’t sing all that much. Watching us and cheering us on was fun too.

“Of course, anytime you need to change your mind, let us know and we’ll do everything you want. I don’t think my voice could handle that kind of thing every night though so… maybe try to have more good days than bad ones” he says with a teasing grin, and I let out a small laugh before agreeing, that does sound like the ideal plan.

“I’ll keep that in mind. I have to say though, Seokjin was a natural at this. Was that your real singing voice?”.

A gasp.

“Dollface, I’ll have you know that I am an excellent singer, that was but a performance to cheer you up. Should I show you what I really sound like when I sing? I suddenly don’t want to leave from here until you acknowledge that I am a good singer”.

I giggle before motioning for him to go ahead while I rest my head on Yoongi’s shoulder, I only heard them do their worst so what do they sound like when they do their best? I am curious, very curious to hear that.

Yoongi readjusts Seokjin’s coat over my shoulders while the latter stands in front of the screen to select the song that will impress me, and when he finds the one, he makes a happy sound before winking at me.

The melody begins, and when he parts his lips to let out a melodious sound, I truly wish this moment could last forever.

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I wake up in the middle of the night with a start, my heart pounding away as I slowly process that it was just a dream, that I am safe, safely cradled between my two older mates who are still fast asleep.

I breathe in and out deeply to calm my heartbeat, body eventually able to relax in their warmth again, and I rub a hand over my face as the dream plays out like a movie in my consciousness.

The nerves of not knowing what happened between Bogum and our parents really ended up giving me the worst nightmare possible.

My parents are peaceful omegas so the dream does feel like an impossible reality, which kind of… helps me to not freak out just yet. No matter how convincing it was, imagining them breaking havoc in my home just because they’re angry… that would be really low of them, I don’t think they would ever do such a thing.

Bogum asked me to not sleep at home because he didn’t want them to hit on my door and force their way inside while I’m alone, I wouldn’t have been able to not open it then and I struggle to imagine the things that they would say to make me feel bad about doubting their good intentions.

It does feel ridiculous that all of this is happening because I presented as an alpha all those years ago, things wouldn’t be like this right now if I had turned out to be an omega like them.

Can’t they just admit that they tried to force unrealistic expectations on me and then apologize so that life can keep going? It’s not like I’m really… mad at them, I kind of understand why they would have done that.

Omegas have a natural instinct to preserve themselves, to keep themselves safe since they are at the bottom of the hierarchy, and since alphas are strong protectors, we end up being the best armor for them.

That’s what we learn at school, that’s what we grow up hearing every day of our life until we reach adulthood, it’s not uncommon for wolves to think that way as I myself was forged on those beliefs.

Those ideologies are all so deeply rooted into our minds that when we end up straying from the path chosen for us, the people around us feel unsettled and uncomfortable since it clashes with what they know to be a fact.

My work was one such variable that displeased my parents, as well as many other wolves who grew up by my side. When our teachers began to ask us what we’d like to do in the future, it was taken for granted that alphas would say what is expected of them - business owner, leader, president, doctor, anything that can bring fame to the family.

Anything that can help to make an impact on the world, to show that we can care for our pack, that we can be worthy of being called their alpha.

When came my turn to talk about my life plan, I was the only one who said that I would rather paint and have a small, easy job that would pay enough to support my hobby. I knew that it wouldn’t be taken with smiles, but I had underestimated the impact of my decision that day.

My parents were called over to school the same day, where they were asked by an entire board of teachers as well as the director if they never encouraged me to push myself so that I would too follow the path given to alphas, and not the path of omegas.

I don’t know what was their response to their questioning, all I know is that I never got the same reaction again when I would show them my art after that.

Being an alpha is hard, because people around you act like they know better. They tell you how you should think, what to say, what to eat, how to love, and then they get disappointed when you fail at one of those, because an alpha doesn’t fail, there’s no space for failure when you have to take care of those same people.

My parents tried their best to raise me into a good person, but as omegas raising an alpha, the pressure for them was big too. Maybe that’s the source of the problem, or maybe it only made something that already existed worse.

Being an alpha is very hard, it’s not something I would recommend to anyone, ever. When I hear people talk, especially humans, about how alphas are cool and dependable, that if they had to be reborn as a wolf, they would definitely go for that second gender, I always cringe.

They don’t know what they’re talking about, my pain is not something I want them to romanticize, it’s not something to be glorified. I have met very few alphas in my life who looked… well in their skin, but maybe it’s because my current generation hasn’t experienced growing up in a pack a lot.

I think humans are to blame for that. Monogamy is so highly prioritized by them that wolves end up feeling ashamed when they have to say that they’re part of a pack, that they have multiple mates. It’s something that I find very sad because wolves and humans are not the same, why should we feel the need to mimic them just to appear normal?

I don’t know why my parents decided to leave their pack instead of having Bogum and I with them, all I know is that that in turn most likely impacted my brother and I negatively. If we had grown up with betas and alphas by our side, our life probably would have been a lot better.

I exhale deeply when I feel a headache begin to take place in my skull, there goes my sleep, there’s no way I can fall asleep again when I’ve activated my brain so much with all these thoughts.

Seokjin seems to react to my current state even in his unconsciousness because soon, he scoots a bit closer before nosing at my scent gland with a gentle puff of his pheromones, arms closing around me to keep me safe from an unknown danger, something that makes me melt despite my nerves.

It’s… crazy, how fast I adapted to sleeping by their side. Cuddling and getting ready for the night were two very different things for my brain, and I did struggle a little to reach a point where I could finally fall asleep between the two of them, but now, the simple thought of sleeping alone makes me want to hiss in dislike.

Going back home will feel weird for the first time in forever, me who normally cherish my alone time. Things should go back to normal after the initial adrenaline of meeting my mates has passed, or so I hope.

With Seokjin’s soft soothing, his coffee scent so soft and sweet to my nose right now while Yoongi’s sea wraps around us like a grounding force of nature, I manage to doze off again into a light sleep, only to wake up again when my phone begins to ring from my bag in the corner of their room.

I’m tempted to ignore it in favour of staying in their arms, but when the call ends only to resume again, my instincts quickly become alert because calling once can always be a spam, but twice, and in the middle of the night? It has to be something important.

The strength I need to use to force my way out of Yoongi and Seokjin’s embrace abruptly wakes them up, but I’m too focused on getting to my bag when it’s the third call that makes my phone ring, and to see the number on the screen has me frowning, because why is my landlord calling me at this time of the night?

“Hello?” I answer with some remaining sleep in my voice, and the amount of noise that greets me from the other side of the line appears incredibly abnormal for the hour it currently is.

“Y/N, finally. I’d normally apologize for calling like this in the middle of the night, but I was myself awoken by the police calling me after one of the building’s residents called them. Are you far right now? Because you might want to come over to see if there’s anything you can get from your apartment, someone busted the door and trashed the whole place, it’s a real mess over here”.

Too shocked to answer, I remain silent for a concerning amount of time, and my landlord needs to check his phone just to see if I’m still on the line.

“I know it’s very sudden and you’re still probably half-asleep, but the lock isn’t working anymore so until we get that fixed, anyone can get in right now. The police officers have a few questions for you as well, so really, it’d be great if you could come over soon”.

It takes me everything to gather enough brain cells to form an answer, and even then, it’s incredibly short and simple, but it’s the best I can manage as I try to process the information, because… did my dream end up being the reality? Was it my parents or some strangers?

“I’ll be there soon, sorry for the trouble”.

“Alright, thanks. I’ll see you there, then”.

Yoongi and Seokjin are now seated in bed with a confused frown on their faces, did they hear that well? They aren’t sure right now, everything happened so fast and they haven’t fully woken up yet, but they can tell that something’s wrong with the way I’m frozen where I am, the speed of my heartbeat not quite fitting with what they’re seeing.

“Sweetheart?”.

Yoongi’s husky voice startles me and I look back to find the two of them staring at me, I should’ve known that they wouldn’t remain asleep after the way I jumped out of their arms and off the bed.

“I… uh… I have to go back home” I blurt out blankly before packing my few belongings in my bag, and my first reaction when I see my keys is that I won’t even need them this time to get inside my home.

“What happened, doll? What was that call about?” Seokjin asks next, concerned as he begins to get off the bed to join me, and I can only make a sound as I walk past him and out of their bedroom to reach the entrance where my shoes are waiting for me.

“My landlord called and said that someone wrecked my place and that the police wants to ask me questions. I have to go get… what’s still intact? I think my things are broken” I answer, a little dizzy by all that’s going through my head, thoughts going to my painting materials, my canvases, how much was ruined?

The two alphas follow behind me with musky scents seeping out of them in stronger waves, who would dare do that to me? Is there a link with what happened last night that I didn’t want to tell them about?

“We’ll come with you” Yoongi informs me as he grabs his shoes and keys, a snug jacket that he makes me wear because the nights are always a little chilly, and Seokjin grabs whatever else he considers necessary before accompanying me outside of their unit and down the stairs, his hand over my waist grounding me a little, it’s easier to lean into him than it is to make sense of what’s going on.

