Kazuscara | A Ghost Of A Memory

Kazuscara | A Ghost of a Memory

Part 1/?

Also hbday to scara ♡

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Update - Feb 2023 - Persona 5: Visual Novel by Catherine

Hello! First of all, I'd like to apologize for my long absence! I hope everyone's been doing okay and life has been good for you all. The wh

Hey idk if anyone can even see this because I don’t have a following at all but I don’t want my fav fan game to die so uh

if you like programming… join if you want :)

Plus the game is fun in general! Go play from the link if you want! :)

Oh yeah if you do end up getting on the game, tell them Maxx sent you! I’m a big fan of them!

I'm super timid and when I saw that cg where MC kisses Ray full on I was like O.O because it was so BOLD and aaaaaaa

I would never be like that XD...;;;;

I'm super shy, I'm seriously just as timid as Ray is ;;;;

I wouldn't feel confident at all if there was any chance or situation where kissing him was even possible...or to even think of doing it -

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Would Ray...ever be able to build up the confidence to kiss...me? ;;;;

(Sae)Ray is just...the loveliest man to me for some reason

He's kind and compassionate, he's sensitive and caring

You just know he'd be so...devoted.

I'm so awful at verbalising my feelings...any feeling at all. I don't think I'd even be able to tell him I like him XD

I'm so shy that I have a habit of just...staring, instead of speaking. Not in a weird way, I'd just tend to gaze because I'm so shy to speak.

If it was Ray

I think the best I could do to express myself would be to softly...look at him

And I'd probably smile like a silly

Because it's Ray

>///<

I don't think I'd feel confident enough to hold his hand and doesn't he say he's nervous about that too?

Raaayy

Would we ever be able to share even just a little kiss?

I mean, it's not impossible. The only reason you wind up taking the initiative during the game is the fact that he is beating himself up. He becomes very confident when he is able to succeed, and those are the moments when he grabs you by the hand and pulls you around the way he dreams of.

It's not that he's afraid to do so, God knows he wants to do all kinds of romantic things with you, it's just that he's insecure about what could go wrong if you don't want his touches in any way.

He gets caught up in his fears and emotions when it comes down to it. That's simple for him. It's always been like that. It's not that he isn't confident, it's just that he struggles to feel as though he's allowed to have the things that he wants.

He's never been allowed to have anything that he wants until he met you, so you can imagine that his feelings are all over the place. Even on a good day. Especially on the bad days. All he does is think about the good and the bad. There's a lot more horrible things in his heart than there are good. He knows fear better than anything else. He's afraid of doing the wrong thing even though he's dreamed over a hundred times and thought of every scenario possible that could go right or wrong.

But, that's just how intrusive thoughts come to be in the first place.

It doesn't matter if it is based in reality or not, you're going to feel afraid of your fears or things that your brain conjures up.

So, it's nothing you're doing wrong in this situation or that he is doing wrong. He just needs to work through his fears... But, in doing so, what he needs to know is that you're not going to be able to take that initiative. The only moments when he is able to become powerful and confident is when he has succeeded in total victory against the people he's fighting against, or when he feels as though he needs to be forceful with you so that you can lean on him.

If you're not going to be able to make the first move, then sooner or later, he's going to make it for you. Look no further than the things that happen in V's Route. He was more than willing to give you the elixir to save you in his eyes and there was nothing that could have stopped him if it wasn't for the fact that the situation grew out of his control.

Remember the way he refused to let you go? The way he pulled you into his arms until it felt like your hand was going to ache for hours?

As long as he has a say in what's going on around him, he's going to make it happen. So, if you're the kind of person that meekly agrees to everything, then he's going to be the one who takes charge. It may seem preposterous given the fact that he seems as though he lacks any confidence, but he gains it when he realizes he can fully possess you the way he wants.

More than anything, he wants you. If there is a threat of something that's going to take you away from him, that's going to boost his confidence. It isn't a stretch of the imagination to say that he would become bolder the more he realizes that you do like him and you want everything from him.

Give it some time. He'll figure it out... and then, you'll be swept into his arms with confidence. He wants to be that man for you... and by God, he's going to be that man for you. He'll hold your face in his hands and whisper sweet nothings... just like in his imagination all this time.

SINCE WE ARE BOTH 5'9 IM BEGGING YOU TO MAKE ONE FOR TALL WOMEEENNN bonus point if the guy is shorter than us :3 any hsr or genshin guys are fine tysm for ur work

oml YES this was needed

Genshin Men with Tall Women (5’6-6’+) ══✿══╡°˖✧✿✧˖°╞══✿══

~summary: how various genshin and hsr men would act with their taller s/o

~pairing: albedo, xiao, scaramouche

~NSFW warning: riding, 69, no protection, vulgar language

~enjoy!

sfw under the cut

1.) Albedo : 5'4

- albedo would love admiring you, he sees you almost everyday walking to his lab at dragon-spine, he can’t help looking you up and down each time

- loves to buy you heels, doesn’t matter how tall you are he thinks it’s the most gorgeous thing in the world and loves to see you wear them.

