Tell Me Why I Was Having A Nice Little Flip Through (a Totally Non-pdf, Physically Owned Copy Of) The

Tell me why I was having a nice little flip through (a totally non-pdf, physically owned copy of) The Explorer’s Guide to Wildemount, and I got jumpscared by none other than TR*NT. FUCKING. IK*TH*N??? GET THIS BITCH THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME HELLO???

Me when I’m so Abed nadir in the hot lava episode (I am actively avoiding touching the floor because I swEAR TO GOD I JUST SAW A FUCKING MOUSE ON MY FLOOR AND I AM FUCKING TERRIFIED AND NO I AM NOT CRAZY.)

some people think writers are so eloquent and good with words, but the reality is that we can sit there with our fingers on the keyboard going, “what’s the word for non-sunlight lighting? Like, fake lighting?” and for ten minutes, all our brain will supply is “unofficial”, and we know that’s not the right word, but it’s the only word we can come up with…until finally it’s like our face got smashed into a brick wall and we remember the word we want is “artificial”.

i love you high support needs autistics

i love you cringy, weird autistics

i love you non verbal autistics

i love you mentally ill autistics

i love you autistics who have been denied care on the basis of them being autistic

i love you autistics with co morbid disabilitys

i love you autistics who have been bullied for there autism

i love you autistics with poor social skills

i love you autistics with high sensory needs

i love you autistics.

i love you.

I am so so sorry Tumblr users that have not posted Widojest content in four years that are now getting random notifications at probably 3 AM that I have liked your post but the autism is autisming and goddamnit I love them so fucking much it hurts and Jesus Christ why do I do this to myself I KNOW THEY ARENT ENDGAME SO WHY DO I INSIST ON—

i am shrunken down and brought to the gnome world and when i attempt to assimilate to their culture I use an acorn cap as a hat and they all laugh cheerfully at my silly mistake of wearing what they use as a bowl like a cap and though this is a transgression that would have humiliated me in my human life I am instead laughing alongside them at my humorous misunderstanding