Because I need to know if they really could be behind this, I unblock my parents once sat in the car before sending a message to my brother to let him know about what transpired at my place, and as the messages begin to chime in, of which a few come from Bogum who says that he’ll be there as soon as possible, my guts sink to the ground.

Mom and dad just had to send me messages that spoke as if I ruined their life, as if I stole their hopes and dreams and stepped on them right under their nose, and I don’t understand half of the things they sent, I just know that apparently, I’m a messed up child and an even worse alpha, that I’ll never be up to their standards.

As if I’m a product they have to rate from one star to five. They made it sound like I’m not even worth the two stars they were hoping I could be, that though they knew five would be too big of a dream, they still had hope that I would at least succeed at being a passable alpha.

I lock my phone’s screen before dropping it in my bag, mind feeling empty and full at the same time, how do I swallow this bitter pill? What kind of dam did Bogum’s words break open when he went to see them?

I didn’t know that they thought so lowly of me, or that they hated alphas altogether for that matter.

From what they sent me… they left their pack because they hated having to follow the pack alpha, they hated having alphas around them, as if that was similar to being stuck in a cage.

They tried to make me into the perfect alpha because then, maybe it would’ve been easier for them to love me.

I bring a hand to my mouth to hide the wobbling of my chin, knowing that there’s no hiding anything from my two mates in this small enclosed space when my scent speaks of my pain. Their messages explain so many things that I didn’t want to see before and I don’t know what to do with that information anymore, what is there to do?

I want to see my brother, my real family. How long has he known about this?

When we reach my apartment complex, the flashy lights on the police cars further mess up with my state, and it’s with a mix of a headache and dizziness that I step out of the car with Seokjin’s help to reach the officers waiting nearby, Yoongi on my other side with a protective stance - they can both see that I’m not okay and they don’t know what else to do except guide me to the best of their abilities.

I can’t find the strength to focus anymore on what I’m seeing and hearing by the time we reach their group, everything blurring together in such a way that it feels like I’m watching a dream, I can’t even tell what I’m doing here anymore and I really would rather be anywhere else but here where there’s too much going on.

When someone tries to talk to me, I look at the ocean of people in front of me, unable to tell who spoke or even who is speaking right now, every lines of every shapes moving unevenly and making me feel sick, and it’s also all Seokjin can take before he’s gently pushing my face against his chest with a protective hand behind my head to keep me there, there’s no point in forcing an answer out of me when I’ve fully gone and logged out at the moment.

The next thing I know, he’s lifting me off the ground with his other arm before making me sit in some stairs away from the lights and noise where it’s going to be easier for me to come back to him, and Yoongi stays behind to take over with the officers despite his lack of knowledge of the situation.

Seokjin cups my cheeks to help me focus on him, fingers stroking my skin to ease me back slowly, and though it takes him a few attempts, I eventually manage to make sense of his words, and it’s so hard, as if I had to physically crawl out of this dream that keeps me trapped in my own body, I thought that would’ve stopped after I finally got to move out of the family house but I guess I was wrong.

“There you go, my good girl. Are you back with me now? Can you hear me?” Seokjin asks me, baby hairs pushed out of my face as he smiles lightly at me, he can tell that I’m not all there yet from my glossy eyes but at least I’m more responsive now.

I nod my head slowly and he heaves a sigh of relief before signing to Yoongi that I’ll be fine, after which the alpha follows my landlord and a police officer inside my apartment to see the damage, the questions will have to wait for now.

He keeps rubbing my skin to ground me in the now and here, his eyes taking in the movements happening nearby when another car parks by the building, and the man that he sees walking out has such a striking resemblance to me that he can guess instantly that we are related.

He gets something out of his own bag with a hum, and I let my gaze fall on him only to find him already smiling at me, he hasn’t left me alone even one second and… it feels good, I’m really glad that he’s here to watch over me.

“Drink some water for me, baby, okay? Take your time. Yoongi is having a look inside your place in your stead so you don’t have to worry about it, and I think your brother is here too, he’s talking with the officers right now” he explains what’s happening that he can see while handing me a fresh bottle of water and I accept it with a little noise, Bogum is here?

My mate stays by my side like he’s some sort of guardian to keep an eye on me, and watching Yoongi walk out of my apartment with a single bag in one hand makes his jaw tick, maybe it’s a good thing that I don’t get in after all when he sees how angry our mate is.

There are a few more minutes during which not much happens, but then I hear the crunches of rocks and mud coexisting underneath feet and when I look up to find Bogum kneeling at my feet after Seokjin gives him the space, my eyes immediately fill with tears when he leans in to hug me tightly, he’s here…

“I’m glad you weren’t home when this mess happened, sunshine, I’m sorry that it had to happen at all. How do you feel? The last hours have been a lot, haven’t they?” he asks me gently, his eyes creased with worry when he notices my barely existent pheromones, how exhausted am I to have reached that point? He feels like he failed his baby sister.

The scents of two strangers on my skin are currently stronger than my own, and he feels torn between being grateful that I had two alphas with me and being on his guards, it hasn’t even been two weeks since the last time we saw each other and yet, this is happening. Since when? Why didn’t I tell him?

I nod my head to answer him before melting back in his embrace, head tucked under his chin where it’s safer, and his scent helps to ground me a little, it’s the smell of family, of love, fresh citrus soft on my nose while his beta pheromones work to soothe me due to our close bond.

“Did you delete the messages you got from mom and dad, Y/N? Can you let me see?”.

Uncertainty takes over at his question, is it alright for me to show him? This feels… private, for some reason, like I would be betraying my parents again if I did, but I nonetheless agree to give him my phone so he can look through the messages I received, because I feel like he’s in a better position to deal with this mess right now.

Seokjin walks a little closer to have a look as well, unable to help it after hearing and seeing what he did, and the two wolves go from tensed to enraged in a matter of seconds when they read through mom’s messages first.

They can see when I blocked and unblocked them because there’s a gap between some messages, but what I received before I made that move leaves Seokjin feeling incredibly restless, because he didn’t know that that’s what I was reading before he asked me if I was alright earlier, he just went with the flow without knowing that I was processing such words.

“Bubs… that’s really not how I wanted you to learn of that. I’m sorry, Y/N” Bogum whispers, voice full of guilt as he sees that mom told me how she always hated me, our parents really decided to lay it all out in the open, no more secrets to bear without any consideration for how I would take it.

I shrug a little before resting my head on the cold metal railing guarding each sides of the stairs, no strengths in my body to keep me up and standing, I really want to snuggle back in my mates’ bed with them hugging me, I don’t want to be here anymore.

“I don’t think there would ever be a good way to tell me about that, oppa. At least now, no one’s having to pretend anymore” I utter before sighing deeply when Seokjin sits down by my side to pull me over his lap for a tight hug, he’s so glad that he got to meet me before this happened and not much later.

What if I was home when this happened? What if I was left on my own while I’d receive all these hateful messages from the people who raised me? He doesn’t want to imagine it, but he can somehow already tell that I would’ve been properly broken. I’m too soft for that kind of hate.

He kisses my forehead when I snuggle deeper into his warmth, arms tightening around my frail form, he really wants to take me out of here now.

Bogum takes in the sight of the two of us with a weird look in his eyes, and when Yoongi joins us after putting the bag he got from my home into the car, my brother’s eyes narrow in suspicion, these are the two scents that stick to my skin like glue and…

“My little sister… who are those two alphas? You never told me that you were dating someone”.

Yoongi and Seokjin both clear their throat at the same time, they can’t go and have their voices crack when trying to make a good impression to my brother, they would forever remember their failure if they make a fool of themselves in front of me.

“Min Yoongi, and this is Kim Seokjin, we are Y/N’s mates. It’s nice to meet you…”.

“Park Bogum, and likewise. I didn’t know that my precious sister had met her mates. Since when?”.

“We work in the same touristic district as her in Amberton, Yoongi and I opened our store to the public yesterday morning and met Y/N when she came to have a look with her friend Woozi, that was our first meeting”.

“Hm. I see”.

Bogum glances at my droopy, sleepy form in the older alpha’s arms and sighs. “Omegas drained her dry again, right? That’s why she’s like this?”.

Yoongi nods with a grimace of dislike. “Yeah, that, and she also protected a young omega from an alpha in rut. She needs to sleep so that she can recover and being here is only getting in the way of that. What the fuck happened here anyway? Her apartment is… I have no words, there wasn’t much I could recover that made sense to take back with us”.

My brother’s citrus scent turns bitter, and he needs to take a deep inhale just to keep calm, swearing like a madman into the black sky will not change what happened, nor will it help me.

“I’m pretty sure it was our parents. I went to meet them last night alone to talk about the abuse, I didn’t want my baby sister to come with me because I knew they would have used cheap moves to get her on their side, and as I expected, it went terribly. They got really mad, to a point that I began to fear for her safety. I told her to not answer their calls last night and to not stay at home either, I didn’t know what they’d do to her if they met.

Everything’s so messed up, I didn’t want to believe that they’d go so far but… I contacted their old pack alpha because I wanted more answers and he wasn’t happy at all to hear about them, even less so when he learned of what they did to my sister. Apparently, they were very… manipulative when they were still part of his pack, they wouldn’t listen to any of the rules, that kind of thing. He kicked them out because they kept hurting his mates - their mates. This shit makes me fucking sick, for real”.

