Im Tired - Tumblr Posts
Be gay, Do crime
After all I can only do one of those things. I need to live vicariously through others😌
I'm gonna start power walking away from my problems.
"Oh no a phone call from my insurance company? My birthday is wrong? Oh well" and just fucking power walk myself into the sun.
I don't appreciate unexpected guests in my room.
Plus it's 11:30 at night and I can't be bothered to do any clean-up work on these so just take some gross sketches, courtesy of my late-night-boredom and some annoying intruder.
I feel like I've been dead for a long time now, existing just as a corpse somehow stumbling around, animated by some ungodly force that is still keeping me around for whatever reason
Idk if someone who follows syspport and non alter CDD follows the main blog here, but to be sure I'm gonna reblog it in both blogs so hi, this is the main of the person behind those two blogs!
I'm gonna take a break from both blogs for a while, the two blogs were made by alters who haven't been fronting anymore because of personal life problems, and though I can handle the blogs as I'm qualified and I know information, I don't have enough energy and motivation to keep them active, I'm tired, I been running both blogs for like a week and I don't have more energy TT
So take it as a semi-hiatus, why semi and not full hiatus? Because maybe I'll do some posts in both blogs, that doesn't mean I'm gonna be active but I like the blogs and sometimes I have fun doing content in them or at least I find it entertaining because of the topics the blogs are around
I'm gonna answer the asks that were send before I make this post, but any other ask or submission done after this post is gonna be there for a long time, I won't be closing asks, you can send more submissions in both blogs if you want, just keep in mind that is going to take longer for me to answer it, that's the more hiatus part... When I com back full with both blogs I'm (or tf who's in front) gonna answer ALL THE ASKS, so your ask isn't going to be ignored or deleted, just delayed if I know how to word correctly-
Not 100% sure how long this hiatus is gonna take, maybe the whole month? Maybe not?... I don't know how much is gonna take for me to pass through this hard period of time that's making me put in hiatus this two blogs, if you're interested in this blog I'm gonna reblog this post to update when the hiatus is over!
You can still go and talk in my other sideblogs or in this sideblog, I'm not going to be super active but I'm gonna be more active in this other blogs rather than this ones (Maybe some blogs will get a hiatus like treatment, but come on they're already in a more long hiatus)
That's all I can say for this post cause Idk what more to add... Thanks for reading and I hope this semi-hiatus doesn't take too long to be able to return back to work and answering asks/submissions!!
after three consecutive lectures, my brain's mush it shows
Gerry again!! I spent the night drawing that it's literally 7am
Also funfact the book he's holding is a Leitner book I'm currently making IRL for an art project in art class so basically this fanart is Gerry promoting my own work in some way eehee
I don't have a cool or interesting post today. Highschool sucks. I have no one. I'm so incredibly lonely it's not even funny. I got my heart broken for the 2nd time by the same person. It feels like the one millionth time. My heart aches. My eyes want to cry, but nothing will come out. The thing is, it's not his fault either. Maybe I just deserve it. Everything. I'm sorry self. I told you I would be better. But the crying won't stop. I'm sorry. When will this go away? When can I feel like me again? I don't even know who I am anymore. This isn't for attention. This is for myself. I tried comforting me, but instead, I'm falling apart.
This is my theme for today;
Things That I Needed To Hear But Never Did (Part Two):
- Someone loves you, somewhere. Even if you feel like they don't. They do. They do. I promise you, they do.
- You're important to someone. You're just as important to someone as they are you. To them, you are the first choice.
- Nothing is wrong with you. There is no coding that needs to be fixed.
- You are you, and that is so great and so important, and you are unique and original. No one could ever replace you.
- Someone will fall for you as much as you fall for them. Those sappy notes and letters you write? Someone will do the same for you.
- Hugs are important. Physical affection is important. Not everything results in you getting hurt.
- Someone would die for you as much as you would them.
- You matter in someone else's world. You are apart of their story as they are yours.
- You can and will be found.
- The darkness isn't forever.
- If you disappear, someone will go on a journey to find you.
- There will be someone that will never, ever leave you despite anything you say or go through.
kara honey your gay is showing
Kara not remembering other big, important events (that almost killed her) that happened throughout her life vs. remembering the entire timeline of her friendship with Lena to the extent of quoting her word for word at an exact moment from three years ago
Stains?!?!
On my stainless steel spoon?!?!
Outrageous.
i redesigned the girl because i said so
Idk what post, I just want to say how I feel today because write on tumblr is more cheap that a therapist
Anyways also nobody will see this sooooooooooooooo is time to vent, I gonna write all on Spanish cuz English isn’t my native language and I gonna make a lot of mistakes writing this and that is the last thing I want
Como sea, algunas veces ni siquiera yo se que hago conmigo mismo, no me siento cómodo con mi cuerpo, lo detesto y si lo pudiera cambiar definitivamente lo harÃa.
Algunas veces e tenido pensamientos de que serÃa mejor para mi y todos al mi alrededor si yo no existiera, si me muriera y solo me desaparecerÃa para dejar a todos las personas cercanas a mi ser feliz pero irónicamente le tengo miedo a las muerte, se que es algo natural y que a todos tarde o temprano nos va a cargar la chingada y nos vamos a morir si o si pero yo no puedo aceptar eso.
Aveces me pregunto por qué sigo existiendo, me siento co o un desperdicio de tiempo y atención el cual no sirve de nada, un desperdicio el cual tiene grandes expectativas y metas pero no es nada y que solo fracasará en el mundo moderno.
Se me hace difÃcil concentrarme, todos piensan que es por que soy un vago el cual se distrae dándole su tiempo a personas y hablando do cosas pero la verdad es que me resulta muy difÃcil concentrarme en alguna tarea pero estoy seguro que no tengo ningún problema mental o eso es lo que espero.
He llegado a un punto en el cual creo que cualquier cumplido es solo por lástima y que no es verdad, que solo es un cumplido que me dan por que doy lástima, me odio, odio cada parte de mi, odio mis ojos, odio mi boca, odio mi voz, odio despertar cada mañana, odio ver como mis padres se sacrifican por mi para que you los decepcione y se pregunten cuál es su pecado para haber tenido un hijo tan pendejo, horrible, idiota y estúpido como yo el cual no sabe hacer otra cosa más que dar lástima y ser un desperdicio de tiempo, un estorbo, un desperdicio de aire y espacio el cual no merece la vida que tiene.
Es normal sentirme asÃ? Es normal que odie cada parte de mi cuerpo, mi alma y mi mente? Algún dÃa tendré una paz mental sin tener miedo de ser una decepción o estar bajo presión para poder hacer algo? Algún dÃa confiaré en alguien y hablaré sobre cómo me siento sin tener que escribirlo aquà en una red social con desconocidos los cuales siento que me entienden mejor de lo que las personas que me rodean lo hacen?
Talvez no, tal vez y vuelva a escribir aquà una y otra vez, me prometà que jamás encontrarÃa ningún confort en una red social pero solo me mentà a mi mismo una vez más.
Idk just a random character that I made
(Trans boy) ✨
Si
Silly boi
He is ¡Ronnie!
He is just a silly lamb boy with personality of a shy and nervous lost lamb
Eyyyyy, its mermay ;0
TmayNT Day 2: Favorite April!
Look, I know everyone hates her…..BUT I grew up with this girlie and I love her. Tbh it’s not her fault she’s like that in the show…. I gave her a little redesign btw bc she’s so ugly 😠look….
No thoughts.
(Note: this took 2 hours 😗)
@tmaynt for the chart!