- loves when you help him with his research, you can easily reach several higher items both off field and in the lab, he appreciates his darling so much

2.) Xiao : 5'2

- xiao would feel no sense of unusualness around you, he’d find you being taller than him quite normal and honestly so hot

- he’d LOVE training with you, xiao is gentle with you but he knows your strength

- he loves being kissed on his forehead, more than he’d ever admit to you but you can tell when his face gets red; every single time.

3.) Scaramouche : 5'4

- scara, loves to tease you about your height ( as you do to him)

-his usually slander for you is “giraffe” :(

-he’d honestly love how tall you are, he loves to hug you and be embraced by you; the way his head fits fluffy into your warmth and is hit by all your perfume makes him intoxicated

nsfw:

1.) Albedo

- loves it when you ride him, ESPECIALLY if he’s at his lab in dragonspine when he’s supposed to be doing his work….but he’s really just getting his cock milked by his loving cutie. His favorite part about you on top of him while he sits in his chair, is seeing your tits bounce right infront of his face; giving him easy access to mark, lick, and suck them so he can hear your pretty voice.

“Don’t stop my love…you look so beautiful like this.” He says, as the chair is squeaking and his voice is giving out at the sight of you sucking his cock into your hole. so deep.

2.) Xiao

- Xiao is absolutely crazy about you, and it’s easy to tell when he has you against the wall somewhere in the mountains of Liyue. After the both of you train together, you’ve got to get in some form of cardio, right?

“I can’t stop y/n…it feels so good.” As your long legs are tight around his waist, and your cunt even tighter around this throbbing cock as he pounds it so deep in you.

3.) Scaramouche

- his favorite way to make you both feel good is 69, you fit so smugly over his cock and his mouth is at the perfect angle where he can stuff his fingers inside your sopping wet cunt, covered in his saliva; his tongue swirling around and sucking on your sensitive little clit.

“Mmm just like the baby…your pussy tastes so good.” Scara says. as his hand smacks your ass. You cum all over his face and he laps up every drop.

I saw a post in the xiao tag that gave me a very hot mental image i want to share with the world

XIAO AND YELAN IN A THREESOME WITH READER IN THE MIDDLE LIKE😩😩😩 I can't get it out of my headdddd

I GOTCHA, HERE HAVE THIS BABYYY 😩👌🏻

!● warnings: gn!reader, threesome, usage of strap, they/them pronounes, very smut, NSFW🔞 no minors or I’ll eat u alive

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Xiao didn’t know how he ended up on a chair in Yelans office. You and Yelan were on the ground kneeling, currently undressing his pants. It should only be an official meeting to discuss some business around Liyue Harbour since there was a minor accident on your account. But it then ended up with you calling for backup from Xiao to talk with Yelan. And now as an agreement, Yelan and you were more than eager to please Xiao as he deserved it. Yelan rubbing and caressing Xiao’s inner thighs causing him to shiver. Her hands were cold against the Yakshas skin. While her hands wander to stroke on his clothed lengths, you were giving him small kitten kisses on the other tight looking up to him to see his face. Xiao had his eyes closed, brows frown together, red cheeks and concentrating only on the touches you both gave him. Both of his hands were buried on the arm of the chair. None of you three were talking, just enjoying the time together. Until Yelan freed his cock out of his underwear. It springs right out, all hard and pulsating. You chuckled and helped Yelan get rid of his underwear. “Didn’t know that a Yaksha could get quickly aroused like this.” Yelan stated this while tapping on his shaft, while you were puffing warm air to his twitching dick. You loved to tease him this way. Not a sound was coming from Xiao, he was completely concentrating not to moan out. It was too embarrassing for him. Yelan’s eyes and you meet each other which causes both to smile and start making Xiao feel good. As soon as he felt both of you kissing his dick from the tip to the bottom, he opened his eyes and let out a soft sigh. His chest started to rise up and down faster as you both added your tongues on his dick. It was amusing to see him trying to hold back while his dick started to leak with pre-cum. Yelan concentrated on the tip of his dick, licking on his slit carefully while gently enclosing her mouth on it. You were licking a little bit down and massage his balls. Thinking so badly to get filled by him. “I… I don't want to cum yet. N-not like this.” You heard Xiao saying it out loud with soft moans. Both of you stopped your motions for a bit, before Yelan popped his dick out her mouth. “Well, I do have a strap and I don’t think (y/n) will might if we fill them up.”, her smile said it all. She knew that you were a slut for both of them, so why not suggest it. 