I rest my cheek against Seokjin’s shoulder with a deep inhale of his coffee scent to keep my nausea under control, they did what? They had more mates? For a pack alpha to kick out two of his own mates to protect the others… they must have been very bad omegas. To think that they were my parents…

Yoongi’s growl rumbles out of his chest, just how messed up is this? He hasn’t heard often of a situation where a pack alpha had to take such a drastic decision, and it must have been the hardest thing he ever did, while also being the easiest. Not everyone ends up with good mates, but this… this is worse than a lot of the things he heard in the past.

“So what happens with that now? What will the officers do?”.

Bogum shows him my phone.

“I’m going to screenshot the messages she received from our parents and send them to my number, that’s probably going to act as some proof to interrogate our parents about this incident, then I’m going to make sure they can’t get in contact with us again, they’re vile and I don’t want my sister to become their victim again, I’ve had enough of that shit and I’m sure she feels the same.

I’d appreciate you two looking after her in the meantime, she can’t stay here and I know Woozi’s own place is too small for her to stay any longer than for a sleepover. I live a few hours from here so it wouldn’t make sense to take her back with me, I was nearby this time because I was staying in a hotel for the night, I wanted to see her in person before going back home”.

Both of my mates nod their heads at the same time, and Yoongi speaks up next.

“You don’t even need to ask, of course we’ll keep her with us, I don’t think that will be a problem for her either. She’s our baby and we intend to take good care of her so you don’t have to worry about that, she deserves the best and that’s what she’ll get from us”.

Bogum gazes at me once more before humming softly.

“I can see that. I’m relieved to see that her two mates can see what she truly needs, and not what she should need. I always had a feeling that she’s more likely to need being the one cared for than the opposite, she was never meant to be the pack alpha that she was always told to be”.

Yoongi makes a small sound as his eyes take me in too, orbs full of love as he sees how I let myself bask in our mate’s warmth without an ounce of shame.

“Being a pack alpha is not given to everyone. It’s not… something that whoever can decide for you, nor is it decided by yourself - it’s a role that is given by your future pack wolves who can’t be the leader that they need. It’s a lot of responsibility to be given, but it’s also an honor when it does happen, considering that the alpha is open to take on that role.

Other second genders and humans can say whatever they want, but they don’t understand how being an alpha works, how hard it is, there’s nothing easy that comes with it and we all have our strengths and weaknesses, just like everyone else. She doesn’t have to worry about that with us, we’re not going to force her on a path that is not made for her”.

Seokjin caresses my back gently when I begin to squirm a little in unease, because the simple thought of being made into that role makes my entire soul fight against it, even more now that I have met my mates.

I wouldn’t have had a choice if I was the only alpha in the pack, but that’s not what ended up happening, thank goodness.

“Seokjin would be a good pack alpha, I felt that he had that aura around him the first time we met, even now, it’s safe and loving” I utter softly as I snuggle into his neck, and the alpha’s heart melts with adoration as he leaves another kiss onto my skin, do I really think that way of him?

Yoongi smiles softly. “I agree, sweetheart, he would make a very good pack alpha. What do you think, Jin? We’re going to have to think about it anyway since it’s not just the two of us anymore. It doesn’t matter that we’re three alphas, it’s always good to have someone leading the pack and I will admit, I’m not sure that should be me”.

A purr begins to vibrate against my face and I feel my lips twitch into a small smile. I think Seokjin likes the idea, and to have him so open to the idea of being my pack alpha makes my own wolf very happy.

“Well… if the two of you think that I should be your pack alpha… I will graciously accept, thank you for trusting me with this. We can talk more about the details later, but for now, I think it would be good for us to go back home and sleep while we still can. Is there anything that is required from her, Bogum?”.

My brother shakes his head, the relief so visible in his eyes and scent that Yoongi can’t resist but to squeeze his shoulder gently, he can see that it means a lot to my brother to see me in good hands like this.

“No, the officers are about to leave themselves, I’ll head to the police station later in the morning to talk about some of the paperwork that needs to be done about this, but then I intend to walk her through the steps for what needs to be done about her apartment, she’ll have to call her home insurance company and I know it can be stressful. At what time do you finish work tomorrow, sunshine?”.

I twist my neck to properly look at my brother with a sheepish pout. “I… I’m not going to work tomorrow. They don’t know yet so I’ll have to call later in the morning, but I’m dropping the job. I’ll be working with Yoongi and Seokjin from now on, they have a books and art supplies store, that’ll be a better environment for me”.

Bogum glances at my mates with renewed gratitude before smiling at me as he kneels close enough to cup my face between his warm hands.

“That’s good, baby sis, very good. Let’s spend the day together then, okay? I can come pick you up for lunch once I’m done with the law matters, we can have some fun going to the mall to decompress and then we can do some of the important calls, what do you think?”.

I nod my head without hesitation, we haven’t had a day like that in ages so that sounds really fun, and he kisses my forehead before standing up feeling more at peace with leaving me behind.

“Alright, give me a minute so I can transfer the pictures and talk with the officers who stayed behind, I’ll bring your phone back when I’m done”.

We observe as he leaves our group to get done with his few tasks, and Seokjin decides to take that time to stand up from the stairs, my body still cradled in his arms because he does not intend to let go until I’m back in the car.

“I’ll get the car started in the meantime, babe. The wind is cold so I’ll sit her in the back with the blanket, I’m sure she’ll fall asleep in the blink of an eye, she can barely keep her eyes open anymore” he says to Yoongi before accepting the keys from him, and I blush when the latter caresses my cheek softly.

“Yeah of course, I put her bag of belongings on the left seat so put her in the other side. I’ll be back soon, baby, try to rest in the meantime, you don’t need to stay up like us, we’ll bring you to bed once we’re back home”.

Back home… I like the sound of that.

My eyes close against my will before I can answer him, but I do have enough time to feel his gentle peck on my lips before I log out for the rest of the night.

NEXT

We'll miss u Moonbinnie

You were the first Idol I ever knew and part of the first Kdrama I ever watched

You helped me so much and I'm sorry I couldn't help you

Rest peacefully Binnie

Happy Yoonie Day!💜💜💜

I just realized it's Saturday so happy @purpleyoonn day to all who celebrate with me at the altar of our phones. Praise Be to The Miracle Called Mari.

No

HIS PUP

NAMJOON X READER HYBRID AU

CHAPTER 1 (2k words)

For more information about this story, find it here

This is a small chapter, you could say it serves more as an introduction to the story, a little prologue in Namjoon’s POV, but I hope you enjoy nonetheless!

His POV

I take in a deep breath before pushing the door open, the fresh air of the popular shelter greeting me as I step inside with curious eyes - I’ve never gone to such a place before.

After another lonely night of me staring at the moon with a warm beer in hand, I finally decided that I had enough of such a thing and that this couldn’t go on any longer.

I don’t think I can handle being alone like this anymore, the silence at home is killing me. I’m reaching my thirties with not a single friend to keep me company, no one who I can call to talk with and I’m beginning to realize just now how pitiful that is.

Twenty years old me didn’t give a single fuck about this, being alone meant more time for work, it meant more money, but now?

Now… I feel pitiful, a fool in a big house.

So in that sense, after thinking about it for months if not a full year, I’ve come to the conclusion that adopting a dog should be a good place to start with. The loyal and friendly animal is exactly what I need to brighten my life again, surely good things will follow after that.  

I wash my hands at the table where I can find a bottle of hand sanitizer before pushing the second pair of doors open and then stumble into a warm looking room, and as soon as my gaze falls on the man standing behind the counter, a wide smile spreads on his plump lips.

“Oh, a new face! I’ve never seen you here before, come in” he muses before beckoning me over with a hand, and I quietly make my way over with a light frown on my face, does he expect to know everyone walking inside this building?

“Welcome, welcome. My name is Seokjin, you’ve made it to my little land of love, what can I do for you today?” he continues at my silence, completely unbothered by it as he keeps smiling, words that have my frown deepening, because this is a shelter, right? For animals?

“Erm… I… came to adopt a dog?” I try, very insecure as to whether I really made it to the right building or not, but when his face lights up with an even brighter joy, a quick nod of the head before he invites me to follow him down a bright corridor, I inwardly sigh in relief, I guess it is the right place after all.

“A dog, a good choice. They make good buddies, loyal, loving, helpful, cuddly” he says on the way to what appears to be a little dorm, which I find strange, do every animals have their private room here?

“Yeah, well… I’m beginning to see that being alone at home all the time isn’t so good for the moral. I thought getting one might help me to feel less… lonely” I let out as he stops us in front of a closed door with the name “Y/N” written on it, is that the dog who’s inside the room?

“Hmhm. A good decision, you did good to come here, we’ll find you the perfect companion, don’t worry. Behind this door, there is a very sweet Cavalier King Charles Spaniel, a lovely girl whose only wish is to be by her owner’s side. She loves cuddles, she’s fun, a little spoiled at times if you ask me but she means well, she has a lot of love to give” Seokjin describes her like she’s a human being and it feels a bit weird but… you know what, I kind of like that, animals deserve respect too.

