Mood Lately

Mood lately 🥥

Instagram is scary at times because I decided to not think about this guy and get him out of my mind. Now every possible tarot reading is showing up on my reels telling me he's missing me he's regretting and he's coming back 🤡

Now I can't help it but think about him.

Clown behavior ✅

fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘i am an observer, but not by choice.’

[text id: my fist has always been clenched around the handle of an invisible suitcase. / i am always ready to leave. / there is not a single room in this world where i belong.]

I hate the way I give my all, Only to watch them let it fall.

I pour my heart, my soul, my care, Yet in their eyes, I'm never there.

I'm weary of this endless fight, Of giving love with all my might.

So now I close this open door, No one can ask for love anymore.

Earlier I said something about not having a crush on anybody and how it's been a long time since I had one.

Well bhagwan ne sun li meri,I sorta like this guy now, he ticks all the boxes y'all😩

But but but I don't think he feels the same and upar se I've been ghosted🤡

Never I mean NEVER I'VE felt this strong for anybody this soon only to turn out like such a disaster. Because whosoever has been through heartbreak I can't imagine the pain because sirf thode se time mai I got so attached, crying myself to sleep and shit, constantly thinking about the situation, checking my phone🤡

I feel so stupid for feeling this strong and this soon like bro slow down. Can't really blame the guy because meri expectations ganja fookti hai cause they're always high.

How do I stop my mind ugh

Bhai bahut hogya ab mereko bhi kisi pe crush chahiye! Wo feels , excitement, heady rush actually feel kiye saalo hogye hain! Like come on! It's been far too long😩