Your cheeks burned from the heat they both gave you. Xiao was ramming his dick inside of you as if his life depended on it, while biting and sucking on your back while Yelan had her strap right in front of you pushing it inside of you too. She gives you soft kisses all over your face and makes sure that you are also enjoying it by rubbing on your sensitive nipples. “Ah, ah, ah… y-yeah right there~” You pushed against Xiao who found your special spot inside of you which made you moan out crazy for both of them to go faster. Not gonna lie, but this turned Xiao on, the way you reacted and moaned to his every rough and hard thrusts. Yelan also enjoyed herself a lot, seeing your fucked up face. Caressing, biting and sucking hard now on your nipple while meeting up with the speed Xiao had. Even she was near her climax as much as you were. Xiao also felt that his dick could explode inside of you anytime which was visible for you and Yelan to notice it. “Come on, little Yaksha. Cum inside of (y/n), breed them~” Yelan said it with her own soft moans. Oh how she will wait until you have come before she will take care of her own pleasure. Xiao thrusts started to get faster and faster until he came inside of you with a loud moan. “(y/n)!” Calling out your name while pumping all his seed inside of you. Soon enough this pushed over your edge which made your legs all wobbly and shaky when you also cum since Yelan was still pushing herself in and out of you. Xiao let go of you slowly, sitting tired on the chair and watched how Yelan pushed you on her desk to finish herself off too. It didn’t take long and she also came with a high pitched moan, tossing her head up letting herself go with her high before giving you a deep and naughty kiss. “We should do this more often.” Xiao said, already in his pants and disappearing in seconds. You laughed exhaustling and hugged Yelan. That was an amazing meeting and both of you agreed on doing it as much as Xiao also wanted it.

haii !! if youre comfortable with it i would like to request xiao with the prompt "Sooner or later, you'll understand. I had to do this. This is for your own good, okay? Let me take care of you." for your drabble event. fem or gn pronouns / descriptiona are fine in my opinion. other than that no other specificities you can write it however youd like, im looking forward to it if you do !!

Hello! Thanks for requesting! I hope you enjoy!

CW: TALKS ABOUT OBSESSION, IMPRISONMENT, YANDERE.

link back to the drabble event!

“Xiao, let me out, please?..” You cried out, reaching out for him from your cell, the room was cold, even though you had more than enough blankets and trinkets to keep you busy in your prison.

“I can’t, I really can’t..” he whispered softly, letting himself indulge in your touch as he slid your hand onto his cheek, you could feel his tired sigh into your palms.

“Yes, you can. Please, Xiao. If the Qixing finds out what you’ve done, they’ll-“ He hissed at the mention of another, baring his fangs at you, angered. You backed off in surprise at Xiao’s sudden behaviour. Xiao felt annoyed that you kept asking the one thing he could not give you, your freedom.

Xiao knew this was wrong, he felt it in his skin when he tightened the chains on your wrists, or how he fed you through the bars of your cells like a dog. Xiao knew, but he also knew that it was necessary, to keep you here. You wouldn’t be put in jeopardy, nor would you feel anything other than happiness, nor you would never need to call his name for anything else other than his attention.

You were safe, he repeated to himself like a mantra. He purposefully ignored the way you cried for him to let you go, for him to remove the chains and let you see the daylight not from a small window of the cell. It tortured him that you needed more than just him.

Why must you ask for the day? Or for your freedom, when you have him? Why must you ask for everything else other than him?

Xiao slammed his fists into the bars of your cell, it rattled in response. You feared the worst, knowing that although this adeptus had cared and tended to most of Liyue, he was still a force not to be reckoned with. Your lips quivered in fright as you anticipated what Xiao would do next as he huffed, trying to calm himself.

“Xiao..please.” You whimpered out, scared. Your fear intensified as he opened the cell door, he only ever entered when you’ve done something wrong, and for once you didn’t know what could’ve ever set him off to be as angry with you.

Xiao was never proud of being angry with you, even if he was an adeptus who struggled to deal with his karma and his feelings, he hated doing anything else besides making you happy.

Xiao walked towards you, his bangs covering his eyes as his steps felt dreadful to your soul. He stopped right in front of you before he crouched down, looking through his bangs, at you and your feared expression.

A hand was reached towards your face, his thumb placing itself into the corner of your lips, the rough fabric of the leather made you flinch, Xiao continuing to swipe it over. You were so confused that you failed to notice the tingling feeling it gave as he traced your lips.

When Xiao was satisfied at admiring your features, he leaned in to give you a kiss on your forehead, before leaning away. Something in you compelled to ask what and why he did that for.

Your mouth opened, but nothing came out. You were silent. Xiao watched you try to speak. A ghost of a smile was on his face as he got his results. He had done something, and he won’t tell you. Well, he hasn’t told you because you can’t ask.

You opened your mouth once again, not a single vocal sound came out, you tried to scream, to cry, to call for Xiao, your hands instantly wrapped around your throat as you felt yourself become even more frustrated.

Xiao didn’t want to look at you as you threw your tantrum, more so because he didn’t want to come face to face of the measures he had to take. Xiao didn’t want to see the heartbreak in your eyes when he takes another fragile piece of your freedom once again, your speech.

Xiao left the cell, closing and locking you in once again, his face refusing to turn to you. Xiao started to walk away from you, from what he had done, when a huge clang hit the bars. He looked back, seeing a small wooden trinket on the floor, he had carved it for you.

You huffed and panted in anger, staring at him with rage and disbelief. Xiao could only open his mouth and—

“Sooner or later, you’ll understand. I had to do this. This is for your own good.”

You were appalled at his response to your fit of anger, your jaw dropping in disbelief.

“So please, just let me take care of you.”