“She sounds like a good pup, that Y/N” I muse softly, the feeling of her name on my tongue like sweet honey, it almost feels as if she’s already mine, this is a good sign, right?

Seokjin smiles and hums. “Do you want to see her?”.

I nod my head slowly, hand falling on the doorknob when he motions with an arm for me to get in, and once the door opened, I stumble into a comfortable looking room, a dog bed in the corner with a few toys here and there, and sitting right in the middle of the room and staring up at me with round eyes is a small adorable dog of a white coat with red markings, she’s… beautiful.

I crouch in front of her to try and make myself less threatening, afraid that maybe my large and tall stature might scare her off but immediately, her tail begins wagging excitedly and she comes over to me with happy steps, a few sniffs to the hand I stretch her way before she falls to her back for tummy pets, which I give with a delighted heart that already feels lighter.

Is that the power of a dog? Can they take the weight from over your heart that quickly? So easily?

Seokjin chuckles as he leans against the doorway with a pleased glint in his eyes as he observes us get acquainted with one another, not a shadow of worry in his posture even though I scare half of the population whenever I go grocery shopping because I always look angry.

“It seems like she quite likes you already, I had a feeling this would happen but it’s nice to see that I was right. What do you think? She might be a bit shy to show you who she really is at first, but give her a few days to settle and it should be fine. From the way I see it, you two were made for each other” he inquires, and I can’t resist the smile that spreads on my lips when she inches closer to tentatively lick my cheek, gosh, I can’t leave without her now, can I?

I caress her back before slowly lifting her up to my chest with a hand, and when she melts into my hold, head resting in the nook of my neck, I’m done for.

“I’ll take her, I’ll bring Y/N home with me” I say with a dreamy sigh that Seokjin doesn’t miss, and unrestrained joy becomes his whole body language, his smile from one ear to the other while he happily claps his hands with a jump and a squeal, a quick pet to her back before he makes sign for me to follow him again.

“That makes me very happy, oh so happy! Don’t put her back in the room, bring her with you, it’s fine” he chirps when he sees me hesitating about whether I should bring her with me or not, and it’s almost a relief that I don’t have to part from her just yet, it feels as if I could lose her forever if I put her on the floor before we’ve finalized the adoption papers.

“Yoongi-ah! Get a bag ready for Y/N! She’s leaving!” the man screams once we make it back to the entrance and we get to hear feet running over in a hurry before another man appears into the room from another door, eyes wide as they fall on me to see her in my arms.

“W-what? She’s getting adopted? I… I won’t get to see her anymore?” he asks with shock all over his face, ears tilted back on his head and the tail behind him curling sadly as if this is the worst thing he’s ever heard, hybrids work here too?

Seokjin tuts at the cat and repeats his demand of making her a bag, and eyes fill with wetness before Yoongi complies, a sight that breaks my heart, were they close? I feel bad now…

The man sighs and shakes his head before smiling lightly at me, eyes falling on Y/N who burrows her face deeper into my neck as if to flee the situation, her tail hiding between her legs and moulding to her stomach.

“Please don’t mind him too much, they were very good friends during her stay here, they’d play together almost everyday so that’s why he had that reaction. He’ll get over it after a few weeks, it’s not like he didn’t know that this would happen one day” he explains softly, words that pull at my heart, it explains her avoidance then…

She didn’t even look at him, as if knowing that the sight alone would hurt her.

“She’s going to miss him too if they were such good friends… maybe I can bring her back sometimes? So they can play together again” I offer, unsure myself of where this is coming from but as someone who’s never really had friends, to break such a strong bond doesn’t sit well with me.   

Seokjin’s eyes light up in surprise. “Would you really? Wouldn’t that be a bother for you?”.

I shrug lightly. “Not quite a bother, no. I’d just have to make some time, I live around a dozen minutes from here by car so it’s not too bad. Yoongi seems like he really likes her so… I don’t mind”.

Seokjin doesn’t need to repeat anything when we both find the hybrid standing in the doorway again, a bag clutched to his chest and tears in his eyes, though this time his animal attributes look happier.

“Really? You really mean it? I can see her again? That’s not a lie?”.

I smile and nod my head at him. “I only lie when I have something to gain from it. Don’t worry, I’ll keep my promise. I don’t know how often I can make it happen because of work but… we’ll see how it goes from here, just give us some time to settle at home first” I tell him and he nods quickly before hurrying over to drop a cute pastel blue bag on the counter, what could possibly be in there?

Seokjin thanks him with a pat to the head, which the cat hybrid accepts with a shy smile before leaving with a wave of the hand, and then pulls some papers out from beneath the desk, Y/N now comfortably cuddled into my arms and in no way ready to leave that spot anytime soon.

Her body feels less tense now that it’s been confirmed that she and Yoongi will meet again, it makes me feel content, this was a good decision I made.

“You’ve made Yoongi very happy, I thank you for your generous consideration for their friendship. You’ve gained a new fan, that’s for sure” the man begins with a chuckle before sliding the papers over to me with a pen so I can sign them, something that might be awkward with a dog in my arms, but Y/N somehow manages to climb over my shoulder to free up one of my arms - she’s really intent on not going to the floor just yet, it makes my soul bloom with pride.

“Every lines where you need to sign are highlighted, so please fill in these forms with every piece of information you can give, your phone number, home address and real name are mandatory but we’re not that strict for the rest, it’s mostly in case of emergencies where we could have doubt of abuse, which I can tell will not be a problem here”.

I quirk an eyebrow at his words, his confidence taking me aback a little bit. “How do you know? I feel like most abuse situations aren’t really the kind you can predict just by having a look at someone”.

He smiles and leans over the desk to scratch Y/N’s back, her reaction being to shake one leg when he finds an itchy spot. “Y/N wouldn’t feel so safe with you if you were a danger for her. I trust in her judgement, and you should too. In any case, I would not have agreed so easily if I had any doubts, you’re more than fine in my book, I have a good feeling about you”.

I hum deeply before nodding my head bashfully, my arm supporting her body shifting a little to readjust her weight over it when I feel like she’s about to slide over my shoulder, I don’t want her to fall on the floor from so high.

“That’s… good to know. She won’t regret trusting me, nor will you” I promise, and three hearts melt with fondness.

“I have no doubt about that… Kim Namjoon. This is the beginning of a new chapter of your life”.

NEXT

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This sent me into a whole new state of being

Bts subtitles that sounds/ looks fake but aren't p.t. 6

I'm most definitely crying.

I’m not crying I’m not crying I’m not crying I’m not crying I’m not cry

The audacity of this woman

And it is dooone!!! Will probably have to get a professional appointment to get this cleaned up properly soon but for now, I am so happy 🥹 this suits me better than I thought it would, though my niece and nephew don't like it jajsjsksksk

I'm going to need it

Ok ....I'm actively crying...I kinda knew this was coming but I love you hobi and I will miss you.

I love and support you and I'll be right here waiting for you until you come back.

I'll miss u my hope💝💝💝

Can someone explain what's going on🥺

NO NOT HOBI 😟

Plsplspls

JIMIN 'FACE' ALBUM GIVEAWAY

hellooo! i'm excited to announce my first giveaway here on tumblr to celebrate jimin's first solo album release 💕 please read all the info carefully if you would like to join!

what you'll get:

• one (1) random version of jimin's face album (invisible OR undefinable).

• fully sealed.

• preorder benefits NOT included.

entry requirements & shipping info:

• open for worldwide, but please check whether your location is available to be shipped from here in malaysia or from my friend in USA before you join

• no need to be following me BUT if i find your account to be suspicious (empty, not a single bts rb or post prior to this, etc. then i reserve the right to choose a different winner)

• shipping cost will be taken care of. however once i've sent you the tracking number, you will be responsible for all courier and parcel issues if they should occur.

• just a reminder that you'll need to be comfortable sharing your details with me when i ship it out, so minors please get permission if you want to join.

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how to enter:

• reblog

• you can reblog as many times as you want but i'll only count it as one entry!

• winner will be chosen with a random generator (i will post the video and screenshot)

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this giveaway will end on 31st march (friday) 💜 if you have any other questions please feel free to send me an ask!

I live for @purpleyoonn's soulmate aus

Like literally.... they are my air to breathe

to the asks I get always asking me why I keep writing soulmate au’s and nothing else:

Not me: going straight to tumblr for comfort and to read my favorite comfort stories

I just exercised in school and I think I'm about to collapse cus my whole body is shaking.

10/10 would not recommend

I need a hug rn

🥺

Mmk bye

-🐝

The jibooty is a gift straight from heaven🥺

Hi there,

I hope you are having a wonderful week.

Super random question and I don't mean to come across creepy but what it up with Jimins ass? Sometimes it looks really big and sometimes it doesn't. I am super confused and would like someone to tell me whether he has a big ass or not. I need to understand people's obsession with his ass haha. I love the dudes body and its honestly my ideal body type but it would be even more ideal if he actually has that ass haha.

Me in the past: this is a serious blog. It's more about media analysis, and not from a fan perspective.

Me today: Sure, let's talk about jibooty and do some important research.

