Iamreallyawkwardsblog - Namkeen Pronthi

fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘i am an observer, but not by choice.’

[text id: my fist has always been clenched around the handle of an invisible suitcase. / i am always ready to leave. / there is not a single room in this world where i belong.]

Earlier I said something about not having a crush on anybody and how it's been a long time since I had one.

Well bhagwan ne sun li meri,I sorta like this guy now, he ticks all the boxes y'all😩

But but but I don't think he feels the same and upar se I've been ghosted🤡

Never I mean NEVER I'VE felt this strong for anybody this soon only to turn out like such a disaster. Because whosoever has been through heartbreak I can't imagine the pain because sirf thode se time mai I got so attached, crying myself to sleep and shit, constantly thinking about the situation, checking my phone🤡

I feel so stupid for feeling this strong and this soon like bro slow down. Can't really blame the guy because meri expectations ganja fookti hai cause they're always high.

How do I stop my mind ugh

I don't know about you but I'm NOT feeling 22

*ducks* *throws another one right back at you*

Somebody please knock some sense into me so that I start writing my thesis.

Ya to mujhme likhne ki himmat aajae ya fir koi dev manushaya mere liye likh de ffs😭🤏

Dating apps are a scam!

Insan kare bhi to kya kare