Yall.

Y’all.

This silver Fox sent me a friend request and messaged me on the Face Space, and I know this man. He lives like and hour away. I went to school with his daughter, who’s 3-4 years older than me. This man is LOADED. And he said “You seem like you need to be spoiled a bit.”

All I can think is: When the fuck did I get sucked into a romance novel??

i’m too scared to go to the doctor for my mental health because i don’t think i fit into any one box, plus some of my friends brought up that i probably have some kind of autism but it would be too late to get a diagnosis and do anything xx

other than that, amazing!! how are you? <3

It is NEVER too late to get a diagnosis and treatment! Adults are diagnosed so much more these days.

And honey, even if you don’t fit into any one category, you should seek help. It is so incredibly worth it. Even if it seems only a touch better at first, if you stick with searching for answers you’ll get there. Please, please seek help!

If my biases would just caLM THE FUCK DOWN!!!

I would really appreciate that ☺️

I dyed my hair purple. Well, multiple shades of purple and an occasional pop of blue, but yeah.

🤷‍♀️

🤣🤣 The way that if this was actually Jimin I would run faster than Usain Bolt into that DM! Like yes bby, hello my sweet bias wrecker *tucks hair behind ear*

Taehyung would have to step it UP to keep his place at the top

My grandfather was up past midnight last night, crying and praying, because we finally told him I’m most likely going to be diagnosed with schizophrenia this coming week, then told him everything I’ve been going through for the last 2 years. He was asking the Lord to heal me, to show him how he can help me, and to give my mother the strength to take care of me and be my advocate.

We were hoping it would simply relate to my migraines or long-COVID. I’ve had more scans and tests done trying to find something that has developed, but everything has came back negative. My mother still thinks it could be the multitude of neurological medicines I’ve went through since the last few months of 2021. Not that we can rule that out or not. My doctor that’s part of a post-COVID network hasn’t seen these side effects or symptoms in anyone else, so they don’t think it’s COVID. Apparently I’m just reaching the age that these issues show up. They did say that it’s possible COVID sped up the timeline of the symptoms, and that’s why it’s gotten so much worse in such a small time, but can’t say for sure.

So yeah.