You see anon, the ass is definitely there. I think that sometimes it looks more flat depending on the angle or the pants Jimin wears. Actually, when it comes to the holy jibooty, I don't really think it's only about the size, but the shape. That's what makes it so special and has a reputation and makes you think of a peach. Let's look at some evidence.

It really makes you wanna do some quality control, right? Oh, the privilege some of them have 😫

It's the kiss.....i know it it.....pls be the kiss

Iridescent love spoiler beneath, proceed at your own risk

That's as far as I'll reveal before I post the chapter but jsjsksksksk it's so damn soft

Pls gimme luck

My eyes are bleeding angst rn

baby (you complete us) 2

C H A P T E R   T W O

summary: Soulmates were a common occurrence, so common, in fact, that the world sought an easier way to find your other half: A bracelet that would scan your mark and match you with those who shared your mark. Within recent years, soul groups were becoming normal, and your own bracelet said you have seven matches.

Or where you wear your bracelet for ten years, and finally give up the hope you would find your soul group, only for BTS to put theirs on and see what they were missing.

genre: soulmate au, idol au, angst, fluff, eventual smut,

pairing: Idol BTS x Disabled MC

warnings: angst, mentions of depression, disabled mc (Ehlers Danlos syndrome), eventual smut, fluff, lots of fluff, mentions of disability, simp bangtan

chapter warnings: lots of insecurities, upset bangtan, determined bangtan, bangtan become simps, mentions of depression, mentions of disability, negative feelings towards disability, 

masterlist // chapter 1 // chapter 3

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Previously on baby (you complete us): 

They had another soulmate.

One who had been wearing theirs for ten years.

One who had been messaging them.

And their last message said they lost hope and were going to take the bracelet off.

Keep reading

baby (you complete us) 1

C H A P T E R   O N E

Summary: Soulmates were a common occurrence, so common, in fact, that the world sought an easier way to find your other half: A bracelet that would scan your mark and match you with those who shared your mark. Within recent years, soul groups were becoming normal, and your own bracelet said you have seven matches.

Or where you wear your bracelet for ten years, and finally give up the hope you would find your soul group, only for BTS to put theirs on and see what they were missing.

Genre: soulmate au, idol au, angst, fluff, eventual smut,

Pairing: Idol BTS x Disabled MC

Warnings: angst, mentions of depression, disabled mc (Ehlers Danlos syndrome), eventual smut, fluff, lots of fluff, mentions of disability, simp bangtan

Chapter Warnings: drunk mc, drunk messaging, mentions of depression, insecurities, parental death, disability diagnosis, negative thoughts, 

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Every morning for the past ten years, the first thing you did was open the Soul app. Each morning you hoped and wished to see a notification on the upper right corner of the app on your screen. And each morning you were once again left disappointed with the zero notifications.  Each of your friends had already found theirs, had met up with them and felt the bond cement within their souls.

You couldn’t help but to grow envious and jealous of their happiness, even now, as you watch your closest friends pledge their lives and souls to each other. You were a bridesmaid, right behind her own sister, the maid of honor. You were like a sister to Anna, having grown up with her and her family. But you never felt so out of place, like you didn’t belong as you stood there.

You were beyond happy for Anna and Chris, love in your heart for them as you witness their love for each other. But you couldn’t help but to feel your own heart break at the sight.

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HIS PUP

NAMJOON X READER HYBRID AU

CHAPTER 1 (2k words)

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This is a small chapter, you could say it serves more as an introduction to the story, a little prologue in Namjoon’s POV, but I hope you enjoy nonetheless!

His POV

I take in a deep breath before pushing the door open, the fresh air of the popular shelter greeting me as I step inside with curious eyes - I’ve never gone to such a place before.

After another lonely night of me staring at the moon with a warm beer in hand, I finally decided that I had enough of such a thing and that this couldn’t go on any longer.

I don’t think I can handle being alone like this anymore, the silence at home is killing me. I’m reaching my thirties with not a single friend to keep me company, no one who I can call to talk with and I’m beginning to realize just now how pitiful that is.

Twenty years old me didn’t give a single fuck about this, being alone meant more time for work, it meant more money, but now?

Now… I feel pitiful, a fool in a big house.

So in that sense, after thinking about it for months if not a full year, I’ve come to the conclusion that adopting a dog should be a good place to start with. The loyal and friendly animal is exactly what I need to brighten my life again, surely good things will follow after that.  

I wash my hands at the table where I can find a bottle of hand sanitizer before pushing the second pair of doors open and then stumble into a warm looking room, and as soon as my gaze falls on the man standing behind the counter, a wide smile spreads on his plump lips.

“Oh, a new face! I’ve never seen you here before, come in” he muses before beckoning me over with a hand, and I quietly make my way over with a light frown on my face, does he expect to know everyone walking inside this building?

“Welcome, welcome. My name is Seokjin, you’ve made it to my little land of love, what can I do for you today?” he continues at my silence, completely unbothered by it as he keeps smiling, words that have my frown deepening, because this is a shelter, right? For animals?

“Erm… I… came to adopt a dog?” I try, very insecure as to whether I really made it to the right building or not, but when his face lights up with an even brighter joy, a quick nod of the head before he invites me to follow him down a bright corridor, I inwardly sigh in relief, I guess it is the right place after all.

“A dog, a good choice. They make good buddies, loyal, loving, helpful, cuddly” he says on the way to what appears to be a little dorm, which I find strange, do every animals have their private room here?

“Yeah, well… I’m beginning to see that being alone at home all the time isn’t so good for the moral. I thought getting one might help me to feel less… lonely” I let out as he stops us in front of a closed door with the name “Y/N” written on it, is that the dog who’s inside the room?

“Hmhm. A good decision, you did good to come here, we’ll find you the perfect companion, don’t worry. Behind this door, there is a very sweet Cavalier King Charles Spaniel, a lovely girl whose only wish is to be by her owner’s side. She loves cuddles, she’s fun, a little spoiled at times if you ask me but she means well, she has a lot of love to give” Seokjin describes her like she’s a human being and it feels a bit weird but… you know what, I kind of like that, animals deserve respect too.

“She sounds like a good pup, that Y/N” I muse softly, the feeling of her name on my tongue like sweet honey, it almost feels as if she’s already mine, this is a good sign, right?

Seokjin smiles and hums. “Do you want to see her?”.

I nod my head slowly, hand falling on the doorknob when he motions with an arm for me to get in, and once the door opened, I stumble into a comfortable looking room, a dog bed in the corner with a few toys here and there, and sitting right in the middle of the room and staring up at me with round eyes is a small adorable dog of a white coat with red markings, she’s… beautiful.

I crouch in front of her to try and make myself less threatening, afraid that maybe my large and tall stature might scare her off but immediately, her tail begins wagging excitedly and she comes over to me with happy steps, a few sniffs to the hand I stretch her way before she falls to her back for tummy pets, which I give with a delighted heart that already feels lighter.

Is that the power of a dog? Can they take the weight from over your heart that quickly? So easily?

Seokjin chuckles as he leans against the doorway with a pleased glint in his eyes as he observes us get acquainted with one another, not a shadow of worry in his posture even though I scare half of the population whenever I go grocery shopping because I always look angry.

“It seems like she quite likes you already, I had a feeling this would happen but it’s nice to see that I was right. What do you think? She might be a bit shy to show you who she really is at first, but give her a few days to settle and it should be fine. From the way I see it, you two were made for each other” he inquires, and I can’t resist the smile that spreads on my lips when she inches closer to tentatively lick my cheek, gosh, I can’t leave without her now, can I?

I caress her back before slowly lifting her up to my chest with a hand, and when she melts into my hold, head resting in the nook of my neck, I’m done for.

“I’ll take her, I’ll bring Y/N home with me” I say with a dreamy sigh that Seokjin doesn’t miss, and unrestrained joy becomes his whole body language, his smile from one ear to the other while he happily claps his hands with a jump and a squeal, a quick pet to her back before he makes sign for me to follow him again.

“That makes me very happy, oh so happy! Don’t put her back in the room, bring her with you, it’s fine” he chirps when he sees me hesitating about whether I should bring her with me or not, and it’s almost a relief that I don’t have to part from her just yet, it feels as if I could lose her forever if I put her on the floor before we’ve finalized the adoption papers.

“Yoongi-ah! Get a bag ready for Y/N! She’s leaving!” the man screams once we make it back to the entrance and we get to hear feet running over in a hurry before another man appears into the room from another door, eyes wide as they fall on me to see her in my arms.

“W-what? She’s getting adopted? I… I won’t get to see her anymore?” he asks with shock all over his face, ears tilted back on his head and the tail behind him curling sadly as if this is the worst thing he’s ever heard, hybrids work here too?

Seokjin tuts at the cat and repeats his demand of making her a bag, and eyes fill with wetness before Yoongi complies, a sight that breaks my heart, were they close? I feel bad now…

The man sighs and shakes his head before smiling lightly at me, eyes falling on Y/N who burrows her face deeper into my neck as if to flee the situation, her tail hiding between her legs and moulding to her stomach.

“Please don’t mind him too much, they were very good friends during her stay here, they’d play together almost everyday so that’s why he had that reaction. He’ll get over it after a few weeks, it’s not like he didn’t know that this would happen one day” he explains softly, words that pull at my heart, it explains her avoidance then…

She didn’t even look at him, as if knowing that the sight alone would hurt her.

