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11 months ago

End of semester= 2hrs of sleep+ loads of cha ne coffee+ endless writing+ sudden new system test+ be faltu ki attendance+ eye bags+ stress to the power infinity

And one extremely mandatory viva question jo kisiko nahi aata 🥲🤡👍


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11 months ago

Bhai ye college life kya hoti hai....lagta hai bas assignment me doob ke mar jaaungi 🥲🤡👍


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10 months ago

When you post a NGL link and realise you have only chullu bhar ke friends:

🥲Moye Moye~~🥲👍✨


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10 months ago

Completing my assignments while listening to bhajans.... cause only God can save me now 🙂🥹🥲😭


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10 months ago

Piche i hafte 2 din aur 8 ghante likhne ke bavajood mere assignment khtam nahi hue.....tujhpe hi shuru, tujhpe hi khatam~~

ab lagta hai ki assignment likhte likhte hi muscle ban jaayenge...


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7 months ago

Have you ever....

just felt lonely in a group of people

like a misfit in your own puzzle

like an unknown with those known people

Like an outsider in your own family

Like a foreigner in your own self

....have you?


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7 months ago

Whether I'm awake or asleep, the memories haunt me; whenever I try to focus, the present stabs me, and when I think of the future, the unknown scares me....please get me out of here... I beg..but then I realize, I am my own hero, and I'm the survivor too.


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7 months ago

I was just talking to my mother and I knew with or without a subtle hint she'll want me to have a life partner, children and also take a break from my career for my children.

But all I want to say was you suffered all your life and you want to internalize that into your daughter...why? When I say I just want extreme education and succeed in the career of my choice, that's all I want! In no damn way am I asking to be treated like a baby producing machine for another family, have responsibility of another man and get my wings clipped, NO TF NOT!

The people who want partners are not wrong but wanting to be alone in only my presence isn't wrong either. Wanting a family is beautiful but not wanting it is also okay. Taking a break is okay but not taking one should also be respected.

Ladki ki iccha, uski padhai aur uske sapne utne hi maayne rakhte hai jitne ki ladko ke. Dono hi tumhari aulad hai aur dono se barabar ka pyaar karna tumhara farz. Apni beti ya bete ke sapno ko roundne waale rakshas mat baniye, aage badhne me unka sahaara baniye, phir koi baccha kabhi Ghar chodne ki baat nahi karega.

Dinosaurs vanished because they couldn't change with time, you'll vanish too if you don't walk hand in hand with time!


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7 months ago

*eldest sibling.

Lmao, I know bhaiya would relate to all of this! 🤣

Is it me or every Indian eldest daughter:

Has epressing thoughts

Been suicidal at some point

"My mother dumps so much of her priblems on me..."

"But she's my mother..."

Anger issues

Either sighs when hears about something bad or fucking kills the person

Beautiful but if there's a younger sister— the younger sister is more attractive then.

Has a power trip

Somehow manages to feel like a villain all the time

"Mujhe choone ki koshish kar. Haath nahi milenge tere."— to someone who was trying to hug her.

*cringes at any sort of skin contact*

Has thought of arson at some point

"What's makeup? Maine to muh pe baby powder lagaya hain💀—"

Has the best clothing sense.

Wears pyjamas 24/7

Either has too much energy or no energy

Will fall asleep anywhere like a dad

SleepSleepSleepSleepSleep

Works hard cz has to pay back her parents

Wants to go away but has to stay

Feels like a shackled wild hunting dog.

HATES sharing her stuff

"You wore my shirt?" *burns the shirt*

Likes to draw but isn't appreciated unless academically so either tore all her works or occasionally draws on scattered papers


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5 months ago

Odd places where you have felt lonely and loathed the fact that you are single.

I'll go first - So recently a fire broke out in my hostel and it was utter chaos. Thankfully nobody was injured but it was a state of pure panic. I was in middle of a test when I heard the news so I rushed back to my hostel, the upper building was on fire and everybody was hyperventilating and crying. Somehow things got under control and the girls just decided to not inform the families immediately almost as an unspoken fact to avoid more panic and worry on their end. We were sent to a safe space where everybody was huddled together and consoling each other. Yet it wasn't enough, almost everybody needed to talk to their own people. So almost everybody called thier partners and when they talked to them, I kid you not they were calmer and at ease. One girl literally called her partner ranted about the whole thing, he talked to her consoled her over a phone call.

I sat there dumbfounded with an epiphany that love, care and relationships do make a difference in your life, you really need someone especially in situations like these where need someone to ground you.

I couldn't even dial my friends because it was weekday and they had college😭


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