“She’s going to miss him too if they were such good friends… maybe I can bring her back sometimes? So they can play together again” I offer, unsure myself of where this is coming from but as someone who’s never really had friends, to break such a strong bond doesn’t sit well with me.   

Seokjin’s eyes light up in surprise. “Would you really? Wouldn’t that be a bother for you?”.

I shrug lightly. “Not quite a bother, no. I’d just have to make some time, I live around a dozen minutes from here by car so it’s not too bad. Yoongi seems like he really likes her so… I don’t mind”.

Seokjin doesn’t need to repeat anything when we both find the hybrid standing in the doorway again, a bag clutched to his chest and tears in his eyes, though this time his animal attributes look happier.

“Really? You really mean it? I can see her again? That’s not a lie?”.

I smile and nod my head at him. “I only lie when I have something to gain from it. Don’t worry, I’ll keep my promise. I don’t know how often I can make it happen because of work but… we’ll see how it goes from here, just give us some time to settle at home first” I tell him and he nods quickly before hurrying over to drop a cute pastel blue bag on the counter, what could possibly be in there?

Seokjin thanks him with a pat to the head, which the cat hybrid accepts with a shy smile before leaving with a wave of the hand, and then pulls some papers out from beneath the desk, Y/N now comfortably cuddled into my arms and in no way ready to leave that spot anytime soon.

Her body feels less tense now that it’s been confirmed that she and Yoongi will meet again, it makes me feel content, this was a good decision I made.

“You’ve made Yoongi very happy, I thank you for your generous consideration for their friendship. You’ve gained a new fan, that’s for sure” the man begins with a chuckle before sliding the papers over to me with a pen so I can sign them, something that might be awkward with a dog in my arms, but Y/N somehow manages to climb over my shoulder to free up one of my arms - she’s really intent on not going to the floor just yet, it makes my soul bloom with pride.

“Every lines where you need to sign are highlighted, so please fill in these forms with every piece of information you can give, your phone number, home address and real name are mandatory but we’re not that strict for the rest, it’s mostly in case of emergencies where we could have doubt of abuse, which I can tell will not be a problem here”.

I quirk an eyebrow at his words, his confidence taking me aback a little bit. “How do you know? I feel like most abuse situations aren’t really the kind you can predict just by having a look at someone”.

He smiles and leans over the desk to scratch Y/N’s back, her reaction being to shake one leg when he finds an itchy spot. “Y/N wouldn’t feel so safe with you if you were a danger for her. I trust in her judgement, and you should too. In any case, I would not have agreed so easily if I had any doubts, you’re more than fine in my book, I have a good feeling about you”.

I hum deeply before nodding my head bashfully, my arm supporting her body shifting a little to readjust her weight over it when I feel like she’s about to slide over my shoulder, I don’t want her to fall on the floor from so high.

“That’s… good to know. She won’t regret trusting me, nor will you” I promise, and three hearts melt with fondness.

“I have no doubt about that… Kim Namjoon. This is the beginning of a new chapter of your life”.

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ALPHA! 0T7 (YOONMIN CENTRIC) X OMEGA!CHUBBY! READER A/B/O - SUGAR DADDY AU

CHAPTER 13 (5.8k words)

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"Jimin, I don't know what to wear, I've tried five different outfits and I don't feel like any of them are suitable for today!" I exclaim as soon as the alpha accepts the call, the very first one he receives from me.

'Darling, take a deep breath, it's okay, it's just seven in the morning, you have two hours and a half before Yoongi comes get you so we'll figure something out, okay? With that said, good morning to you, I hope you slept well in your new bed?'.

I sigh and sit on said bed before dropping to my back next to all the clothes I took out of the closet so far.

If someone had told me that the first time I would call someone to ask for help would be because I didn't know what to wear for a date - is it a date? - I would've laughed in their face, but alas, that's exactly what has happened to me this morning.

I've tried so many different clothes since earlier, but I don't know why, they just don't give me the same feeling as yesterday, is it because Jimin and Jungkook aren't there to cheer me on anymore? Is it because I'm not really good at creating a look with what I have?

Or is it only because my nerves are all over the place and I feel like throwing up? That might be it, I'm honestly freaking out and Jimin was the first one that came to mind, he made the clothes so I figured if anyone would know what I should wear today, it would be him.

"Sorry Jimin, good morning. The new mattress is wonderful, I have yet to build a new nest in it but Yoongi got me new nesting materials so I'll do that this week, but I slept very well even without one. I didn't wake you up with my call, did I?".

He chuckles and hums softly, it sounds like he's moving around and there's some cluttering in the background but I can't tell if it's coming from him or if it's someone else.

'Don't worry, sweetheart, you didn't wake me up at all, and as for the mattress, hearing that makes me very happy, it's all we wanted for you. If you see one big yellow blanket, I chose it myself, I thought it looked pretty and soft so I hope you find a good use for it. We tried to find the softest and coziest ones but we'll get you more from a specialized shop soon, there are much better ones suited for nests there'.

"What? No, no Jimin, what you got me is perfect, those blankets are a hundred times better than what I had, I don't need new ones, seriously" I try to counter the offer quickly because I know how expensive the fancy nesting materials are, I looked and I gasped many times before giving up on the idea. I can't have them spend so much on me all the time, it's absolutely insane.

'Even if you say that, our pack alpha is definitely going to go through their shop eventually, that's his weakness and I dare say he has very good taste considering he's an interior decorator so you definitely wouldn't regret it.

Namjoon is very good at making nests and I'm sure he would love to help you with yours, he took lessons on how to build the perfect nest in the past in case he ever ended up with an omega mate, that was always a wish of his, maybe you could wait for him before getting started?'.

I make a soft sound as I stare at the ceiling, heart stuttering painfully at his suggestion.

To build my nest with their pack alpha... that sounds terrifying.

I always have this image of a very intimidating person when I think of a pack alpha, but if I think about In-yeop... he certainly doesn't look like it but he definitely knows how to be a softie, so if this Namjoon took nest building lessons for omegas... he must be fine too.

'Jimin-ah, while I appreciate you thinking about me, please don't make her feel like she has to agree just for my sake. If she wants to build it by herself, that's totally fine, though you're right about me buying quality materials. I already have a few things in mind that I'd like to get her so I'll ask Taehyung to go with me later today' a new deep and mellow voice speaks up and I hold my breath, is that... is that the pack alpha?

He has a nice voice... a handsome and powerful husk to it that makes my stomach fill with gentle butterflies.

Someone with such a voice can't possibly be bad, or is it the new bond that makes me feel this way? Because I do remember hearing briefly in the past that meeting everyone in a pack is not required for the second chance mate bond to take place equally with every concerned mates.

In a way, doesn't it mean that I will feel as comfortable with Jin and Hoseok as I currently feel with Jimin and the others, even if today will be our first meeting? I hope that's true, I could do with some comfort right from the beginning.

'Ah... you're right hyung, sorry Y/N, I didn't mean to make it sound like you should push back your needs just for him. I just thought maybe it could have been some sort of ice-breaker for the two of you, I guess I'm just a little impatient. I want you to see how great everyone is but you already have a lot on your plate, please forgive me, darling'.

I smile and shake my head. "There's no need to be forgiven for such a thing, Jimin, I understand. I'll start by seeing how I feel today after meeting Jin and Hoseok and... if I don't feel too overwhelmed, I could certainly use help for building my nest tomorrow, I'm not really good at it. I'm sure there's a lot to learn from someone who studied the art" I reassure the alpha who perks up at my words, though I can't see him.

'Really? Oh that would be great! Namjoon is very calm and gentle, you'd love spending time with him, I just know it!' he chirps and I chuckle, I guess it's a good sign if he's that excited for me to meet his other mates, I just hope that Namjoon isn't being roped into doing something that he doesn't really want to do.

'What? What did she say?' Namjoon asks with badly restrained curiosity, it seems he didn't hear me so Jimin takes great joy in repeating every words I said with pride, and then we both wait for the alpha's response, my heart loud in my ears because I don't know how he would really feel about meeting me so soon.

'She... she wants my help? Okay, oh gosh, I'll ask Taehyung to trim my hair then and- new clothes, I need to buy something cozy to wear, should I go for something casual? I don't want her to be scared of me, I should go with simple right? Do you work today?' the pack alpha blurts out quickly and I find myself pursing my lips in shy amusement, why does he sound so cute?

'Stop walking in circle, hyung, you're going to get dizzy. I'm busy in the morning but I'm free this afternoon, I can go shopping with you, we'll find you something nice, perhaps suited for cuddles?' Jimin comments the end in a croon for my sake and I blush, he's not going to let this go, I know he won't.

'Do you think she would- aish you're giving me hope that I shouldn't have, Jimin-ah, she doesn't know me, she won't accept cuddles so soon. I don't want her to feel forced to do anything with me so I'll go along with her wishes'.

Namjoon sounds truly dejected at the prospect of being refused the cuddles Jimin implied and I already feel my heart clench for him, would he want that? With me? Before he could even see me?

'I'm just saying that there's no danger in asking. Cuddles in a freshly made nest... scented blankets and pillows all around you... doesn't that sound nice? I'm sure she would like that if you offered. Am I wrong, darling?' Jimin sing-songs happily and I cover my face with a hand, why does my skin feel so hot all of a sudden?

To have a pack alpha scent my nest and stay in it with me... there's an appeal that I can't ignore, what would it be like with this Namjoon? Would it feel as safe as it sounds?

"That... does sound nice" I murmur bashfully and Jimin squeals excitedly before repeating my words aloud, which has my face combust and unbeknownst to me, Namjoon's too.

'S-she would? I need extra soft clothes then. And extra soft blankets. Oh today's going to be a busy day. Taehyung!'.

Feet go running off until they fade and I grab my plushie to hug, my heart is beating so fast from both excitement and nerves, I'm really going right into it huh? First today with two new alphas, then tomorrow with another new one. That will then leave me with... Taehyung.

What happens once I've met them all? Do I get to spend time with the seven of them at the same time? What will it be like? Can I handle it? It sounds like a lot, maybe we should stick with smaller groups for now, just until I get more comfortable with everyone.

'Ah, he's adorable, you should've seen the smile on his face darling, you have made a man incredibly happy this morning' Jimin muses and I smile shyly, it did seem like it.

'Now, for your own clothing situation, tell me what you've tried on, let's see what we can get you to wear for today'.

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"Breathe, little omega, it's going to be fine" Yoongi chuckles as he drives me to destination, the sound of my beating heart all that we can hear in his fast vehicle, we're getting there too fast!

"I'm trying" I mumble quietly with a nervous sigh, it's my heart that doesn't want to listen, it's making me all fidgety on my seat, the thought of meeting a new alpha this morning making me not quite scared, it's just... out of my comfort zone.

Jimin did end up guiding me well on the phone earlier so what I'm currently wearing is helping in at least making me a minimum confident about my appearance, but it doesn't change the fact that this morning will be about makeup, with Jin's goal being to make me learn to love the art again.

Will I be able to do this? Can I look at myself in the mirror with someone standing next to me?

That's the part that worries me the most. Will I make it through the day intact or will I have a meltdown once more?

Anything but that, please, I've had enough for a few months.

We soon make it to the building that looks majestic and stylish, something fitting for its name, and when Yoongi parks in the parking lot facing the door, I anxiously twist my fingers at the sight of the inside light turned on but with the open sign turned off, a paper on the door explaining that today is a special day and that the owner must close despite being present in the shop.

"Do you want me to come with you?" Yoongi offers when he sees me sucking in my bottom lip, heart almost about to give up on me with how quickly it's exhausting itself going off like this.

"Uh... n-no, I... I need to be brave, I can't always have one of you easing me into new things, I won't be able to do it on my own anymore if it happens too often" I utter with what I want as a self-assured voice, even if my face shows an entirely other speech.

A hand patting my head gently and I turn my gaze to see him smiling at me with creased eyes, lavender green tea soft to the nose, soothing.

It's his mate we're talking about, someone he trusts and loves, it's obvious that this means a lot to him and it only serves to deepen my need to make this work, I need to do good today.

"He'll make sure you feel comfortable throughout the whole day so don't worry. Jin has been looking forward to this all night, it's a wonder that he even managed to get some sleep because he was already running all over the place when I woke up this morning and I set my alarm earlier than usual".

I manage a small smile at the thought of the alpha already keeping himself busy in the early morning while the others all groggily walk around him to get a cup of coffee. I guess I wasn't the only one being nervous then.

I turn my attention back to the shop to encourage myself only to startle when I find a face peeking at us from the glassy door, and lips stretch into a delighted smile when our eyes meet, the handsome face enough to get my face red and burning in an instant, heart on a shy tantrum.

"Right... I'll get going then. Thank you for taking of your time for me, Yoongi, I appreciate it. I could've taken the bus" I tell him sincerely but he shakes his head at my words as I undo my seatbelt.

"It was nothing, sweets, seeing you this morning is giving me all the energy I need to face the mess at the company, I wasn't going to pass up the chance to spend some time with you today".

My lips purse bashfully at his words and he smiles warmly before waving me off, the sight of his impatient mate at the door causing his lips to stretch wider. "Now off you go, before Jin comes get you himself".

I quickly step out of the car at the harmless warning and once the door closed behind me, I wave him goodbye before heading towards the building with trembling legs, I must look ridiculous right now, it's all over if I trip on my feet, I will never recover from such a humiliation.

The tall and incredibly handsome alpha inside excitedly bounces on his feet as I approach before opening the door wide to invite me in and immediately do I get swarmed with the smell of vanilla mochi.

It's like those cartoons in which you get to see a fresh breeze spin around the characters when a particular scent makes their senses tingle, it's a powdery rice flour dusted on the outside and the subtly sweet and fragrant smell of the mochi itself and its filling that wraps around me in a tender embrace, it makes my nerves melt away like they never existed to begin with until only budding flowers that attract fluttering butterflies remain behind.

Who knew that an alpha could have such a soft scent? It makes me want to breathe more of it, just to bask in that gentle glow that emanates from the man in front of me, unaware that he too breathes me in with a deep inhale, my vanilla whipped cream acting like a fluffy cloud that cradles his heart in its sweetness.

"Y/N, hello sweet pup, come in, I've been waiting for you" he muses with his gentle voice to break the silence first, a hand possessively reaching out to guide me inside when I'm near enough, and his touch over the small of my back only vivifies the act of his calming scent as I find myself melting into his side as the door closes behind us.

He notices, obviously, and the marveled glance he shoots Yoongi before the latter leaves has an endeared chuckle filling the rumbling vehicle, he can see that we'll be just fine on our own.

"How do you like your newly furnished home, Y/N? Did you sleep well last night?" the alpha asks with a pleasant joyfulness to his voice while I take in the shop that would have made my past self gasp dreamily, the sight of all the makeup and skin care products around me, the well-thought layout of it all and the lovely decoration enough to light up something within me.

"Y-yes, it's... perfect. Everything is perfect, Jin, thank you" I muse shyly under his gaze and he hums in contentment, his arm always resting without weight over my back to keep me close, he already feels the itch of longing for a hug, how much he would love to just... squeeze me within his hold right now.

There is not a single doubt in his mind that I am indeed a future new mate to their pack and he knows with his soul - he needs to make me theirs.

"That is good to hear. Jimin and Yoongi were very happy to see your home now filled with only good things, they said it made their heart purr with pride and Jungkook chimed in saying that your taste is very similar to Namjoon's, that sure made our pack alpha preen like a peacock" he says with a grin at the memory and I can't fight the blush that covers my cheeks, is that true?

"It honestly felt a little weird to walk out of my bedroom this morning. Everything looks different now, I look around me and I love what I see and a part of my brain can't stop whispering that I don't deserve all these gifts, that I have nothing to give back of a similar value. It's a bittersweet feeling" I mumble softly, and Jin slows down until he comes to a full stop, after which he turns on his heels to face me with a soft exhale.

"You do not have to give back anything, Y/N, and you deserve everything you were given. I'm sure they told you that already, but alpha wolves are naturally more sensitive to omegas, and when they're mates, or in our case, a second chance mate? That feeling doubles if it doesn't triple" he begins, one of his hands gentle as he pushes the few strands of hair out of my face with a smile while my heart thumps loudly against my ribcage.

"I hope you can remember that our behaviour towards you is not pity, though it might be perceived that way sometimes. Your appearance in our life may have been a surprise but we're all very sincere in our wish to accept you amongst us, which is why you have found yourself receiving so many gifts in a few days' time, and why you'll be receiving more in the near future. It's just our way to show you the care and attention that you deserve".

I nibble on the inside of my bottom lip before nodding my head slowly, I figured he would have the same mindset as Jimin, Yoongi and Jungkook but it's comforting to be able to hear it from him too, it doesn't seem like they're forcing themselves to do things they don't want to.

"Yeah, that's what I've been told so far by the others but... you really don't have to go so far in gifting me things all the time, I already got plenty enough, I don't need more" I attempt with hopeful eyes set on the alpha, I really could do with an ally in that matter.

Or that is the story of how that hope got crushed instantly when his loud laughter echoes in the room, the sound bouncing off against every furnished walls enough to make me pout as I look away from him.

So he's just like Yoongi then... great.

"Oh baby, oh that was funny, excuse me for laughing but you're adorable. How could we ever resist gifting you things if that is going to be your reaction every single time? I do believe you were warned yesterday that you would not leave this place empty-handed either, did you forget?" he muses with a grin on his plump lips, eyes shining with amusement when I blush in embarrassment.

"... I didn't forget" I grumble under my breath, foot kicking empty air at my explicit defeat, they could at least give me a chance to hope, but here they go laughing whenever I mention the subject.

He hums with a bright tone before gently but firmly resuming his pulling me over to an area where I can see beautiful vanities, and it doesn't miss my attention that one of them is currently holding an elegant looking gift bag.

"Don't worry about this for now, sweet pup, that one is for you to open when you're back home tonight" Jin says sweetly when he follows my gaze before turning one of the chairs to have me sit down, and unlike what I expected, he doesn't turn me so I face the mirror once I am comfortably seated.

"Now, you'll stay here like the pretty girl that you are while I go around getting things that will suit your lovely outfit, alright? We'll be doing your makeup look together this morning" he chirps sweetly before leaving my side with a happy jump to his step while I gulp in nerves, his compliment easily clashing with the knowledge that we'll be working on my face as part of the date.

Together? How is that even going to work?

I observe as he flits around his shop with knowledgeable eyes, a few things picked up here and there in their unused state, sealed products that he's going to have to open just for me, is that really necessary?

My only comfort in all of this is that he doesn't grab too much, which is almost surprising considering that he himself has a makeup look that must have required more than one eye palette to create, though it's nothing too intense, it's just obvious that he must be very skilled to have achieved that effortless glow.

"Here, that should be perfect for today. We're not going to go with anything too heavy, you have a pretty skin texture and I want to keep it as it is, we're only going to give it some help with a serum and some very soft under eye tint to ease down the dark circles. As for the makeup look itself, you will be guiding me, sweet pup, I'll be doing what you want me to do".

My eyes widen and I gape at him as he comes settle everything on the vanity behind me, he's not serious, is he?

"Jin- you can come up with things much more beautiful than I could, I think it would be better if you do the look yourself" I counter weakly but he tuts with a hand on his hip like I've just spoken nonsense.

"I did say that it would be done together. The only other alternative to this would be that you do the whole makeup look by yourself while I observe on the side, would you prefer that? I thought I'd go easy on you this morning considering that you've had to deal with a lot already, but maybe you do want more-" I stop him from saying more with a sharp shake of the head and a pounding heart.

"I won't be able to focus if you watch what I'm doing, Jin, let's just go with your initial idea" I softly comply with an awkward smile, and everything is going just as he had planned, there really is no going against their plans once they come up with a decision.

Jin hums like a victor at my approval and wordlessly proceeds with unsealing the few products he brought over, a soft melody on his lips as he then walks to some shelves to grab brushes and other things he's going to need, like a headband to keep the hair out of my face as well as other hair accessories.

For now, I should focus on being thankful that he's not forcing me to do my own makeup like I thought he would, it really could've been worse when I think about it. I just don't know what I want to see on myself so it's making me nervous.

But his decision does make me wonder if it was based on what he heard from the others when they got back home yesterday. I have no doubt that they've been sharing all that they've learned about me between themselves, which I can't blame them for, they do need all the knowledge they can get with me.

When Jin is ready to get started, a song I recognize softly sang with his smooth voice, he focuses on prepping my face and hair for the reason of my presence here, the first step being one I hadn't seen coming, which is a whole face massage as he cleans my skin properly before using the few products he spoke about and maybe some more, I lose track of everything as he works his magic on me.

And not only is his touch comforting all by itself, but with my back to the mirror to keep me from seeing myself when I manage to open my eyes, nothing to make me feel self-conscious if not for the kind alpha himself, I am ashamed to say that I almost zone out to the point of falling asleep one too many times.

"Does it feel nice, sweet pup? Your face muscles were all tensed earlier but now they're soft like silk" his pleasant voice wakes me up instantly and I lift my heavy lids to stare at the beautiful man currently smiling down at me as he removes the headband to instead hold the hair back loosely with a large clip.

Why are they all so damn pretty? Who gave them the right to look this good all the time? It's not fair. Why was I given such a pack as second chance mates? Why me of all wolves?

"Are you sure you slept enough, baby? What is that pout for?" he chuckles when I don't reply immediately, and I sigh deeply, unable to muster the energy to use my voice when he continues caressing my face so softly, eyes fluttering shut as I remain unaware of if there is even any product under his fingertips anymore.

"Hmm, you pretty, sleepy pup. Just close your eyes and rest while you can, okay? I'll take care of everything. We can always do my first idea another time, we have the whole future in front of us after all, there is no hurry" he muses with so much gentleness in his voice that I can only melt under his touch, the whole future whispering like a echo in my mind, over and over again.

I barely notice anything as he begins dusting some eye shadow on my lids, every touch to my skin soft like fairy fingers, as if he doesn't want to wake me up for as long as possible even though he knows that I'm not asleep, it feels nice.

The only reaction he does eventually get from me is a soft giggle when he physically holds my chin to make me smack my lips together after he applies some lip tint, and when the hair clip releases my hair so it surrounds my face, Jin feels like he is staring at an angel, his pretty little masterpiece.

If he hears anything that sounds the slightest bit like an insult today, he will cut tongues, he will make human stew and wolf porridge, there will be no avoiding his wrath.

The alpha doesn't need to spend more time with me to know that he will be unable to handle seeing my heart get physically crushed by mean words when I'm already so sensitive and vulnerable, the fear he saw in my eyes earlier at the mention of doing my makeup myself still bright in his mind.

He wanted to see for himself just how deeply rooted my trauma is after hearing what the others had to say about me, and as he expected, from my avoiding eyes to the fake smile that had covered my face in an attempt to hide the ugly truth, he knows that the pack will have to be careful when it comes to anything that has to do with the image I have of myself.

So if he can help, in any way, to make me feel better about myself, he will consider his role a success. He could see himself going through such a routine every morning, my sleepy self just... leaning on him as he prepares me for the day.

He wishes such a future will make its way to him one day.

With a hand to my cheek to slowly get me back into an awake state, he watches with a soft heart as my eyes flutter open in all of their splendor, the makeup done only accentuating my natural beauty, he really did a good job.

"I'm done, baby. You can look at yourself in the mirror if you want, I'll go and wash the brushes in that room over there so take your time, it'll take me a few minutes" his sweet voice whispers when sure that he has my attention, and with that said, he walks away to what looks like a little office.

It takes me a moment to really grow aware of my body in its entirety after having been victim of Jin's magical power, legs stretching through a sleepy soreness before I dare stand from the chair, feet slightly unsteady before I get a grip of how to function again.

I can still feel the caress of his warm hand on my skin and... it's like my heart needs more, the memory played on repeat to avoid forgetting, anything to avoid forgetting, which I know to be my wolf's doing, there's no fighting against this strengthening bond anymore.

And so, I steady my heart with a strong puff of air before turning around to face the mirror that reveals a Y/N that I hadn't seen in a long time.

This is... the Y/N that used to enjoy life, way before I met my ex.

I step closer to the vanity to see more of my face, the sight of my hair falling over my cheeks not bothering me as much as it usually does when I get to see how it complements what he did, it's almost as if the alpha used a picture of my past self to inspire himself and it makes the light within my heart flicker with stronger pulses.

Was it always so easy to get back some of who I used to be?

I instinctively step back when I hear him walk out of the smaller room, but even when I take a look at him, it's to see the man keeping himself busy with some insignificant tasks that can surely wait, isn't he curious to know what I think of his work?

Feeling my confused gaze on him, Jin smiles and finally walks over until he stands before me, satisfaction in his orbs when he sees a glint of joy in my own. "So? Did I do good? Can I keep my job or should I change to something less complicated?".

My eyes widen at his teasing question and I quickly shake my head with a light natural blush covering my cheeks. "Y-you don't have to change your job, it would be such a shame to lose your talent. I... I love what you did, Jin, truly. Thank you".

He must not hug. He must not hug. He must not hug-

That's what he repeats to himself, but one look at my sweet round face as I stare up at him through my lashes and argh! Screw this!

"I'm sorry sweet pup, but I really cannot resist the urge anymore" is my only warning before he suddenly pulls me into his chest, arms holding on tightly around my shoulders with a groan/sigh that makes me blink in shock before I huff, the gentleness behind his despair causing my tension to melt with every thumps of his heart against my ear as his scent thickens in the air around me, light and joyful tones of mochis that make me smile softly.

Hugs given by alphas... they feel wonderful. It's not them forcefully taking of my energy to refill their needy tank, it's them giving a dose of affection to refill my own, the complete opposite of what it was like with my ex-mate.

Instead of making me feel uncomfortable, my mental stability threatened by selfish intentions that I could never refuse, these alphas and their hugs make me feel better, cared for, protected.

It's like a pat on the back to praise me for going through something hard, but a hundred times better.

"I wish it could've been you right from the start, all those years ago" I mumble softly as I slowly respond to the hug by wrapping my arms loosely around his hips, and Jin's heart falls in his chest before he squeezes me tighter.

"The Moon Goddess always does things that make us question her decisions. I too wish that she would've sent you to us sooner if things were going to end this way anyway, but that's not what happened, sweet pup. We can only be grateful for what good she gives us when she deems us worthy" he answers in a murmur, after which he presses a kiss to the top of my head, an act that makes me melt deeper into his warmth.

If Namjoon is half as good at cuddles as Jin and Jimin are, I'll never be able to bring an end to the planned nesting session that should take place tomorrow. The more they give me and the more I want, as greedy as that sounds.

"Now, how about you and I get out of here so we can meet up with Hoseok? He too was very impatient about meeting you, he's waiting for us at a place that I think you will love very much".

I lift my head up to glance at him sheepishly, I almost forgot about the other alpha with all that happened. "Where would that be?".

He smiles with a rumbling in his chest, his mischievous gaze on my face before his lips part in amusement.

"It's a surprise, sweet pup".

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